Friday, October 23, 2026

A Long Days Journey Into Night Exposed Full Moon in TAUrus


The Hidden Hand, EXPOSURE of what is tangled up and dark, ruling behind the scenes as the VEIL is pulled back. Venus is also retrograde in Scorpio making her way back into Libra on the 25th, the very next day.

This is also your own EXPOSURE of deeper truths, facing your own inner demons and past actions.
Themes regarding sexuality, origin of life, CREATION, Marshall Law, indiscretions, morality vs immorality.
Venus in Libra, asks us what is fair and balanced? What will promote harmony? Who should we partner with?
Global Trade can be affected, limiting movement and questioning how trade between nations is managed or regulated. Who is hurt when commerce (Mercury) slows down?
Who is pushing the narrative? What sources do you allow to form your thoughts and processes and how do you rationalize what is fair and how are things eVALUated. Who decides what is of VALUE?
What is ruling behind the scenes, deciding who is included and excluded?
What is a fair and balanced GLOBAL TRADE POLICY & ORDER AND WHO DECIDES THIS? WHAT CURRENCY SHOULD SURVIVE?
The full moon at 2°45' TAUrus is in tight square to Pluto's station direct at 3°Aquarius, this is POWER STRUGGLES, be careful of harsh judgment of self and others. Who is the judge and jury? Are you sure?


Who decides this VALUE and what is that based upon?
Consider the SOURCE.
Today, Venus makes an inferior conjunction to the sun at 11:44PM EDT when Venus sits between the sun and the earth at 00°45' Scorpio, as the sun has now made his ingress into Scorpio, MAGNIFYING the theme of Scorpio and the FIXED CROSS.
This is the last time in our lifetime, that Venus will conjoin the sun in Scorpio!
In fact, the two won't meet up exactly in Scorpio again until November 19th 2177 at 28°03' Scorpio!
So, believe me, this is POWERFUL, because they want to finish REVEALING to this generation, that there are TREMENDOUS INFLUENCES including behind those SOCIAL INFLUENCERS, directing what is revealed, planning the release, even hidden or framed as 'accidental or secrets from investigations that actually were directed by the same POWER BEHIND THE SCENES.
One of the biggest tricks used, is 'I've got a secret', like Bluebeard, forbidding his new bride to enter just one single room, but she is permitted to go anywhere else.
We can return to the theme in Genesis, where Adam and Eve are allowed to eat of any fruit in the garden, except the two trees in the center: One is the tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil, and the other is the Tree of Eternal Life.
Well, we all know how that story ends up...
The question is, how is that learning the knowledge of good and evil going for you? For all of us on the planet at this time.
The airwaves and social media, commercials between 'OPPOSING' forces (as they claim) attacking one another, lying, digging up the past and the 'dirt' on each other. He or she is bad because, NO he or she is the bad one! Look at this (shows or shares often highly skewed, questionable, or outright false evidence) about their opponent. (Of two sides and we are given the primary colours, red and blue as options).
Even as one can cast aspersion upon another, intelligent people ask what the motive might be? Why is someone making such a claim?
CONSIDER THE SOURCE.
And that brings us to the deeper underlying causality.
THE SOURCE

ULTIMATELY, without doing your own deeper excavations, finding out how to LISTEN and COMMUNICATE with your own soul, examining your own darkness, first by SEEING YOUR OWN DARKER ASPECTS, you cannot bring TRUE LIGHT TO ANY SUBJECT, because you are only in a superficial world being controlled by THE OTHER.
Even now, Inanna (Venus) is making her underground journey into the dark abode of Hades. She seeks to find the pieces of her 'consort/other/partner' and put them back together, bring him back to life.
So too, must we wrestle with the powerful forces of the principalities of darkness.
10) And desire said, I did not see you descending, but now I see you ascending. Why do you lie since you belong to me?

11) The soul answered and said, I saw you. You did not see me nor recognize me. I served you as a garment, and you did not know me. ~ Gospel of Mary Magdalene
DESIRE... (to sire, to inseminate, what we give birth to)
If you are a gardener, you know how important it is to know all the EL-ements, the environmental conditions the soil chemical composition.
Otherwise, the seed will not bear fruit, or not grow strong and healthy, will not be abundant.
What is the DESIRED OUTCOME?
If you refuse to truly investigate the source, and simply agree to believe something or someone because that is what YOU DESIRE to believe, then you cannot possibly know the truth.
This is why it is so important to develop your own intuition, instincts, senses, and you can only do this by having INTEGRITY. THE HEART OF THE MATTER
If you believe it is okay to lie, then you COMMAND the universe to lie to you and you cannot separate this from that, the truth from the lies.
If you think it is okay to take advantage of someone or a situation because of your knowledge over another, that is stealing...whatsoever you do to the least of these...if your child comes home and you find them with money all of a sudden you ask: 'Where did you get that?' and a good parent will march the child back and have them admit they stole, and ask for forgiveness.
It is no different, just because you think you can get away with something, or take advantage of someone, DOES NOT MEAN YOU SHOULD.
But that is part of the soul's journey, learning the KNOWLEDGE BETWEEN GOOD AND EVIL AND RECONCILING THE PAIRS OF OPPOSITES.
BECAUSE YOU NEVER TRULY CAN GET AWAY WITH ANYTHING, PEOPLE COMING INTO CONSCIOUSNESS AND TRUE KNOWLEDGE KNOW THIS.
COMMANDMENTS: 'COMMDING MENTS, COMMANDING THE MIND.
DISCERNMENT...one of the hardest lessons to MASTER on your journey, your own EVOLUTE ION.
Try and be gentle with yourself, and then perhaps you can also be gentle with others.
CAUTION is explosive tempers as this is also a time where people of a lower nature can try to instigate or inflame your passions. Scorpio is a sign that likes to have CONTROL. IT LIKES TO POSSESS, AS WELL AS OBSESS.
It RULES FEAR, BECAUSE IT RULES POWER.
For people who have felt oppressed or controlled, deprived of what they may see as POSSESSIONS of others, they can tacitly feel the need to gain control, or wield power over another. This can come down to fear of not being enough or WORTHY.
SELF-WORTH
FEAR
OBSESSION
POSSESSION
CONTROL AUTHENTIC 
DARKNESS
OCCULT
GNOSIS
NOBILITY
SHARING
PARTNERSHIPS
EQUALITY
LIFE AND DEATH LUCIFER (LIGHT BRINGER, VENUS AS THE MORNING STAR HERALDING THE RISING SUN...
And why?
Because once you find the missing pieces and assuage the soul, and become WHOLE/HOLY it is the ultimate achievement, it brings...PEACE
PEACEFUL SURRENDER
A LIGHT IN THE DARKNESS
THAT ONLY COMES FROM THE JOURNEY OF THE DARK NIGHT OF THE SOUL.
This is a long day's journey into night.
That full moon in TAUrus (yes, it truly may feel as if you are on your own cross) wants to REVEAL the hidden truth, and what we truly VALUE. YOU WANTED TO KNOW... TRUTH THAT SETS YOU FREE
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SCORPIO'S!
THE ROSEY CROSS IS BLOOMING...
YOUR LIMBIC SYSTEM IS YOUR 'ALEMBIC'
RUB YOUR TEMPLES

We are rising from DEATH
COMING ALIVE AGAIN
IT'S TIME TO WAKE UP NOW




 


Saturday, October 10, 2026

Return to the Land of Your Soul in Libra New Moon

 


On October 10th, 2026 10/10/2026=2026=2+2+6=10 10/10/10=30=3 TRINITY LISTENING EMPATHICALLY THROUGH EMOTIONS, THE ENERGY IN MOTION.

The Nightsky Empress meets up with the solar ambassador at 11:50AM EDT, when they are both at 17°27’ in the scales of Libra,

the balancer. Sabian Symbol: Two men placed under arrest.

It is the second decan of Libra (October 3-12th) we find Libra under the additional air influence of Aquarius, the sign ruled by Uranus.  This is a lot of movement in this air element.

This can provide a genuine window of opportunity for breakthrough.

Gemini’s are quick thinking, often utilizing both hemispheres of the brain and Libra is the sign of balance and harmony, sitting on the horizon (Horus sun), this cardinal placement takes the earthly matters, which Virgo has made changeable, ready for this higher elevation and now taking the seeker to consider ‘the other’, she is ready to utilize the lessons learned in these earthly matters and give some of the fruits back to the COMMUNITY with the overarching theme of Aquarius flavouring endeavors.

Venus, the planet that rules Libra is retrograde in Scorpio at 07°25’, and underground, Isis and Sophia (wisdom) now seeking her past, her lovers, her choices, and putting the pieces back together.
Isis finds 13 pieces of Osiris who has been murdered by Seth (the setting sun of Autumn) and like the leaves all AUbergine, and finally into the feuille morte (foliage of dead leaves) or philamot.

She took out a new suit. It was of grosgrain, a shade called "feuille morte," a vivid yellow-brown trimmed with darker bands of velvet.

— Anya Seton, The Turquoise, 1946

And so we begin our own slow descent, like Inanna as Venus began her underground journey or Sophia in search of the light.
On 10/10/2026 5:31PM EDT Venus began her 40 day retrograde period at 07°21’ Scorpio and she made an exact square to Mars 07°21’ Leo, who just recently opposed Pluto (Lord of the underworld and Scorpio) on 10/03/2026 6:38AM EDT Mars 03°06’ Leo Opposite Pluto 03°06’ Aquarius.
Sophia (divine wisdom) finds that she has been tricked and now faces the chaos of the underworld without her true paramour, the light of the world.


As a result, Sophia was cast into the chaos below, her inner light stolen by a “lion‑faced power”.
So, I remind you of this (as I did many times before, including in the last blog) so that you might be mindful of this sometimes treacherous time, a time where the past can come back and rear its head, its dragon mouth trying to devour you, the dark creeping into your thoughts, trying to influence your own light, sometimes it can make you feel ‘unworthy’, or you might see another side of those around you as being unkind, under the influence of the same daemons, bats and ghouls, being used to STEAL YOUR OWN LIGHT, so that you remain in the darkness.
People that want to remain in the darkness (IGNORANT) can attack you, if you shine the light of truth into their own chaos, that occludes this desire to believe what they want to be true, rather than the AWAKENING LIGHT.
But that awakening light, is DISTURBING at first, it is normal for most people to retreat back into what they want to believe, and find others of this tribalism to comfort their chaos with commonness.

A belonging.

You see, Inanna, Sophia, Isis, this divine feminine makes this journey on her own, it is her own intrepid soul that seeks to know, to find her divine counterpart, to become WHOLE, HOLY.

The material world can choke the light of truth, as this is actually the FALSE LIGHT.  So, the seeker must make this journey, like Hercules, Perseus, and Odysseus, who all take the HERO’S JOURNEY.  All must go through the trials, seek the help of the gods, feel abandoned, feel foolish, and face their deepest fears.

This very time is magnified, emphasizing these themes, and

providing the opportunity to both face your own darkness and that of others, the deeper truths that may have been right in front of you the entire time, and finally, to piece yourself back together, to heal, to comfort and unify the opposing forces within, to find Christ Light (who comes to save Sophia) within.
All the outer planets including Saturn, are retrograde too.
Saturn RX at 10°Aries forms a wide opposition, Uranus RX at 05°Gemini (emphasizing this busy minded Gemini mind of duality) Neptune RX at 02°Aries and Pluto RX at 03° Aquarius still forming a wider trine to Uranus with Neptune sitting sextile between the two.
This is the set up for major changes, both within the self, as we reconcile the pairs of opposites, bringing them two by two into the Arc of the Ancients, your soul born in the Light and still entangled with the S-OUR-CE, we learn to be Re-SOURCE-full or full of the Light of the world.

And we reach back, ‘Re-ligio- to bind again to the past.
This noun of action was derived by Cicero from relegere "go through again" (in reading or in thought), from re- "again" (see re-) + legere "read" (see lecture (n.)). However, popular etymology among the later ancients (Servius, Lactantius, Augustine) and the interpretation of many modern writers connects it with religare "to bind fast" (see rely), via the notion of "place an obligation on," or "bond between humans and gods." In that case, the re- would be intensive. Another possible origin is religiens "careful," opposite of negligens. ~etymology

Joseph Campbell said, “Myth is the face of god”.


I use this perfect time to remind you again, ‘RE’ ‘Mind’…isn’t that an interesting word?  It emphasizes this very journey.

Once we find our way through this darkness, and we RESURRECT the light body of Christ, as Venus becomes visible again at the end of this month and then we celebrate ‘All Souls Day’ on November 1st followed by All Saint’s Day the very next day, or ‘All Hallows Eve’ Samhain, when the children go around and get ‘tricks or treats’. The veil is so very thin during this time.

Venus begins to station direct on 11/12 at 22°51’ Libra.
But let’s go back to the ‘seeding’ of this time, the kernel of truth that will bloom as this new moon waxes into fullness.
On the very same day, 10/10/2026 5:31PM EDT Venus RX07°21’ Scorpio Square Mars 07°21’ Leo, her lover also known as Ares (Aries).
So this is a lovers quarrel, they are at one of the crossroads with each other, and of course, Pluto/Hades RX at 03° Aquarius is Opposing Mars, forming a T-Square. 

Venus is the handle to this ‘PASSION’.
Remember, the weight and pain (pathos=passion) of this cross, can make you ‘fall down on your knees’ but you can get back up after meeting the dark angel, and have also rescued your talent or GENII, Genius.


You might ‘rub your temples’ to your own Genie bottle, after deep contemplation, mediation, prayer.

~Rudolf Steiner

An epic battle of light and dark, yin and yang as the doors fly open to all the compartmentalization and our lost selves, those of dark and light, slither down the corridors of our mind releasing and mirroring the hurts, the hellish nightmares, and become integrated into the incredible lightness of being.

It is a reconciliation.

mid-14c., reconcilen, transitive, in reference to persons, "to restore to union and friendship after estrangement or variance," also of God or Christ, "restore (mankind, sinners) to favor or grace," from Old French reconcilier (12c.) and directly from Latin reconciliare "to bring together again; regain; win over again, conciliate," from re- "again" (see re-) + conciliare "make friendly" (see conciliate).

     Reflexive sense of "become reconciled, reconcile oneself" is from late 14c. Meaning "to make (discordant facts or statements)            consistent, rid of apparent discrepancies" is from 1550s. Mental sense of "make (actions, facts, conditions, etc.) consistent with each other in one's mind" is from 1620s. Sense of "bring into acquiescence or quiet submission" (with to) is from c. 1600. Related: Reconciled; reconciling.

So, you see, without embracing the entirety of your being, you remain broken and blind.

Not to worry!  On 10/14/2026 PLUTO will begin to Station Direct at 03°04’ Aquarius, of course, during the days previous and afterwards, he becomes more powerful, so basically we will be feeling the intensity of the dragon starting on the new moon, increasing up until the day he begins to station and then a couple days after.
Yes, the dragon plays a large role in these days, and we can clearly see this on the world stage with all the actors being ‘outed’ as villains that were right in front of us the entire time, and yet, without developing your own integrity, or walking through the fires of truth, many remain ignorant, ‘comfortably numb’ in the fictional story they want so desperately to believe.

Unfortunately, this becomes the blame game, they would rather lash out at you or those around them like a cornered rat, than accept responsibility or even just the reality that what they believed was wrong.

Hero’s take a mighty fall from grace in that Mars in Leo opposition to Pluto.


And sadly, with all the Neptunian Illusions being spun, the false light confuses the AIR WAVES of social media by paid shills, that create a limited hangout, and a lot of it is just ignorance, people repeating a ‘false source’ ‘false light’.
Fortunately for readers of this blog, we have been telling you the uncomfortable truth of what is going on for decades on this very blog, and in its previous incarnation as a newsletter.

And we get to learn new things all the time too, while we wrestle with what we do know and the frustration of seeing people continue to fall for the magical spells of these dark magicians (they are very good, so we can’t really blame anyone and their wishful thinking) because this is NOT EASY.

And so, once again we remind ourselves and you dear friends, to take the time to repair, rest, recharge and kiss your own wounds, no different than you would take precious care to clean and dress the wounds of Jesus, “My God, My God, why have you forsaken me?”

Venus doesn’t just rule what we love or partner with, she is about VALUE OR WHAT WE VALUE.  VALUABLES. And so the question becomes, what is it you are ABLE TO VALUE?  Will it turn to dust?  Ahhh, then we know we must go deeper yet.  RE-trograde, Re-turning like the AUtumn leaves, to the center, the golden means to what is tangled up and dark, entwined in the serpentine coil, choking on the golden apple.


Jupiter or JeZeus at 21° Leo, is swiftly closing the gap on his way to meet the tail of the dragon, Ketu who is now at 28°Leo and the two meet up on November 12th at 25°32’ the same day Venus begins to station direct and Mercury swiftly follows to begin to station direct at 05°04’ Scorpio that same day.
So we see that is another day (November 12th) to remember, as it will indeed be a powerful day with the energy moving forward and our own ascent, as we too come out of the cave and enter the GARDEN.
Clearly, Libra’s and Aries will be very strongly affected, as we review and then reconcile, wrestling with angels (Jacob) and I normally would just emphasize the degrees of the new moon, (17° Libra) and yes, if you have planets or points between 14°-20° Libra, you may find yourself in the spin cycle, tossing and turning, wrestling with forces that feel far beyond your control, and so too of course will the other Cardinal Signs, Cancer and Capricorn, as you question why you have allowed others to treat you a certain way, and concurrently consider how you have treated others, particularly partners or those closer to you.
What the hell is it all about, what were you thinking?
You can feel as if you have spent or wasted time and ask yourselves, ‘why did I stay, why am I still here’?  You can become tangled in some karmic pattern you just can’t seem to free yourself from, if you condemn yourself to some lower level of deservedness.  These difficult concerns can totally throw the balancing act of that Libra energy into a chaotic tailspin.  It can also bring up the gift, the value, the light of truth and benevolence, extracting the jewel forged in such alchemizing fires.

Yes, it is totally DUAL in nature.
What you have been honest enough about leading up to this time, what you have healed or ACCEPTED, can seem like a GRAIL CUP, being handed to you, if you only LOOK AND RECEIVE.

Then prepare to drink deeply, the elixir you have earned.

But we can also clearly see that Venus having entered Scorpios underbelly, where things get intense and the dragon literally can melt those rose-coloured glasses, Libra loves so much; she has managed to swim up to 8° Scorpio before becoming ensnared by the tendrils of the Dragons grasp, is embroiling Scorpio and her opposition in TAUrus, where he can’t find the ground that feels as if it is turning into quicksand, ready to swallow your tentative grip on reality, and what you hoped you could hold securely.  No, the dragon reminds you how tentative things can be, how uncertain a mood, a belief, a promise once made, can become a burning coal of disappointment.  Look to those degrees between 5°-12°in both Scorpio and TAUrus, and then also in Aquarius and Leo, who do have those planets activating them too, particularly Pluto at RX at 3° Aquarius and Mars at 7° Leo, but you have the strength those signs proffer, the issue can be one of stubbornness, and refusal to accept your own responsibility and without that acceptance, this can burn you down.  This can literally burn down the house.  Where the dragon can rise up from the ashes in flames, as the Phoenix, who has the power over death and learns that there is NO DEATH.

What matters is what you try to drag along with you, resentments, sleights, missed opportunity, lack of true intimacy, emotional support, and finally see, you have given up your own POWER, to NO THING. 
You cannot be the VICTOR without clinging to being a VICTIM.

The POWER is not in anyone else’s hands, it has been YOURS ALL ALONG.

YOU

I’m in with the in crowd…doobe doo, but not until we make that dive…

Going Down Jeff Beck

That’s the perfect song for this period.

Like the minor fall in the Hallelujah, that comes before the major lift.

The baffled king, composing hallelujah.


https://youtu.be/PHtiZjx_SRc?si=ZRrzgacMUZ7XRT1y

Mutable signs: Gemini, Virgo, Sagittarius, and Pisces, you don’t get out of this without your own NEON SIGN FLASHING with Uranus RX at 05°Gemini as we mentioned before, but what can that mean for you personally?
Yeah, that is bringing the shocking truth of the past out of the blue to shake up your world as the Great Awakener flashes both insights and awareness out of the blue, and also unplanned and unexpected developments or experiences, including people showing up to remind you too, that nothing is stationary or static, and everything must change.  Especially in these turbulent times where the swiftly flowing currents quicken to enliven you and all of us.
Mutable signs also learn that trying to control the situation, can be futile, and fertile at the same time.
Change and endings, can bring the new beginnings, the life force that simply takes on a different expression. 
And the GREATEST OF THESE, IS LOVE

LOVE IS ALL THERE TRULY IS IN THE END

WHAT’S LOVE GOT TO DO WITH IT?

IT’S ALL THAT MA’ATERS.

IT’S THE TRUTH, THE LIGHT, AND THE WAY…TO ALL THE WAYS.

BE RE-SOURCEFUL.

 


RE-TURN AGAIN TO THE LAND OF YOUR SOUL

WHERE DREAMS BECOME REAL…IN THE LIVING WATERS OF LIGHT
Now let's get it started IN HERE!!

The Black Eyed Peas - Let's Get It Started

Can't go to sleep?
Here you go. 
Sleep Roll On .33 oz.


https://youtu.be/HGdG73w9BU4


I am working on a blog about what is happening now, in a relative sense, of where we are in our spiritual process and what that means for us, how do we know, what more can we do?
Yes, there are many very large dark angels, FALLEN ONES down here now, being given expression as they are giving POWER to many of the LEADERS.  The more you are awakening and finally seeing what has been GOING ON ALL ALONG, the bigger the darker angels they are being guided by.
MUSE-IC CAN HELP!! That is a clue given many times now.


But plant the seeds of TRUTH and PRAY.  To all things a season.
Here is a link to Isis and the 14 pieces. The Myth of Isis and Osiris: The Fourteen Pieces and Resurrection  The FISH god...Sea Mare



Monday, October 5, 2026

Venus Falling into the Underworld

 


We are falling into the darkening days, and Venus has also gone ‘underground’, becoming invisible for the month of October, her month. 
We also have other major aspects that are all adding to a combustive environment, all while throwing us lines to pull us through these tempestuous times.
A couple days ago, I was told ‘time is going to speed up even more now’.  How much more?  I was shown telephone poles along the side of a highway, as I sped by them in the car, I was told: ‘You are now in the telephone pole stage, and the car is time speeding up.  So, by comparison, we are only standing still now.
What?

It already seems like I wake up, have my coffee, pray in the garden visiting the new blooms while Joey walks around the perimeter doing his job.
I love the fall crisp air, the freshness, the leaves turning a kaleidoscope of gorgeous colours, that only AUtumn gifts to us.  There really is nothing like it.

Even the leaves are turning back into the earth, blanketing the ground and doing their job of recycling, the great Re-Sourcerer showing us who to work with the seasons, compost, and align with nature.

But I am told, we are going to start moving even faster in this, ‘Quickening’.


It’s not enough that the sun will now give us less light, every single day, until the ‘three days’ when he begins to stay out a little longer for us, starting on the Winter Solstice, December 21st, 2026, at 3:50PM EST, when we once again hit the Cardinal Sign of Capricorn.
Then, we the Light of our daytime sky, will begin to give us a little more sunlight, on Mon, Dec 22nd sunrise is at 7:50:21 am and sunset is at 5:00:35 pm 09:10:14 of daylight or gaining 1 second of sunlight.

But wait, there’s more!

Venus as we told you last, has become invisible in the Nightsky, October 1, 2026 Venus set behind the Sun in Scorpio, and she will be invisible until October 30, 2026.  Her entire retrograde period is about 40 days.
Okay as we have told readers many times now, when Venus is invisible, or in her ‘dark’ phase for 40 days, this is so many other mythological stories, when there is a decent into the underground or Hades.
 The imagery comes from the Sumerian/Babylonian myth of Inanna (Ishtar), goddess of love and fertility, who descends into the Underworld ruled by her sister Ereshkigal, giving up her possessions at seven gates before being reborn.  (Just as we will see Venus being reborn).

Long before this, we know in the Pistis Sophia, that she also goes into what is called, the Long Fall — Sophia's Thirteen Repentances and the Rescue of the Light

Sophia has fallen from the thirteenth Aeon into the chaos below. An arrogant, lion-faced power — having stolen a portion of her divine light — has driven her to the uttermost depth. She cannot ascend. She cannot be silent. She sings thirteen hymns of grief and repentance, each one beginning O Light of Lights — and each time, Jesus descends again to rescue her. The Pistis Sophia is Gnosticism's most sustained account of what it costs the divine feminine to fall into the world, and what it demands of the divine masculine to bring her home. 


Just as we saw Orpheus (a musician) descend into Hades to rescue Eurydice:
She died from a snake bite while in the forest, and Orpheus descended to the Underworld to plead for her return. Orpheus divine music transcends the darkness and upon hearing, Hades wept and allowed Eurydice’s return on the condition that Orpheus walk ahead and not look back until they left the Underworld. Orpheus broke this rule, and Eurydice was left trapped in the Underworld.

But we see in both instances given (there are many) it is music that is the remedy.

Here is Sophia’s song:

"O Light of Lights, I have transgressed in the emanations;

I am fallen into the chaos of the world.

Save me, O Light, from the lion-faced power."

— Pistis Sophia, First Repentance (Codex Askewianus, 3rd–4th century CE)

The Pistis Sophia in the Gnostic Transmission

We also see that the ‘40’ days is a repetitive theme biblically.

In the Bible, 40 days often symbolize periods of testing, trial, preparation, or divine action, appearing in both the Old and New Testaments.

Key Biblical Examples


The Flood: God caused it to rain for 40 days and 40 nights to cleanse the earth of wickedness, sparing only Noah, his family, and the animals on the ark (Genesis 7:12)

Moses on Mount Sinai: Moses spent 40 days and nights receiving the Ten Commandments and communing with God, fasting without food or water (Exodus 34:28)

Spying Canaan: The Israelite spies explored the Promised Land for 40 days before reporting back (Numbers 13:25)


David and Goliath: Goliath taunted Israel for 40 days before David confronted him (1 Samuel 17:16)

Elijah’s Journey: The prophet traveled 40 days and nights to Mount Horeb, where he encountered God in a gentle whisper (1 Kings 19:8)

Jonah’s Prophecy: Jonah warned Nineveh that the city would be destroyed in 40 days if they did not repent (Jonah 3:4)

Jesus in the Wilderness: After His baptism, Jesus fasted and was tempted by Satan for 40 days and nights (Matthew 4:2)

Post-Resurrection Appearances: Jesus appeared to His disciples over a period of 40 days before ascending to heaven (Acts 1:3)

So, we see many examples that repeat this Venus cycle of ‘going underground’…temptation, learning discernment between the false light and the genuine light of God.

Now let’s return to Sophia: (Sophia means ‘wisdom’)
The False Light — Authades's Trap

the archon's deception

A lion-faced self-willed power (Authades, "the Arrogant One") crafts a simulacrum of divine light to draw Sophia downward. She pursues what she believes is the Light of Lights, but it is a trap. This counterfeit light is the central image of Gnostic epistemology: the world as a forgery of the divine, compelling precisely because it imitates what is real.

The Chaos — Below the Twelve Aeons

the material prison

Sophia falls into the chaos — the formless darkness beneath the twelve lower Aeons. The lion-faced power and the material Archons surround her and take away portions of her light-power, leaving her in grief, humiliation, and exile. She is trapped not by physical walls but by her own depleted luminosity: she lacks the light-power needed to re-ascend.

The Thirteen Repentances — Sophia's Return Path

Sophia does not ascend at once. She sings thirteen repentances — addressed to the Light of Lights, acknowledging her transgression, naming her anguish, and crying for rescue. After each hymn, Jesus descends to restore some of her light. The return is graduated, earned through sustained penitential recognition, not instant rescue. Each restoration strengthens her enough to repent again at a higher register.


Isis descends into the underworld to revive and rescue Osiris (who was killed by Set) (Setting sun).
Once Osiris is made whole, Isis conceives his son and rightful heir, Horus. (Hours).

So, we see a redundant theme, and these are but a few examples.

Thus, we are in our own descent into the darkness.

We must put those pieces of ourselves back together, after we find all the pieces scattered in the UNDERGROUND, in the darkness.

We cannot escape this profound period of time, and as we shared with you in the past posts, there are MANY astrological aspects converging in this month of October.  A clue can be found in commonalities, one major salient point is facing ‘falsehoods’ and going through trials, PASSIONS to repair through love, aspects of ourselves that we may have buried or not loved.
It is ‘judgment’ of ourselves, that we must both face and forgive.

Finally, let me add that Pluto ruler of the underground (Hades) also is the REVEALER.  Pluto is your POWER.
Once you face the darkness and your own darker aspects, and you name and heal them, you can return to the LIGHT with the POWER, you buried.
Where is Pluto in your own chart?
Where is transiting Pluto now?
He is opposing Mars in Leo from his retrograde position in Aquarius.

Squaring Venus retrograde in Scorpio.

Past blogs on Eurydice:
Waking The Deep: Search results for Eurydice

Also, notice the descent is to put pieces of their ‘other’ half back together, to reassemble ‘the twin flame’, this has been greatly distorted in the relatively recent tropes and stories about the ‘twin flame’ as some unattainable perfect lover.  It usurps the true gnosis, the stories depict.

This is YOU.

It is not actually, another at all.

This is a repetitive story (much like what was outlined in, ‘Alchemy of the Soul, the Arc of the Ancients’) about our quest in this human body.

This is about you RE-MEMBER-ing who you are, and putting the pieces back together in alchemical fashion, through the trials and perils on this earthly plain, the heat and fires of transformation that only comes through living into the WORD the LOGOS.  The Fiery Waters, THE HOLY SPIRIT.

Alchemy of the Soul The Arc of the Ancients (SIGNED COPY)


BECOMING THE LIVING WORD OF GOD.

Venus was last retrograde in Scorpio in 2018, starting on October 6th at 10°49’ of Scorpio until November 15th after travelling back to 29°15’ Libra.

We can look back to that time frame, for clues as to what this journey might entail, however, there are many other aspects and planetary positions that are not the same. Because this one is another spiral around the sun with different perspectives.  It still gives us clues as to the theme and the underbelly we may be revisiting, giving us a deeper dive into finding the buried aspects of the soul that we may not have found to help us ILLUMINATE this darkness.

Importantly, we begin in Scorpio, while Pluto is opposing Mars (see charts), both rulers of Scorpio. In 2018, Mars and Pluto had recently made a conjunction on April 26th at 21°17’ Capricorn.  The Cardinal Cross, and this time, Pluto at 03°06’ 

Aquarius and Mars at the same degree in Leo, the FIXED CROSS.

Mercury at the time of this Mars and Pluto opposition is forming a ‘handle’ at 3° Scorpio, showing us, Communication and travel can also be highlighted.

Our words can come back to haunt us.  They can also come back to lift us, in this reevaluation you might find that you have helped others through your words.  Concurrently, we can look at the power of words being used by those in the media, in politics or anywhere on the world stage.

Words are important.  S-WORDS

SWORDS, words can cut like a knife, especially in Scorpio.

Mars cuts and in Scorpio (Pluto) they cut deeply.

Some people seem to have more armor deflecting these cuts, they don’t take them to heart.  Other people, not so much.  Deeply sensitive people can go down for the count.

Some people numb themselves to the world, and stuff emotions, pain, trauma deep into the underbelly, the UNDERWORLD, the subconscious and these people can be affected by this transit to a greater extent.

All of a sudden, the true pent up anger can come out like a trebuchet has been released, and heaven help you if you are on the receiving end of such wrath.


(The seven powers of wrath) 

The 7 POWERS OF DARKNESS Gospel of Mary Magdalene

1. DARKNESS: EVERYTHING THAT IS REAL IS HIDDEN.

  Reality is hidden. GNOSIS (Pluto)

2. Desires/Craving/worldly pleasures

a. Material things, power, sugar, addictions, lust, greed, ambition.

3. Ignorance

a. Lack of understanding or knowledge (GNOSIS)

4. The Excitement of Death: Longing for oblivion 

a. Switching off what we don’t like

5. KINGDOM OF THE FLESH: Enslavement to the demands of the body

a. The body can distract us from spiritual pursuits, by looks, appearance, superficial traps of this world.

6. FOOLISH WISDOM OF THE FLESH. Foolish worldly wisdom

7. WRATHFUL WISDOM: Hot-tempered certainty of anger (Mars)

a. MYSTICAL UNDERSTANDING of ‘WISDOM’, which is Sophia, The Divine Feminine.  

18) When the soul had overcome the third power, it went upwards and saw the FOURTH POWER, which took seven forms. ~ Gospel of Mary


19) These are the SEVEN POWERS OF WRATH.

1. The first form is DARKNESS,

 2. the second DESIRE, 

3. the third IGNORANCE

4. the fourth is the EXCITEMENT OF DEATH

5. the fifth is the KINGDOME OF THE FLESH, 

6. the sixth is the FOOLISH WISDOM OF THE FLESH. 

7. the seventh is the WRATHFUL WISDOM.

 These are the seven powers of wrath.

End of Gospel of Mary

If you have any planets in the Fixed Cross: Leo, TAUrus, Aquarius, or Scorpio (especially in this instance, Scorpio) you may feel this very deeply.

As we descend into the depths of Pluto how we commit, how we truly connect to another or others, plural, what we give, what we receive including investments, ‘what do we invest in others contrasting what we are ABLE OR ALLOW ourselves to receive, the return on what we may not have acknowledged was an INVESTMENT.  What INSURANCE were we given?  Was it just something in our own minds that went unsaid and thus, we are disappointed on the return of our investment?

What were our expectations?

Then as Venus regresses back into Libra on October 25th, we are given the chance to make peace, to harmonize these perceived slights or imbalances (on our own personal ledger).

Ultimately, we find that taking back our POWER, means an honest assessment of the agreements we make and those expectations.

If you are floating around thinking you are without fault, you are not living in reality.  You might find that this time can be upsetting because of YOUR EXPECTATIONS, THAT YOU HAD ULTERIOR MOTIVES, (UNSPOKEN) and that can be festering.

This can be a general ‘VICTIM’ mentality, the ‘why me’ and in Libra, it becomes ‘this is not fair!’

A victim cannot be VICTORIOUS.

Claim your POWER, by claiming your own participation or RESPONSE-ABLE actions.  

Yes, this time can be overwhelming and even horrifying (UNLESS YOU ARE LIVING IN AVOIDANCE) or in some version of SPIRITUAL HIJACKING.

Or are just not sensitive, or compassionate.

Psychopath’s can flourish while other people face difficulties, and no this does not mean you are spiritually evolved at all, you haven’t integrated true spiritual teachings, not the fluffy ‘don’t give that any attention’ spate of teachings by those gurus who are all more recently being EXPOSED, including many being involved in the Epstein files, like Deepak Chopra and so many others, as many are now disclosing, such as Lissa Rankin.

In the recently released documentary, about NXIVM, the participants reveal a great deal about the abuse, by cult leader, Keith Raniere.

Innocent spiritual seekers got caught up in this ‘CULT’ (This is totally Pluto which rules the mob and in Aquarius, reveals the group mind, hijacking).

Leo the LEADER who has created his own royal throne of worship.

Who makes this documentary?

The Vow, Mark Vicente

Director, Producer, Writer

The award-winning Writer/Director/Cinematographer Mark Vicente was part of the creative team behind the sleeper hit "What The Bleep Do We Know?!" Based on the ‘Secret’, and he has since retracted a lot of what was included as ‘truth’ in the movie, as his own journey revealed so much more of what he didn’t understand.  Other members of NXIVM, have also come forward and shared their own seduction into both The Secret and NXIVM, and how that hijacked their own spiritual and life journey.

We’ve revealed our own misgivings and discovery from research on the topic, the initial seeds of this ‘spiritual hijacking’ coming largely from Esther and Jerry Hicks, who I found out met at Amway.  (Amway is another rabbit hole, regarding the DeVos family, who founded Amway.

All tangled up and dark, when you bravely trek into the background that forms the stories, and you hear many say we are creating our own stories.

If you don’t do the research yourself, you can easily become a victim of the stories being told, as the participants in NXIVM, reveal both in the documentary as well as in interviews they have given on recent podcasts.

We can also see the opposition to beliefs in the current political environment.


On one side, we can say, THEY’ don’t see the truth that is right in front of them, but the ‘OTHER’ side quickly reveals themselves to hold the same perspective.  Binary thinking is the key.

Reconcile

Reconciliation

Making the columns BALANCE OUT.

A basic accounting system, overlayed on our own life.

Look to your own astrological chart, where do these planets magnify and emphasize your own houses, what planets and houses are they making aspects to?  Here is where you will find Inana’s descent searching for her ‘LOVE’ and the TRUE LIGHT, hidden in your own being.


Finally, remember to bring peace to your own heart and soul, we all make mistakes.  Take ACCOUNTABILITY and REPARATIONS to MAKE YOURSELF WHOLE, there is no other WAY OUT.

Then shall we rise...TOGETHER.
HINT: LOOK FOR THE GARDNER...

Rub your TEMPLES.
Rub your genie lamp 🧬 Look back at your own life, and the situations and lessons you learned during dark times, difficult transits.  Can't take anymore, please just rest, take precious care of yourself.  That's enough.

The last time Venus Stationed Retrograde.  Where did this hit your own chart?

When Venis is reborn...'she rises back into visibility'.

A rose by any other name...

By the way, this is part of the 'hidden knowing' of the Rosy Cross, the Rosicrucians.