Saturday, February 1, 2020

Dreaming the World Awake, It’s Time To Get Up In The Mourning


“The Lord works in mysterious ways.”


I had quite a busy dream last night.  I also taught a class last night, Astrology, Myths and Magic.

It was a LOT of information to try and deliver.

But that is not what I am here to tell you.  I only preface this with that information, because it is part of what is waking ME UP TOO.

I can at times, feel as though I just have not done enough.  That I have not awaken enough people yet.  That somehow, I am failing.  I am not in any sort of ‘typical’ line of work…not even remotely close, so it is ‘new ground’ for me to walk.  (Uranus in Taurus by the way: Uranus rules the AGE OF AQUARIUS.)
Taurus is an EARTH sign.  The FIRST EARTH sign, in the houses, the path of the initiate, “I Have”, following the first house, which is Aries, “I am”.

Taurus is ruled by Venus, which rules the heart, the upper chamber of the heart to be more exact, where Leo in some disciplines, is the FIRST ruler of the heart. HEARTTHYMUS HEAR THY MUSE

But I was told long, long ago, to consider the heart has 4 Chambers and we must go into THE BRIDAL CHAMBER, singularly to ‘marry the pairs of opposites, for the DIVINE WEDDING.’

And I am SUPPOSED TO BE ONE OF THE BRINGERS OF NEW WORLDS.

Okay, so in my dream, I was working at the grocery store.  My first ‘real job’ out of high school.  I worked full time and went to school.  I had enough energy to build a pyramid overnight back then, lol.

It was hectic, many people, lots of construction going on.  There were a lot of cute construction workers too, I was flirting and having fun with.

Some of the girls were ‘mean’ to me.  (I am sure we have all experienced some version of this in our lives?)  Kelly Ann Conway was in the dream.  Now, I am no fan of hers, but in the dream, I kept trying to be kind to her, and I was working hard, and she was accusing me of making a mess, that I did not make.

Of course, this irritated me, because I am extremely conscientious about my work.  I have always   It is something in me, that makes me want to ‘overachieve’.  I was this way since I was little, perhaps having something to do with having 4 older siblings that I wanted to ‘be a part of’.  But you know how older siblings can be sometimes, they want nothing to do with you, they are doing ‘older kids things’.
worked, no kidding, 4 or even 10 times harder than other people.

I couldn’t wait to play chess with my dad and watched him play so many times with my older siblings.  I stood, eye-level, with that board, and it was so cool, with the little ‘people, kings and queens and bishops and little HORSES’.

Anyway, I couldn’t do enough right for Kelly Ann and she kept being ‘mean’ to me.  Dismissive of EVERYTHING I did.  Until…

I was lying on the ground trying to pick something up, and another woman that she was friends with, came by and dumped a heaping shovel of dust, dirt and debris, right next to my head.  Up to that point, I was being kind to her too.

But that was too much, and it got me upset.

I got up immediately, no longer caring about what either of them thought, because that was CLEARLY WRONG.  Who would do such a thing?

I got up and put that girl to the wall, (I will add here, that I am incredibly strong for my size or anyone’s size.  The strength is BEYOND THIS WORLD THAT COMES THROUGH ME, the same as it did when I had to defend myself with my ex-husband, or I would be dead and not able to write this right now.)

(I want you to see, how the universe works to wake us up, to talk to us and how it is different for all of us too.  PAY ATTENTION.  The whole universe is talking to us, the Angels, saint’s and guides, our own personal, Guardian angels, the people who have passed on, crossed over after dropping plumb lines deep into our hearts and souls to make that highway of a connection.)

Here is a SALIENT point.  You see, I got up to defend myself and knew I had everything in me to take care of myself.  And even Kelly Ann, who was so awful to me, had to admit that she was WRONG.  She just needed to ‘witness’ that wrong someone else did, because in her case, she does not see her own wrong doings.  We all learn differently.  Where I see everything magnified a thousand-fold that I do wrong, she does not have that perspective.

I walked down the aisle of the grocery store after that terse exchange, and on the ground was a dime, shining away so I wouldn’t miss it.  Those of you who have followed my blog, or writings, know that my dad gives me dimes to let me know he is watching out for me still.  (Those are what developing those heart connections do, they reach right though the dimensions of the universe and open the very gates of Heaven.  This is in part, why the GREATEST OF THESE IS LOVE.)

I reached down to pick up the dime and underneath that dime was a whole pile of SILVER BARS.  The class was all women last night.  Silver is the feminine element, related to the MOON AND WOMEN OR THE DIVINE FEMININE.

This morning, my dad sang me awake with this song he always sang to us when he was waking us up in the morning.  My parents were both, early risers, like 4-5 am they woke up every day.  I am an early riser too.  I love the morning and waiting for the sun to come up and reach into my heart.  Birds singing in the spring and summer.  Everything new to start the day.

This is the song my dad would sing and did this morning:

“It’s time to get up, it’s time to wake up, it’s time to get up in the morning.”

As I was writing my dream down this morning, I realized that also translated into: MOURNING.  There truly is so much mourning going on, so many leaving that cannot stay here now.

The second leading cause of death on the planet right now is suicide.  There are people who just cannot take anymore, their souls being crushed to pieces and the weight of depression can be like a Boa Constrictor, a leaden grip that holds every cell of the body hostage.  Yes, I know this feeling.  So many do now.

I woke up so happy and light.  A heart washing, cell cleansing dream.  (Pluto in Capricorn excavating, truly evolving the soul).  In the blog I wrote back in 2003, I titled it: ‘Pluto in Capricorn, the Evolution of the World Soul’.  I sure love, am awed really at just how much I unpack my own writing, it unpacks me in the process, clears the decks, if you will.

Perspicacity has always been a favorite word of mine. 

Definition: perspicacity, [ˌpərspiˈkasədē], NOUN: The quality of having a ready insight into things; shrewdness.

The other thing I do is review my class, and the energy comes to teach me as if I am living in the class all over again, how people ‘felt’ and what I might do to change and update the class for future attendee’s.

I need to know that I did the best I can, and that I am sharing God’s message and connecting people to the MYSTERIES they may not see or comprehend, as we are LIVNG IN THE TIME OF REVELATIONS.

There are the things I ‘think’ and then there are the things I evolve into ‘knowing’.  That is something I KNOW.

I also confess, I teach from the heart.  I use my own experiences, as I am now, to help people follow their own clues. 

I like to bring people to God.  I like to open that highway to the stars to connect people into all that is.  Into the ALL.

I KNOW, the planets are angelic beings, they are the ‘heavenly spheres’.  When I investigated this (as I always do when I get an insight) decades ago now, I did in fact find further esoteric information substantiated this universal truth.

I did a search today for you to follow further if you like, here is a paragraph from the link I posted below:

The RigVeda from Indian prehistory (Veda meaning 'knowledge' or 'wisdom' in Sanskrit), is believed
to be a mathematical metaphor for a cosmological knowledge base, derived from a musical model. (6) The Vedas are believed to be the oldest texts in the Indian subcontinent, handed down by oral tradition alone until c. 100 BC. (7) The metaphors of the Vedas are simultaneously descriptive of astronomy, mathematics, music, poetry and art. They describe a dynamic and cyclic universe with the harmonic musical ratios operating as a physical, figurative and literal medium between ourselves and the authors.

          http://www.ancient-wisdom.com/harmonics.htm

"Because the Pythagoreans thought that the heavenly bodies were separated from one another by intervals corresponding to the harmonic lengths of strings, they held that the movement of the spheres gives rise to a musical sound called the "harmony of the spheres."

(Ref: Microsoft Encarta Encyclopaedia 2000)

The Chief Ruler of the Planets is Rahatiel. The Seven Planetary Angels - Angels of the Planetary Spheres. Planetary Spirits, Messengers, & Intelligences - Angelic Governors of the Seven Planets. Seven Planetary Genii of Horoscopy and Heremetics - The Seven Olympic Spirits. ~         thelightworkerchronicles.blogspot.com

Here I will add, that when I died, swimming in the LIGHT (way past the light we experience down here) and heard, over and over: “you are loved” and it was musical all at the same time.  I can hear and feel this even now.

After you have digested that little banquet, come back here and read the rest.

The mystery, mysterious ways, MY STORY

I do want to know, I am doing ‘enough’.  And that dream and the insights from the third-eye review of the class, and the choir of angels all night that my dad brought, IN FORMED ME THAT I AM.

My heart is so very happy right now.

I am so grateful for this DIVINE BATHING.

I could feel all the heart connections, and truly that is what matters more than anything sometimes, that WITNESSING of each other, struggling with our own little souls, ‘wrestling with God’ to be renamed ‘IS RA EL’, just like Jacob in the desert.  I have the great fortune to see and be shown that people were awoken last night, and had their own versions of heart connection, to follow home to and ever loving, and present God, even if that is a new path and they don’t personally know the journey home they have begun: ‘recalculating route” overnight and from now on, lol.

Denying the TRUTH, THE LIGHT AND THE WAY, is to deny our own God-self.

THE TRUTH IS WHAT SETS US FREE.  THE FLAMING HEART AWAKENS AND CONNECTS US TO THE ALL.

Set your heart ablaze.  “I will return to you like a LION!”

Everyday, I get a ‘word for the day’, because as you must know by now, I like ‘KNOWING/GNOSIS’.  Today’s word: ‘Self-worth’.

Being raised a Catholic, many times have I repeated the phrase: ‘Lord I am not worthy to receive you, but only say THE WORD, and I shall be healed.

My dad brought a choir of angels to let me know, I am ‘WORTHY’ and to tell me I AM DOING A GREAT JOB!  ( I have to take a minute to enjoy this glory and allow the tears to run down my cheeks, and like kerosene, fuel my ‘flaming heart’, that was like a lion, braving disbelief and creating a ‘new road’.

Bringing us now full circle to the beginning of the dream.

I will also add that the experience with Kelly Ann, also reminded me of Donald Trump, who I gave the title: ‘The Great Awakener’ back in 2015 or 2016, can’t remember now which.

He will get worse.  You can believe that.  Because God knows how to wake each of us up and bring us back into the fold.  Even every lost lamb.

This is a heart connection people have…to Donald Trump.

And he is quite the ring master, he is orchestrating a very compelling story.

And as he gets worse, little by little, even the staunchest supporter (like Kelly Ann) will WAKE UP, even if it is not until, ‘MOURNING’.
That is all this is, this time of Revelations.

He is doing his job.  And oh, is he good at doing that job?  Only a FOOL, (0/22, SEE THE CODING IN NUMBERS I HAVE REFERENCED WITH DATES AND TIMES, WE ARE LITERALLY OPENING UP OUR OWN CODES.)

When you feel, that means you care.

I also had to STAND UP TO THE BAD GIRLS (it could be boys; it is just the way the messenger
(Hermes) delivers the information.)

The planets are ‘ANG-ELS’ that we read as astrologers.
EL, as anyone who has read my blog or taken a class, is Saturn, the Lord of the Rings.

So, listen, listen, listen, to your heart song.  Ask your angels for guidance.

I grew up with this: ‘Angel of God, my guardian dear, to whom God’s love, entrusts me here, ever this day be at my side, to light, to guard, to rule and guide’.

Because there is a war on in the heavens, in the places you cannot see, in the worlds within worlds, in us.

Pluto is excavating that depth while he transits Capricorn, and yes, he can be frightening, he was designed to do his job ~ that WAY.

When I first learned to meditate, instructed by one of my own earth guides, my guru Raj; he taught me to pay attention to all that I see, and there may be some ‘scary things’ that come during meditation, but just to see them and tell them; “Now I have seen you, and now you can go away” and go back, always go back to my focal point.

The monsters will get as big as they have to down here, to ‘wake us up’, in the meantime they will do a ‘cremation of care’ ritual, to help them as we make them suffer as these monsters, created in the grand ILLUSION/PLAY to WAKE US UP.

It is time to get up, it is time to get up, it’s time to get up in the morning.

“An unexamined dream is like an unopened letter from God”. ~Talmud

At the end of this year, I remind you that Saturn and Jupiter, ‘father and son’ meet up at 00* Aquarius.  (recall here, how I have instructed you that numbers MAATER) It is coding.  Just like we have our own ‘DNA’ CODES.

The dawning of the Age of Aquarius.

Where the particle and wave become ONE for those who have found THE WAY OF THE HEART.  THE GREATEST OF THESE…IS…LOVE.

We become, ‘the angel of man’…Aquarius.

You will see a woman with a jar, FOLLOW HER INTO HER HOUSE.

That house is LOVE.

Please know, YOU ARE LOVED FROM THE BEGINNING OF TIME.

We live in this finite human suit right now, but our spirit/soul is ETERNAL.  I KNOW THIS.

I hope, you do too.

OMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM

02/01/2020 Eve of Imbolg, Saint Brigid’s Day.  Thank you all.

Thanks dad!  I LOVE YOU!



NOTE:

Imbolc or Imbolg , also called (Saint) Brigid's Day (Irish: Lá Fhéile Bríde, Scottish Gaelic: Là Fhèill Brìghde, Manx: Laa'l Breeshey), is a Gaelic traditional festival marking the beginning of spring. It is held on 1 February, or about halfway between the winter solstice and the spring equinox.

Get out your red and orange candles and talk to the angels!

They are here for all of us, to guide us through this MIDNIGHT.

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