The Universe Is A Garden of Secret Wonders

WARNING: DO NOT READ THIS UNLESS YOU ARE IN A SACRED SPACE, AND ABSOLUTELY READY FOR MYSTICAL TRUTH, OF WHICH THERE IS NO RETURN.  THIS IS THE LIVING WORD OF GOD.

“What I tell you in darkness, that speak ye in light: and what ye hear in the ear, that preach ye upon the housetops.” Mat 10:27

“If thou love to hear, thou shalt receive understanding: And if thou bow thine ear, thou shalt be wise.” ~Sirach 6:33

Universe is a garden of secret wonders.  If you look, at any minute she will part her skirt, pull you into her rich soil and whisper secrets to help you find your way home.

At every turn there stand sentries, guardians of the gates and banshee’s to flood you into the tangled and odiferous bowels of despair and torment; lest you lose sight of the higher and noble calling, the skeleton key that will allow passage.

This is the majestic textures of our world, often in plain sight the grand design arouses the inner visionary in us who knows the way~ if that voice can rise above the din, the decadent and the superfluous sheath that is every bit as real as every layer beneath and below, above and beyond this dimension.  To negate one is to negate all, to negate the very self that yearns to be found, rescued but above all, heard and loved.  Love is a complicated thing and at the same time, like the universe she created, she is a marvel so simple one has only to sit inside her listening and ever present watchful embrace and let her carry you into bliss.

But here…here is where you may find yourself sleeping….and once again wake on  some precipitous and craggy cliff, with only the crisp air as company, while the mind gallops off in search of itself, and the heart of all that matters waits for its consort to catch up and surrender to her embrace once again.

I am a girl born on the seventh day of the seventh month, one of seven children and whose name begins with the seventh letter in the English alphabet.  My world has never been one as simple as it appeared to be to others.  In youth, I wondered why I must leave the richness of my forested mind, for the more superficial world everyone else wanted to play with.  All of it thrust upon you like a strange car wreck, or an obvious game I had to wake up in, but what would it take?  What special code or learning must I figure out to unlock the treasure map, and have everyone take off their masks, and congratulate me for unraveling the grand play too?

I tell you this in complete honesty.

For the longest time, I peered into eyes, wondered what part of me was not good enough, to be taken in to the grand illusion that everyone was playing.  Why did they act as if no one else knew the secret world that was hidden in the veins of the leaves that danced around us, mesmerizing with brocades of changing colours like swimming chameleons inhabiting the world?

When would everyone else talk about the ‘big people’ who are all lit up but whose appearance only silhouetted the back drop of the canvas my mind fell into?  Didn’t everyone entertain them and wasn’t it one of the most fulfilling camaraderie’s to experience those who stood tall as trees pour their genuine love in mutual praise as if every choir song wrote itself from this cause?

I thought surely that since I had such a tendency for mischief and finding my way into odd adventures that something then must be wrong with me.  Other people somehow weren’t thinking like me, but maybe I was just bad.  I was so bad, that no-one was allowed to share this secret that existed in every page I turned and followed on my adventurous sojourn through life.

Who would discuss the fairy fields I found as surely others did too?  Who else knew about the circle around the trees in the woods that shifted and sprinkled star dust?  Who else entertained the large beings of light that would appear after praying opening the vaults of heaven?  The smiles on their faces and the glint in their eyes infusing me with love and contentment, letting me know that they enjoyed watching me entertain them singing and dancing? 

Surely once I got one more A, one more gold star, finished first in one more contest, then….then the game would open its doors and the cast members would reveal their true identity.

The sad thing is that one risks losing their freedoms just for mentioning the world that is real and more alive and vibrant then the march of superfluous reality that seems to have seduced the masses into plastic images and celluloid dreams, of contorting the deep forest into packages of exactness whose only hope is to replicate the new and improved image being craftily lighted and cascaded around their thirsty souls.  

What a webbing; all sticky and sweetly perfumed again with some replication of the natural bounty that would adorn the temple of our beings with layers of truth; the kind that marches down the halls and lights up the senses with the purpose of being alive.

Why be here at all if the care isn’t taken to wonder?  To take the train on the dark night and wake in the valley of the gods who have been coaxing and guiding us all along?

This is my world; it is as it has always been an adventure of strange beliefs and hidden knowledge.  I feel like Moses in the desert, parting the red sea of life; opening the book one living word, one page at a time and learning the meaning I somehow already know.

There is magic afoot, it is under every stone and shimmering on the waters….it is dancing on our

rooftops and howling in the wind.  It creaks down the halls and breaks down silence until it spills loudly into the room and stands between the moments of disbelief like a lighthouse forming from the mist and gloom.

I am yanked back into the strange reality like a naughty schoolgirl, made to play the game with scolding eyes and sometimes worse; while the mystery drips from my veins and disappears into the cracks, waiting for me to rescue the life I was born to live and reveal.

This is my attempt to take you in and reveal what sorcerers have been burned alive for sharing, madmen have caught shards of along the way, and stories that hold power have hidden in their pages, if one learns how to listen ~ and has the eyes to see.

nce there was, and once there was not, a girl who walked with giants.

I am this girl, and I will start with a walk in the woods.

They stand all around us, sometime alone and more powerfully together; our guardians who symbiotically breathe into us the life we exhale and are rivers of wisdom.  We need them, they need us.  Excitedly I crept into the canopy of autumnal glory; fiery reds and umbers crisply painting the baby blue skies and the lemon sun drizzling down in shafts of warm surrender.  My heart beating in a rhythm with my breath, dotting the air with invisible ink, as the forest shifted and turned opening secret panels, her voice grew louder.

Each cracking branch underfoot a lever to the magic code of the great Cathedral.

After a weekend of teaching about aromatherapy and Total-Sensory-Healing, it was time to pay homage and give my thanks and praise to the author.

They didn’t disappoint me.  Thoughts of the class tumbled through my mind, my notes, the comments from the students and the look of realization when their eyes lit up with discovery; I thought about the temple.

We discussed how the light of the sun, pours itself into our world and the garden of nature drinks it up with praise.  How every morning, we can see so much of nature line up ready for the sun to peak over the horizon and paint a new day.  Shrieking in rays of tangerine and citron, or gentling into the cottony tufts, the pink and yellow rose peels herself open and cranes her stem and bouquet to follow the sun, the aubergine meadows turn and stare, the periwinkle lilacs dance with the wind and arrange themselves all day, into the countenance of the sun.  Never questioning whether it would be better to be some other rose by any name, or a poppy that may sleep us wide awake.  While Beethoven paints this praise on notes of joy, Claude Monet reflected water lilies to capture the reverence that tacitly exudes the gnosis of the divine.

As the memories peeled back pages of wonder, my heart began that trance drumming, in the glory, I wondered and asked again….why was so much opening and revealing to me….and then I heard the clear whispering of that watchful place inside of me, It is the time of REVEAL-ATIONS”……It almost dropped me, stopping me dead in my tracks.

Having my full attention now, one screen shot after another ran like a daisy chain of electricity lighting up the images and thoughts safely stored for this turn key moment…the word meant what it stated, to reveal, and like so much that had exposed itself in momentary glimpses before, it was multiplying now into a continuous stream of knowing…that indeed, we are living in the time of not simply the frightening stories sewn as a testament, but as a blooming under an exuberant golden sun, were we to follow his steady guidance all day long too.

We were being taught about our ‘essence’…and that word I had shared the meaning of so many times, would reveal even deeper; her majesty’s secret service.  Esse, comes from the Latin, ‘To be or to exist’.  It is a fundamental meaning or truth, of where one lives….or what brings us alive.  Essential Oils, from esse and olere; meaning ‘to emit a smell or to be fragrant’ is comparable to the fragrant mind of being as one opens up their own book of life or their essence.

I have long believed the sacred act of anointing as the art of becoming conscious, to take to the skin, the captured essence of distilled light, and bring to the surface the light of ones own being.  Immediately in the act of anointing, we vibrationally awaken the corresponding light within as the individual essence is enlivened to bring forth ones truth, their purpose.  As I walked now more slowly, those thoughts melted into each other like soft butter and I looked down at the fence corralling me safely into the hilltop.  There in front of me were two words; one was the word ‘Essa’ carved into the top plank.  Next to that, just one more word was carved, Gypsy.  I have never seen another word carved before, and there is not so much carved into the lengthy line of wooden planks, not another marking etched in yards and yards of fencing as I searched through the rambling timbers.  Just those two words, essa/esse and Gypsy wrapped in the descending yolk of the sun in the canyons below and beyond.

Here is the definition for Essa as found online:

This is an Arabic name for males which means shine of sun. It is also the name for Jesus.  Slang; Puerto Rican version of "dude" or "guy" as in: “Yo essa, whats up?”

Essene or as Philo refers to the name: Essaioi; as the Greek form of the original name that according to his etymology signifies "holiness". 

I try to be a servant of the Most High, in my human form that is flawed.

To this, we can add the "Tetragrammaton" which is the four letters "YHWH", derived from the verb that means "to be", and is considered in Judaism to be the proper name of the God of Israel used in the Bible. 

Gypsy, for me comes from Egypt and represents the black earth, or black land.  It is often referred to as being ‘occult which means hidden’ since it is blackened earth from the fertile Nile and represents a lot of what we know of as mystical. These strong origins, or at the least, a long history of practice in Egypt form the basis of the unbound book called the Tarot, which we also find the word Torah and orat-e..  The land of ‘Khem or Chem’ as it is known, means the black land and is the root of chemistry and alchemy.  In my own belief and alchemical knowledge by now, the master known as ‘Jesus’ was teaching these very secrets along with Mary Magdalene and they were ‘gypsy’s’ teaching the Essenic knowledge. 
The word essential comes from the Latin, "esse" (to be or to exist), where "essene" stems from the Aramaic word, asayya, meaning physician, which corresponds to the Greek word ~ essenoi~at once denoting something essaios ~ something secret or mystic.  In fact the group known as the "Essenes" was called, "The Theraputate".

That these two words are together is beyond profound, and they were there just for me to find on this day; written by the secret hand of the universe.  The use of essential oils has been dated back some 5000 years ago, because of residue found in clay pots during excavations at Karnac and Thebes; we know they were used as medicine and in the process of mummification.  There is the jar, which contains the ‘sacred oil’ for anointing that is kept for use with the Ark of the Covenant to transform mere mortals into angels.  We know that in the story of the New Testament, two of the three gifts the Magi bring to the newly born savior, are Myrrh and Frankincense and what are they brought with? They are accompanied by something else of great value, gold.  We also know that Jesus is anointed by ‘Nard’ oil, by Mary Magdalene.  I will go into the deeper meanings of those essential oils in later chapters and most certainly, one of my guide’s, Mary Magdalene.

This is how life speaks to me, how it winds me down a path of discovery to stand literally atop a small plateau in the valley and make me her private student.  I went over the part in class when I talk about the body as a vessel, the bottom hips and belly more like a bowl and the head like a vase and the vision of wine sparkling in a glass as I twirled it, once again begged me to look deeper.  Things catch my mind like fly paper and stick one thought to another till the page is full and weighs me down lest I find some way to release it onto a stage, a page, an ear who can witness with me, such exotic fare that is not yet found by my eyes or ears in the symphony I find it playing my own world.

Wine, the first miracle of Jesus was at the wedding feast. His mother Mary (always with me, with us) comes to her son Jesus/Jeshua and tells Him there is not enough wine left for the wedding guests.  Jesus responds “Woman, why are you saying this to me? My time has not yet come.”  His mother told the servants, “Whatever he tells you, do it.”

Now you see, here is where I think a lot of people get lost by the false terrorism of screaming banshees who thieve them into worrying whether the story is real or not.

To me it is a silly consideration, robbing us of the deeper truth that is hidden far all who have eyes to see.

The real question to be asked is not if, but why?  Why on earth would the first miracle performed in a book of testimony that has waged wars and conquered multitudes and yet eludes the ‘masses’ and even I am sure the very elect themselves from its treasures, be a story about making more wine for a wedding feast?  Even in the commercials, the boast is that their ‘special grape will not be served before its time’.

Why is it not Jesus time yet?  Still he listens and those who are ‘serving’ wisely listen to the mother Mary. In John 2 the story continues:  ⁶And there were set there six water pots of stone, after the manner of the purifying of the Jews, containing two or three firkins apiece.
⁷Jesus saith unto them, Fill the water pots with water. And they filled them up to the brim.
⁸And he saith unto them, Draw out now, and bear unto the governor of the feast. And they bare it.
⁹When the ruler of the feast had tasted the water that was made wine, and knew not whence it was: (but the servants who drew the water knew) the governor of the feast called the bridegroom,
¹⁰And saith unto him, every man at the beginning doth set forth good wine; and when men have well drunk, then that which is worse: but thou hast kept the good wine until now.

Now, I think about how we are made up of water, over 80% of our bodies is mostly water.  Even the earth spinning on her axis mysteriously contains an almost equal amount ~of water in her surface.  We are told in Genesis or from the beginning…that we are created from clay, from the good sweet earth and that we are vessels ourselves to hold the water ~ that God Breathed life into our nostrils with His own breath.

And the LORD God formed man of the dust of the ground, and breathed into his nostrils the breath of life; and man became a living soul.” Genesis 2: ⁷

There we are ~ made from the dust, the earth….and breathed into life just as we must let a good wine breathe too.  All of it sewn together in my mind as the warm air cocooned me.  The clay vessels are symbolic of us and our own water bodies inside the temple.

I sat down and put my hands on the earth, as I had learned to do to feel her support and to feel her rise up to meet me as she always did to support my ~ our every step of life.

I felt the Erie Indians walking around between dimensions while not 20 feet away their own vessels slept secretly beneath under the softly rolling sacred burial mounds.

So too had I wondered about my own tribes who swam lifetimes before me and into this being I now inhabited.  The fighting tribes of people who spent their lives dry over differences when only the wrapping of the same breath inhabited us all.  I needed to rectify both my Christian upbringing, and the distant path of the Cherokee Indian grandmother on my father’s side. The ground I now walked upon and came from wrote a different prayer, one that combined both.  I needed to honour both, to contain the truths of one while respecting the traditions of the Native Americans who knew the earth as a living being, and lived life as a payer.  This is what came about:

Our mother earth, who gives birth to us, who nourishes, supports and sustains us, and holds the waters that nourish, cleanse and connect us reflecting back who we are; under the father sun, who strengthens, guides and enlightens us, I pray  by the power of the holy spirit that the great creator’s will, Thy Will Be Done through me; and I give thanks for the breath of god, who fills our lungs with air and life, and lifts our thoughts and our prayers up to the most high with the winged ones, and by the power of the Holy spirit returns to this earthly vessel which art in heaven, hallowed be thy name.

Thy kingdom and thy queendom come, ON EARTH AS IT IS IN HEAVEN, give us this day our daily bread and forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us.

That prayer didn’t really open itself up to me, until I started to say it this way.

Then I realized why it was the Lord’s favorite prayer.  Even though I have embellished it now, that is what it took to realize what the prayer actually meant.

I believe that is how in part, the mystery of the first miracle revealed itself to me.  We are such a disparate people.  We all grow from the vine ….

Anyone who has lived long enough has trampled the grapes of wrath.  We find the bitter sweetness of sorrow to be a wisdom vein that has been intravenously feeding our spirit~

To reveal to us the meaning of our lives and who we are…..

Now, the Mayans call this the ‘time of the great revealing’.  When I looked into the word ‘Apocalypse’ what I found astonished me, because I hadn’t thought of it in this way, but always in the fear mongering sense, when it actually means: ‘the thinning of the veil’.

So what is happening right now is a ‘thinning of the veil’ and as this peels back, like all the layers that we also have been ‘healing’ in ourselves, it reveals things that have been right in front of us all along.  This happens on every level, just like the layers we have been healing.

Just as the layers of the sacred teachings are opening up their secrets, so too are the layers of activity in Politics, Religions (church leaders scandals of pedophilia, theft, Satanism, etc.) the text books that are filled with lies, the unraveling of energy knowledge, historical skewing and rewriting, etc.

Even as a story is spun now, it is quickly unraveled and displayed neatly for those who have eyes to see.  This happens in layers too.  The more unaware someone is of how it plays out in their own personal life, the less likely they are to truly unravel the greater story.

Each layer, each veil to the sacred (this is also why women wear veils, which after a whole wedding ceremony, the man is told he can now ‘lift’ and kiss the bride) is like a curtain on the stage of life that falls, to reveal the emperor has no clothes,  “Pay no attention to the man behind the curtain.” (The wizard in the Wizard of Oz)  I say pay very close attention.  Behind the veil is the mystery, but the light is so bright, one must be properly prepared, and see with their spiritual eyes.

From the Gospel of Thomas: 2. Jesus said, "Those who seek should not stop seeking until they find. When they find, they will be disturbed. When they are disturbed, they will marvel, and will reign over all. [And after they have reigned they will rest.]"

She whispered to me the words: “Take this bread and drink from it, it is the cup of my blood, it is the blood of the new and everlasting covenant”. 

“Times, times and a half”; I read those words so many times and wondered what they really meant.  There it was as clear as day.  We take the body and the blood of Christ, the savior (the meaning of the name Jesus/Joshua is Saviour) into our being over and over.  In doing so, we finally understand that Christ was showing us the WAY, which was to awaken the Christed Being within ourselves. 
We are the body and the blood that will be turned into the fruit of the vine at the sacred wedding, the alchemical marriage in Communion.

They said to Him, "Shall we then, as children, enter the

Kingdom?"

            Jesus said to them, "When you make the two one, and when you

make the inside like the outside and the outside like the inside,

and the above like the below, and when you make the male and the

female one and the same, so that the male not be male nor the

female female; and when you fashion eyes in the place of an eye,

and a hand in place of a hand, and a foot in place of a foot, and

a likeness in place of a likeness; then will you enter [the

Kingdom]." ~The Gospel of Thomas

And this: The light of the body is the eye: therefore when thine eye is single, thy whole  body also is full of light; but when thine eye is evil, thy body also is full of darkness. ~Luk 11:34

The very first miracle leads the way to the teaching of Jesus and is obvious if we have eyes to see.  The story leads us all the way to Christ the savior being hung on the cross.

He dies to this world, and then is risen. 

Who is with Him at every passage?  Mary Magdalene is with Him.  It is She who comes to His tomb (symbolic of the empty body that holds life/spirit).

When She arrives, she sees a man she mistakenly identifies as ‘the gardener’.  Jesus says to her: “Woman why do you look for the living among the dead?”

           

            24 On the first day of the week, very early in the morning, the women took the spices they had prepared and went to the tomb. ² They found the stone rolled away from the tomb, ³ but when they entered, they did not find the body of the Lord Jesus. ⁴ While they were wondering about this, suddenly two men in clothes that gleamed like lightning stood beside them. ⁵ In their fright the women bowed down with their faces to the ground, but the men said to them, “Why do you look for the living among the dead? ⁶ He is not here; he has risen! Remember how he told you, while he was still with you in Galilee: ⁷ ‘The Son of Man must be delivered over to the hands of sinners, be crucified and on the third day be raised again.’ ” ⁸ Then they remembered his words.

⁹ When they came back from the tomb, they told all these things to the Eleven and to all the others. ¹⁰ It was Mary Magdalene, Joanna, Mary the mother of James, and the others with them who told this to the apostles. ¹¹ But they did not believe the women, because their words seemed to them like nonsense. ¹² Peter, however, got up and ran to the tomb. Bending over, he saw the strips of linen lying by themselves, and he went away, wondering to himself what had happened. ~Luke 24

Etymologically we find this: Galilee "northernmost province of Palestine," late 12c., from L. Galilaea, Gk. Galilaia, from Heb. Haggalil, lit. "The District," a compressed form of Gelil haggoyim "the District of Nations" (cf. Isa. viii:23).

 ⁴⁴ He said to them, “This is what I told you while I was still with you: Everything must be fulfilled that is written about me in the Law of Moses, the Prophets and the Psalms.”
⁴⁵ Then he opened their minds so they could understand the Scriptures. ⁴⁶ He told them, “This is what is written: The Messiah will suffer and rise from the dead on the third day, ⁴⁷ and repentance for the forgiveness of sins will be preached in his name to all nations, beginning at Jerusalem. ⁴⁸ You are witnesses of these things. ⁴⁹ I am going to send you what my Father has promised; but stay in the city until you have been clothed with power from on high.”
            ³⁶ While they were still talking about this, Jesus himself stood among them and said to them, “Peace be with you.”
³⁷ They were startled and frightened, thinking they saw a ghost. ³⁸ He said to them, “Why are you troubled, and why do doubts rise in your minds? ³⁹ Look at my hands and my feet. It is I myself! Touch me and see; a ghost does not have flesh and bones, as you see I have.”
One day while meditating, as my breathing took me into an altered state, the contact with the holy spirit within me, that witness that monitors all I do, became decidedly separate and I had no doubt that my body was a simple vessel for the holy spirit.
Now, we have also been told that there are ‘holy and unholy, clean and unclean’ spirits.  It is up to us to decide which one will win our decision and which one we will follow.
I refer you to the story of Jesus in the desert for assistance, since now more than ever we see people following many false teachings that seem to worship the things that will turn to dust. (Lies of Abundance on a Finite Planet), though our soul's are eternal, we live in this daemonsion, to learn in our alembic vessel, in a finite world with boundaries.  Even heroin feels good the first time, a seducer, to lure you into the clutches of addiction that will never sate the soul.  Only the cup of eternal life will do this.  Beware!
17 Jesus saith unto her, Touch me not; for I am not yet ascended to my Father: but go to my brethren, and say unto them, I ascend unto my Father, and your Father; and to my God, and your God. ~ John 20:17
            She wept as she thought of her Lord, slain by wicked men, and not even allowed to rest in his grave. And still weeping, she stooped and looked into the tomb. There she saw two men in white garments sitting, one at the head, the other at the feet, where the body of Jesus had lain. They were the two angels whom the other women had seen, but Mary Magdalene did not know this. One of them said to her, "Woman, why do you weep?"
She answered, "Because they have taken away my Lord; and I do not know where they have laid him." Something caused her to turn around; and she saw a man standing behind her. It was Jesus; but her eyes were held for a moment from knowing him. He said to her, "Woman, why do you weep?"
She supposed that he was the gardener, and said, hardly looking at him, "Sir, if you have carried him out of this place, tell me where you have laid him, and I will take him away." Then the stranger spoke her name, "Mary!" and she knew that he was Jesus, no longer dead, but living. She turned around and fell down before him, and was about to seize his feet, as she said, "My Master!"
But Jesus said to her, "Do not take hold of me; I am not yet going away to my Father. But go to my brothers, and say to them, I go up to my Father, and to your Father, to my God, and your God."
Mary Magdalene came and told the disciples how she had seen the Lord, and how he had spoken these things to her. So this was the first time that any one saw Jesus after he rose from the dead.

        Jesus said to her, "Do not cling to Me, for I have not yet ascended to My Father; but go to My brethren and say to them, ?I am ascending to My Father and your Father, and to My God and your God." John 20:17
Mark 16:9-11; John 20:11-18

One of the first major experiences I had during a meditation was the opening of my third eye to a huge shaft of golden light.   As it opened, the warm honey light poured in and I heard these words: “This is communion and you are Nefertiti”

 My body shook and rocked and great rivers of tears burst forth as they ran warmly down my cheeks.  This was one of the layers of learning that helped to awaken my being.  So many times had I taken communion and heard the words: ‘Lord I am not worthy to receive you, but only say the words and I shall be healed.”

I had to repeat that process over and over, and then go into a meditation to have union or yoga with the divine.  The divine is within us if we but seek it to find even though we are not worthy to receive the savior, to be saved, it is only the words and we shall be healed.

Many years later, after working on so many people doing Total Sensory Healing and Integration©, and wiping rivers of tears from my clients, I realized that those tears are the living waters of life.  They were a healing salve necessary to fuel the fires of the heart, to create the ‘flaming heart’ of God; to ignite the fires of the Holy Spirit within.

I was there to bear witness.  It was also during these sessions, that I would discover the power of that simple act, of bearing true witness to someone, to the pain of someone’s life, their grapes of wrath.  If we are instructed not to bear false witness in the commandments, then to bear true witness was simply the higher learning of that commandment.  It was the sacrament of confession.  Sacrament is simply ‘sacred/sacra and mind/ment/mental; to open the doorway to the sacred river of life, the mind of God.  The word Element has this same unwinding etymologically; El, being the God of the Hebrew Old Testament and ment again being ‘mind’ or ‘mental’.  So, we have ‘God-mind’ or ‘Sacred Mind’ the mind of God.

The heart, as we shall see is the bridal chamber, and it is the open heart that leads the way into the kingdom and queendom of heaven.

            St. Margaret Mary Alacoque describes the revelation of the "Sacred Heart" of Jesus (emphasis is mine): “The Sacred Heart was represented to me as a resplendent sun, the burning rays of which fell vertically upon my heart, which was inflamed with a fire so fervid that it seemed as if it would reduce me to ashes. It was at these times especially that my Divine Master taught me what He required of me and disclosed to me the secrets of His loving Heart.”

 We place the ‘communion host’ in a monstrance, so just what is a monstrance and where does the word come from? Monstrance: 1. Noun. An ornamental, often precious

receptacle, either open or with a transparent cover, in which the consecrated host is placed for veneration. ¹

remonstrance (n.) late 15c., from M.Fr. remonstrance (15c.), from M.L. remonstrantia, from remonstrans, prp. of remonstrare "point out, show," from L. re-, intensive prefix, + monstrare "to show" (see monster).

Other words from this prefix: Demonstrate, dimension, demons.

⁴⁵ Then he opened their minds so they could understand the Scriptures. ⁴⁶ He told them, “This is what is written: The Messiah will suffer and rise from the dead on the third day, ⁴⁷ and repentance for the forgiveness of sins will be preached in his name to all nations, beginning at Jerusalem. ⁴⁸ You are witnesses of these things. ⁴⁹ I am going to send you what my Father has promised; but stay in the city until you have been clothed with power from on high.”

We are the Ark of the Covenant, it is within us that Holy Communion takes place and our savior rises within to marry the Sophia, Wisdom in the bedroom chamber, the heart/thymus.

Hear Thy Muse, in the Hearth, heart of it all.

Sadly, many people who start to open up the book of life, can begin to believe they are the ONLY person who can do this, and that they are THE SAVIOUR rather than understanding we are all living into our own sacredness through living the teachings of Jeshua and Mary Magdalene and through Divine Mercy which gives birth to grace: We need to tap into this misunderstood book of light, as there are many books of light, to begin to decode our holy beings, unwrap our packages/bodies to expose the truth and light of the world, soul shine.  Some people also believe that ‘they are God’, I don’t happen to be inside that camp.  I believe we are all aspects of the God Mind.  Until we learn how to spin planets into existence, calling ourselves ‘god’ is a bit presumptive and again misses the mystery which is enough, to be a part and aspect of the Glory of God.  This has plenty of magic to contemplate and behold, and we miss the journey in the extrapolation into a largess that is spoon feeding us life in the river of time.

In short, The Holy Grail ‘CUP’ has been hidden very well indeed, it is inside of us like a magic lamp, we need to rub it in just the right WAY, The Truth, The Light and The WAY” to give birth to the Saviour, Our own genetic make-up, is the Genie in the Bottle, Abracadabra.

My third eye begins to itch, I scratch it and bring my index fingers to the side of my head and rub my TEMPLES.

(Editor Note: El-E-ment) El is God or THE and ment is MIND.  Therefore, element is the God mind.

Everything we address with THE, is adding the prefix of God.

Also know, that we are living in a time, where our fresh water is now at risk forever...How can we turn the waters into wine, when they are not even clean and have been polluted by the black snake of oil, let alone be HOLY?  Standing Rock, is the place to stand once and for all or forever fall.
Gethsemane (Greek: Γεθσημανή, Gethsemane; Hebrew: גת שמנים‎‎, Gat Shmanim; Syriac: ܓܕܣܡܢ‎, Gaḏ Šmānê, lit. "oil press") is a garden at the foot of the Mount of Olives in Jerusalem, most famous as the place where Jesus prayed and his disciples slept the night before his crucifixion.
Be honourable, you did not walk this walk to open up these deep truths.  HONOUR THE FATHER AND THE MOTHER, THOU SHALT NOT STEAL.
Read the stations of the cross/EL, even the three crosses on Golgotha, is astrology.

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The Seventh Magic Portal And the Eclipse of the Blood Moon

On Monday, March 16^th, we enter the last of the 7 magic Uranus to Pluto squares, and the last exact square at 15* of Aries and Capricorn respectively; also pulls in the head of the dragon, wide at 10* but still active to push this into a T-square with the north node.

Now, I have written pretty extensively about all of this, but since this is the last square of this series and we are also heading into the solar eclipse in PIsces at the very tale end and right into 0* of Aries for our new moon, spring equinox send off, there is much to share and some to remind you of past blogs on this major power-shift.

That new moon eclipse at 0* of Aries, is all by itself a potent sign of things to come this year.  As I stated in previous blogs, we have been in a literal countdown to the new moons, 3, 2, 1, 0 blast off that all the moons countdown to the zero degree mark.

So, we can see we have the finality of the magic 7 (my title) Pluto to Uranus squares in their acute phases and aspects, that will be triggered again next month on the Full Moon at 14* of Libra, April 4^th. At 8:07AM, which is a leg of the Cardinal square/cross that has been dancing back and forth since the first square, on June 24^th with Pluto at 8* of Capricorn and Uranus at 8* of Aries.  (We had an almost, a bit of a bumper tap back in April of 2008, though it was never closer than 10* and never formed exactly until June 24^th. Of 2012.)

There are several reasons I bring this up now:  Do you recall what that time was like back in June of 2012?  Do you now see how things started to heat up on the planet back then, even when in April of 2008, the two titans came close, they were initiating the sequence, which poured gas onto the dance, when Uranus and Saturn, made their first opposition on November 3^rd., of 2008, election day.

They opposed each other at 18* of PIsces and Virgo respectively.  Now this is an important piece to the equation, not just because it is all by itself a powerful aspect, but because it formed at that 18* mark of Virgo, so we have to go back in time (again) to the conjunction of Uranus to Pluto on October 16^th. 1965.

The square, from Uranus to Pluto, is like the ½ moon phase; it is the first major hard aspect they form to each other (90*) after they mate in the conjunctivo.  So, first they fused together in the mutable sign of Virgo the Virgin, ruler of the 6^th house of health, service, order, re-cycling, details, pets, career, etc.  (For this reason alone, we know that this is about Virgo energy, not to pay attention to this will bring dire consequences, as we see playing out now, but will be of such catastrophic proportions by the time the opposition comes around, IF we survive until that time having made the changes now to have that chance.)

Virgo’s are the master recyclers.  They can make a silk purse out of a sow’s ear as the saying goes.  They are the born servants in society, but not necessarily in the typical sense of that word, but rather in the opportunity to serve and to help others as being an honour, is often very conscious in Virgo’s.

Virgo, ruled by the earth, governs our food.  The ruling planet of Virgo is the Earth (co-ruled by Mercury, its former ruler) and she works with Ceres and Vesta to keep the home fires burning, supper on the table, and a clean and orderly home.

She is amber waves of grain, purple mountains majesty, that succulent peach on a hot summer’s day.  She is the cool, clear stream that reflects back to us, nourishes us, and cleanses us back to the pure state of our being.  She gives birth to the Christed Being within us.  She is full of grace and the Lord (PIsces) is with Her.

Virgo rules quiet and refined style, and sometimes it can become a little utilitarian or puritan, without

other indicators; because they can have a utilitarian nature, and they are known to be practical, so a simple dress that allows comfort, suited for whatever task needs doing is often their belief.

Extravagance, at the expense of others, especially in the caring of animals and feeding hungry children; is anathema to Virgo’s (and most healthy people) but especially, to a Virgo or the Virgo aspects in your own chart.

So, Virgo wants to help us to get back to the garden, tend the earth, feed, clothe and take care of our children’s health and well-being.  She wants us to live naturally and simply.  She wants us to recycle and re-use.  She does not like chemicals, she prefers natural methods in all things if possible.  SHE IS THE VIRGIN.  SHE IS MUTABLE.

So, what we were to do back in the mating of Pluto and Uranus in 1965/1966, was to take the very best energies the two planets offer, and fuse those together achieving amazing outcomes.  That power was abused.

We were supposed to wake up and put our efforts into become sustainable and green.  When people protested Monsanto, they were laughed at as ‘hippy tree-hugging fools’, but the laughter has all but died.  You would think we would learn to take a step back, and think about the ‘label’ given to a person or group, that is really a personal attack.  Why are they trying to undermine the messengers, instead of just sharing their truth and facts, if that will provide the proof of their argument and exonerate them?  Take note: If someone is attacking someone personally, they know they don’t have the higher ground of the argument. 

Pluto rules atomic power, the deep evolution of the soul, Scorpio (see the hook on its tail?) sex, taxes, inheritance, legal matters and of course, we can see ole Hades, sitting on his throne and right now, he is almost ready to let Persephone back up on the earth, so she and her mother Demeter can bring back spring and the wearing of the green.

Uranus, as I have stated many times, is the mother of invention, ruler of genius.  He is the maverick, the powerful electric shock that prods us into action, and wants us to exhume the individual genius seeded within all of us.  (See past post, Murder of the Muse for further explanation on this).

Where is this affecting your own chart?  Where are the Cardinal signs in your own chart?  The Cardinal signs mean action, they initiate action.  Where is Uranus and Pluto?  Where is your Dragon’s Head?  How about Chiron?  Even if you are not a Cardinal sign, this does not mean that you won’t be affected by the astrological lock picking that is going on now.  Everyone has these placements, and of course, they have an effect on the entire planet and all within.  You should know, before the last tumbler falls and the gates swing wide open.

Hopefully, you have taken the time, to go within, to allow yourself the experiences that will help you to open up and bloom.  This requires…not doing…which is really hard for most of us anymore.  In order for the silent voice to rise up and be heard, you have to turn down the volume on the rest of the world.  Not forever, but for a time.  We have to put these down times into our lives, or we cannot hear and we cannot truly bloom.  That is the Yin/moon aspect.  We also need the Yang/sun aspect for action and growth.

What we have been through, is a series of locks, just like we construct on our great rivers now.  “Then God said, ‘Let there be an expanse in the midst of the waters, and let it separate the waters from the waters.’ 7God made the expanse, and separated the waters which were below the expanse from the waters which were above the expanse; and it was so.…” ~Genesis 1:6

So, God has separated the waters, the heavens parted and the Emerald City rises up out of the waters…our own little space ship earth, which as I have shared in the past, is the planet, ‘Heart’…E A R T H…and the last shall be first…H E A R T.

What I was told, is ‘the key fell out’ and I was shown a triangle.  Then I was told that Fear and Chaos swept in.  For some reason, the triangular shaped key, fit into the blow hole of a whale.  Now, that would fit in terms of my last revelation to you, that indeed, the Amygdala…and the Pineal…form a triune portal.  A MY GD ALA.

The limbic system that the Amygdala and Hippocampus (Sea Horse, re Mermaid) forms out of the seas/fish over 500 million years ago.

We are, coming out of the seas of Neptune/Poseidon, which rules the age of PIsces.  (Fittingly, I am finishing writing this on 3.14.15…9:26:53…which of course, is PI).

Now, Neptune/Poseidon invented the horse as the story goes.  She is the ruler of the seas…and we can then see, that the Sea Horse/Poseidon, as the Sea Mare, rising up out of the waters…who else rises up out of the waters?  Venus/Aphrodite.

She is the child of Neptune/Poseidon after Saturn/El/Chronos cuts of the phallus of his father Uranus, and it falls into the watery seas of Neptune.  (Jupiter/Zeus is also given credit as fathering Aphrodite, but the original sky God was Uranus, who sired Saturn/EL, who then sired Jupiter/Zeus (and we can see this is their order in the heavens too).
I would propose, that after this cleansing we have all been through, the beauty and love of Venus/Aphrodite will rise up out of the seas of Neptune/Poseidon, with new eyes and cleaner hearts.

Don’t you feel different since 11.4.2008?  Those born with planets or points in the Cardinal signs (Ares/Cancer/Libra/Capricorn), between 6*-18* are most strongly affected, as are those born at the

end of 1965, since the square we are now in, is the quarter mark (90*) of the conjunction in October of that year.  Because this square, is activating you, waking you up from your deep sleep.  I remind you of the comparison I often make, between ‘The Dream’ that turns into a ‘Night-Mare’…and WAKES YOU UP.  Has your dream turned into a bit of a night-mare?  Have you exhumed your vessel, and connected to your deep soul?  This is what Pluto/Hades has been doing, he has taken us down into his lair, he is raping us (Persephone) which of course, also impregnates…so after he burns off the dross…a new us…cleaner and clearer than we were in the past…rises up.  The Phoenix aspect of Pluto/Hades ruler of Scorpio.

Now, see that Scorpio, which is ruled by Pluto/Hades, symbolically has several iconic images that represent the sign: Snake, Scorpion, and Eagle.  If you have gone down into the depths of your being (rather than fighting it with that syrupy bs of thinking that you should always be happy and positive or your focus will bring more of that to you ‘partial truth’)…then you are going to be in for a harder time as the reality comes in, and preparedness for this journey was avoided. 
That is the serpent aspect of Scorpio, to crawl on the belly of consumption, always taking everything in whole, and becoming hungry again!  (This is our own alimentary canal, the grey folds of our brain, our intestinal snake).  This is also, ‘consumerism’…and as I stated in the post on “Murder of the Muse”…there are two main astrology symbols that both have hooks; one is Scorpio and the other is Neptune.

If you are crawling on your belly, simply worried about consuming (which is both eating and purchasing ‘stuff’…and your concern is about your ‘stuff’ or ‘more stuff’)…as so many have been seduced down the river of ‘De-Sire’ and have now been confused and ‘hooked’ into a pseudo spirituality that somehow now includes, getting more stuff, bigger houses, fancy cars, clothes and jewelry.  Re-member Jesus in the Desert?  Satan comes along tempting him, with ‘stuff’ and trying to seduce his ego, into wanting to rule ‘this world’. 
Many of us, when we first found other people who thought like us, and the classes and gatherings are all about the love, and hugging each other, like long lost friends.  Well, we are.

But that ‘feel good’ vibe, and a lot of the New Age spiritual jargon, has diverted true spiritual growth.  Many confused the concept of our focus and attracting energies and the Law of Vibration, with THE INCORRECT ASSUMPTION THAT WE SHOULD NEVER FOCUS ON NEGATIVE THINGS BECAUSE THEY WILL GROW BIGGER.  THIS IS PATENTLY FALSE AND PUERILE THINKING.
We focus on what we need to in life, whether that is to clean away dirt, manage bills (and focus on making them smaller, creating an actual plan to physically put into place in this world for financial health and well-being.)  We also have the positive to create, we have both, this isn’t either/or.
We live mostly in 3D earth right now.  She is a finite planet, with a finite amount of natural resources.  Gd may be infinitely abundant, but we are learning boundaries, consequences, what is truly important in life as we mine the gold of our being, unearth our very souls and shine our souls on deck, as Clarissa Pinkola states.
So, when people say ‘there is abundance’, again, there is truth to this, but it is short-sighted and the opposite of what we are learning right now….to simply want ‘abundance’ on a finite planet, means we dig up more of her, to make glass pedestals to our ego, the false part that tricks us.  And I bring all of this up now, because it ties back to that Pluto/Uranus conjunction at 18* of Virgo in 1965….the lesson was for us to stop destroying the planet for ‘stuff’ under the guise that it is infinite abundance FOR US.
This is also the ‘only the strong survive’ and ‘the winner has the most toys’ mentality.  We used to be able to live carelessly and we went through the phase of using stuff as ‘rewards’ to motivate us and also as an inherent birthright.  But those days are long gone, and should have been over in the 60’s, when we were first impregnated with the conjunction.  Little by little, people are waking up for real, and realizing that stuff, imprisons the soul and steals real freedom, and true evolution, in excess (gross display of wealth that used to be improper in more cultured circles and still is for those evolved with compassion and class).

There are only so many old growth trees, Standing Tall Ones, thousands of years old, but ignorant and underdeveloped belief of abundance; some may say they love that wood grain, and it simply must be from this ancient being that they make a room, a floor a home, etc. out of.  How ridiculous is this idea?  So, we see then, that abundance is a relative term?  On the other hand, there are those who have vision, who have started plantation wood, where the faster growing trees are used only, and replaced at the same time.  There are also other more sustainable sources, such as hemp, cement, etc., as far as building materials, rather than cutting down the rain forests and old growth trees.

Our soul and spirit stretch forth from the deep living well, the fountain of Creation that is abundant and infinite.  It is housed in this vessel we are all walking around in, that is not infinite, we all have only so many years in this vessel, on this planet….’YOU, WE WILL ONLY HAVE THIS SHORT TIME, BUT THE POOR WE WILL HAVE WITH US ALWAYS’.
Pluto is also the ‘collective memory’, and all of our collective memories, are being squared and brought out of us, as Hades burns off that dross, tears down the veil, the cover is removed and we begin to see the light burst forth out of the darkness.  With that light, ignorance melts away and the Phoenix of our being, rises to shine the light, give us a higher perspective (eagle) to see above the illusions.  The eagle is the bird that can fly closest to the sun, above the clouds. 
It is the golden thread that shimmers; we catch first one glimpse of the truth of our being, that infinite chord, then another and another until soon, we are fully on fire, impassioned with the knowledge, gnosis. That light, shines ahead and shows us the path we came to walk, illuminated and stretched out in front of us like ribbons of light snaking through the darkness, we find our way home.

So, do you feel as if you have done a thorough inventory?  Emotionally, spiritually, mentally, physically?  Have you reassessed your belief system? 

The fundamental questions; who am I, why am I, and what is the best path for me, how do I best place my energies, priorities?

These have all come up for us, over and over again, as we peel back the layers of our belief ‘systems’…Saturn’s domain is brought front and center…the pyramid of power…our need to climb the ladder of success…what is success? 

What makes you happy?  Where do you live?  By that I mean, what makes you come alive?  Because that is Pluto/Hades, asking us to evaluate life, our own, our worth or value in this world, and underneath all of that, the crystalline and pure truth begins to shine brighter and brighter.

After the initial rush of finding our spiritual family, waking up and participating in the way we all

thought would do the most good; we then find ourselves, reviewing that foundation we built our world upon.

See the great volcano’s waking up?  See that life and pressure the earth (which in the micro is our own vessel) is straining to hold together?  Have you felt that way over the past several years now too?  All that bottled up energy, restrained by false belief and packaged into a superficial falsehood, that lacks respect for the truth, what our responsibility to ourselves, each other and this planet really is, and the ubiquitous syrupy aspartamic false belief, that we must only ‘selfishly’ consider ourselves, and our own thoughts as being the center of the universe and omniscient, or worse, that if we pay attention to the vagaries of life, that somehow that will pull us down into some negative sticky goo, that has been relegated to the poor people who just don’t know ‘the secret’. 

The truth is, that as we heal those layers, the illusion comes down with that illumination, and they also fall down around the rest of the world, so that the truth starts to shine forth.  We see the emperor or the wizard behind the curtain, pulling levers that are endangering life on this planet.  Since it takes a compassionate heart, that opens up the doorway through the upper heart chakra, to the truth, the light and the Way, for true spiritual growth; once one truly starts to awaken, you CANNOT HELP YOURSELF, BUT TO TRY TO FIND WAYS TO BE OF SERVICE (VIRGO/PISCES), it is simply not possible. 

Saying that one should leave behind others, who are ‘negative’ or bring you down, is the height of hypocrisy and selfishness.  There has not been one TRUE spiritual teacher or sage in our past who subscribes to this teaching.  No, they all were inspired and impassioned by the suffering, rolled up their sleeves and got to work to try to help.

If I was a burglar, wouldn’t that be great to just tell the people you are robbing, hey don’t see me, you will only make me more real, so just look away while I rob you blind?

Oh, you are bleeding?  Just ignore that, you can think that away.  If you pay attention and focus on that, you will increase the problem, so simply ignore the wound, and it will go away.  Doesn’t that sound ridiculous?  That is exactly what people are teaching and believing though.

As you become more aware, in that sense of service, you and I will see the ills of our world, and they are becoming clearer and clearer for people to see, both the puppet masters pulling the strings, and our own complicity in the raping of this planet and our soul, the murder of her children and the slaughtering of the innocents.  It is the rape of Persephone.  The SILENCE OF THE LAMBS.  (This is the year of the sheep).

This brings responsibility to voice our concern, and take the actions necessary that will remedy the

ills, stop the genetic manipulation and poisoning of our very lives.

Uranus, asks us to find the maverick, the rebel in us that wants justice and the good of all.  He is your

individual genius.  She is your muse.  The nightmare is waking the genius/muse up.  Each person is here, with their individual gift, to bring forth that healing force of the G_d spark.  The universal balm, the elixir of life that needs to pour forth now, from the great fountain of life.

So, if you have truly taken inventory and reviewed your beliefs, woken up to the crimes against humanity and done that soul work (instead of taking pills or some substance to ‘manage how bad or depressed you feel’ (shut it down and not listen to the very real screaming voice that has every right to be concerned with what is happening, in fact, if you are not outraged and filled with that passion to change the ills, you are not awake at all).  You have simply been seduced by the Neptunian/Poseidon feel good/utopian ‘easy way’ that diverts the true seeker.  This is discernment.  We have all been in the crash course.

The shutting down of real thoughts and feelings, is to stash and hide your real power, to hand over your power to the abusers, who don’t care about this planet.  It is the power we need in this world, to crack open the illusion and truly open the gates of Eden.  Pretending is the false pretense, the anti-Christ, it is the unilluminated aspects of our own being, and casts a long shadow of darkness into this world.

Virgo asked us to become responsible to ourselves, each other and this earth, and Uranus asked us to become responsible with that growth and uniqueness and bring it into the community for the greater good.  We were given charge over the earth, not to simply ‘rule over and subdue’ but as a care-taker of our mother ship.  After all, the earth is rotating around the sun, at 67,000 miles per hour. In addition, our solar system--Earth and all--spirals around the center of our galaxy at some 220 kilometers per second, or 490,000 miles per hour.  We are flying through the air, but Saturn/EL/Lord of the Rings and ruler of gravity, keeps us safely on our mother ship/earth.  Look, no hands!

Now, that Uranus is in Aries the RAm, he can be rash and headstrong and will come out of the blue, to make those changes we resist, just not in the gentle way of choice anymore.  He wants freedom and he does not want to be told what to do, being the original sky G_d in that pantheon that arose out of Chaos.

Remove those Neptunian/Scorpionic hooks, which obscure and hold you back, and break free (URanus) building on the evolutionary soul point (solstice) and (equinox: equal night and day) as we move forward into the spring, none of us will forget.

Until we come together as a community (follow the man with the vase into his home) bringing each of our Holy Grail Cups (vase) to empower and embolden the shift out of the archaic means we are enslaved now, that is literally killing us and this earth’s vitality; we will move into greater and greater danger.  We must wake up to the fact that we are in each other’s arms to keep.

She (the earth/Gaia) cannot be poisoned anymore, we have to bring things back into its natural balance and her ability to simply bloom and nourish us as we bring back paradise.  Her honeybees (symbol for Mary Magdalene) are in ‘COLONY COLLAPSE DISORDER’….This alone should alarm people into action…it is the broadcast loud and clear, that our own COLONY IS AT RISK FOR SURVIVAL.  Originally, we had 13….and we just had two Friday the 13^th in a row.  (Another astrological rarity)

The practice of monoculture must be abandoned for multi-culture/permaculture sustainability methods that have worked and fed us all, bearing fruit and seed for regeneration (instead of the Monsanto system of having to buy seed now EVERY YEAR) is stripping the earth of her precious nutrients, much like the conditions that created the dust bowls in the Great Depression.
See this link: http://www.planetthoughts.org/?pg=pt/Whole&qid=2633

Everything in and on this planet works together with more intricacy and brilliance than we are capable of understanding, especially in terms of the long range effects that cannot be known, without the passage of time, and the generational influence of each trigger that changes what was organic and healthy, into something we don’t know.  (Crisis)

Just like anti-biotic over use has created a very real crisis, (super strain viruses and very sick animals, whose defecation is used as fertilizer for plants, isn’t this a lovely cycle?) that we have yet to see the full impact from, we are doing things to this earth and our environment, that have long-term consequences into the future that will bring irreversible damage and harm, for a period we have no idea how long will last, or even survive.

They are soon to start up the Hadron Collider at Cern again….in fact, any day now.

What hole might that tear into the fabric of time, or what portal might be opened and to whom and where?  Could there be even more immediate danger when they start that up again?  The truth is, we don’t know, yet we are moving forward anyway, even though the consequences can be grave indeed.  Man loves to play G_d and pretend it can create life…”You cannot insert a gene you took from bacteria and insert that into a seed and call it life, you haven’t created life, you have only polluted it.” ~Vandana Shiva

We have a crumbling health care system, that is like everything else, now inflated at the top, while health care costs sky rocket, and we are hitched to this very unhealthy-health care system, that does not start with the food we eat, the air we breathe, and the water we drink.
Seriously corrupt political systems that we see being protested all over the planet, especially since the first Saturn/Uranus opposition in 2008, in Virgo.

Little by little, the natural world, including us, is being tweaked and manipulated with synthetics, and

even revered now, worshiping false idols, we create our own anti-christ, baptizing into life and approving their nefarious and invasive encroachment into the natural world, that we no longer respect and appreciate.

Greed and the centric concept of narcissism, are overtaking and seducing many away from their true path and calling.  And the earth is suffering from that lack of company and our role to champion her.
If you were flying in a plane, would you start tinkering with the engine when you were in the air?  We are!  Remember, we are flying through the galaxy at 490,000 miles per hour?  We are in our ship!

So, we are tinkering with our space ship’s engine, and her ability to feed us and keep us safe.  We have to stop this death race into exhausting all of her resources (old growth trees, rainforests, coral reefs, oceans, and waterways, polluting the air that is raining down that poison into our lungs and back into the earth in a vicious and ever-expanding poisonous intrusion into her vitality and well-being)…and therefore ours, and our children and their children’s future.
Our ascension process, has been hijacked, by pseudo spiritual beliefs, and the poisoning of the world mind.
How anyone can think they are ‘awake’ and evolved, and then think they can ignore this and our role and RESPONSIBILITY to tend to this increasingly dire situation, is beyond me.  A narcissist does not care what other people think, a compassionate person does, knowing and acknowledging that we are the sum of each other, and need each other for survival.  We either learn to come together and get along (11^th house ruled by Uranus)…or we don’t survive. (Pluto)

Uranus in Aries, ruler of war, during this square sees that erupting all over the planet, tempers rising, and the dividing and polarization of people (ignited by the last Saturn opposition to Uranus in 2008), tempers short, the darkness that has been relegated to the shadows, rises like a thief in the night, kidnapping the rational spirit, and inciting fear (Pluto) over compassion, it is SURVIVAL MODE BEING TRIGGERED.

And people think we can ‘bless this and let it go’?  We have two hands, hearts and minds that can think and take action in this 3D world.  That is simplistic and naïve to believe we can remove ourselves from responsibility, and simply walk away from the needs of a world that is rocking and rolling, heaving and becoming more and more violent, as we ignore her pleas to stop the madness and the murder of innocents.

Now, this does not mean we don’t have powerful ability to dream and to create, and that our thoughts don’t have power, quite the contrary; it is the acknowledgement and true understanding of that power, and our wisdom to both create and tend to what is created with responsibility and discernment.  Until we mature enough to truly master what we have now, and who we are, becoming responsible and acting upon these injustices, we will not evolve!  So if you are not acting and speaking out against what is happening, and you are one of those people who think you can wish a world into existence without first learning to manage this one, you are further away from the very ascension, you avoid that when you avoid reality and life as IT IS.

You cannot keep building and renovating the 3^rd floor of a building, using your vision and dream of what you see and wish to create, if the foundation (Saturn/EL) does not have integrity and is crumbling, no matter what good works you do on that 3^rd floor, it will all be lost, from not seeing the bigger picture and prioritizing.  You will never have the chance to build a 4^th or 5^th floor, (dimension) without the strong foundation and a structure built with integrity.

If we want politicians and those who rule the world to be accountable, we must be accountable and responsible too.

The solar eclipse on the 20^th. – will be extra powerful, because the night before there will be a Super Moon.  Mars the initiator is all set to detonate and light the fuse.

All of our efforts and struggles over the past, are now ready to be put into action.  But, it will be a bit like a car having a hard time starting for some, with Saturn/El now retrograde until August 2^nd.  It will take more work, but it is time to start taking those steps, even if for some, it is simply planning and putting in place, all the things we need, for Saturn to go direct and move our structures forward.

Based on our own lessons learned, our actions towards remedying the ills and onslaught of terror against this planet and her children; will the difficulty we face moving forward be mitigated. 

We will see more people fall from grace, and into scandal as the opacity thins, they will pay for their karmic actions against humanity, but we will continue to see the shell game be played out, as the scrambling continues and the sacrificial lambs are offered up, while the other culprits hide in the shadows and come into the spotlight, with their mask in place, voicing the words that we want to hear, but once again, acting in the opposite of the words spoken. 

As many fall, some will rise, having done the hard work, THE REAL WORK, they have built a foundation, slowly and steadily over time, and now…will be YOUR TIME TO RISE.

If you have worked on your relationships, which have been so severely challenged in this square, instead of giving up and giving in (the seduction of Neptune with his hooks) then you are likely to have alchemized each other to move into an exceptional phase of life together, with a true foundation to build upon.

So, this time will be increasingly tense, as the build-up of energies fulminates first in the final magical square on the 16^th. And then the new moon in Aries on the 20^th, the life-giving blood moon eclipse, the second last in the series, the final lock opens up.

Feel the ship readying as she waits for the lock to open up to the next leg of the river of life.  The seas are separated in this dimension, but if you can understand the ripple in the water of a lake, understand that same ripple moves through the waters of life.

Water can both cleanse and nourish, but she can whip a force/a Tsunami that can and does wipe out life.

Expect some violent earth changes, earthquakes, volcanic eruption, and violent freak storms.  There will be great revelations coming forward regarding our own government and the governments of other countries.  There will be shocking news.

There is the very real threat of escalating wars.  I don’t like to say that, believe me.

There will be an escalation of division and hatred in the USA.  Those of us who have been through some of this clearing in a major way (especially those with exact cardinal points or planets aspected in this cycle) it will be your time to step up to the plate and step forward with action and voice.

Hold onto that silver chord you have found deep inside, pray, if you already do, pray more.  Meditate.  Step back, and do the best you can to bring truth to whatever situation you find yourself in.  Find your solid ground, and anchor (ANKH or) while you ready your arrow of truth (Sag/Jupiter who is still retrograde, bringing back the goodies to those who earned that karma, goes direct on April 8^th, at 12* of Leo) to release at the time the universe ordained, inseminated long ago.  Now, see the archer’s bow, arrow pulled back, and line taut? The symbol is also an anchor/Ankh, can you see this?
Do you feel your new resolve?  (Re-Sol-ve) As your light has traveled around our sun, which travels around the Great Central Sun, you and I are now newly resolved into our being and our truth.
Start to draw up your map, if you haven’t already.  Your blueprint you are moving forward with.  Make sure you have this ready by March 20^th.

On the new moon, (even if world events try to creep in and take over your mind and heart, please try

to find space to breathe, to pull back and find this time) have your map, candle, oils/blends (I recommend Sleep for grounding and protection, Inner Glow (Heart Chakra blend) and Ascension for the Crown.  It will create the right light matrix from mother earth to envelope you for optimal preparedness during this time. 

Take a ritual bath (use salt/Inner Glow in the bath, if you shower, simply use in the shower as exfoliant).  Light your candle, pray and meditate.  Now, is when you visualize, sending out ribbons of light into the world, light that is infused with the greatest love from the deepest source to heal and begin the long road ahead.

Find that kind, soft space in your heart that is confident and connected to G_d.
We are blooming with this spring opening up and spreading our butterfly wings, see their iridescent colours dotting the air, as our golden orb shines down from our returning blue skies. 

We are coming out of a long cocoon, hibernation into the year, we will never forget.

Glad to have you alongside of me, for the journey.

Thank you,