Contagion Quarantine & The Rough Waters of Neptune

Ever wade through water, looking down and see a treasure glimmering in the shallows below, only to have it disappear in the squalls of debris you just stirred up?

Mercury/Hermes RX is such a doozy, even in his SHADOW, he is mucking up the waters of Neptune...until it occludes what you thought you saw. All is not as it seems.

He won't be fully retrograde until February 17th at 7:54 PM EST. When he will hit 12*48' PIsces (ruled by Neptune/Illusions/12th house of secrets/art/music) WATER.

The deep OCEANS. And Neptune is in her final years of rulership not only in her own sign, but in the Age of PIsces.

So many endings. New beginnings trying to make their way into the world, the 'way showers' doing their jobs, anchoring the new world, that will eventually replace the old world we see gathering speed into its collapse.

This is preordained with the recent Pluto/Saturn conjunction (fusion of their energies) on January 12^th at high noon when both were at 22* and 46 minutes.

Let me repeat, they have NOT been together in Capricorn, since 1518.  Jupiter/Zeus entered Capricorn (the goat, see them climbing the sheer cliffs to the top of the mountain?) last December.  The mountain of Janus, who has two heads looking both forward and back to see the path left behind and to assess the NEW direction we should be headed, after attaining much needed and earned wisdom.

Jupiter, Saturn and Pluto have not been together in Capricorn, since…1284.

Saturn rules Capricorn, PAN. 

What words do we have with that root?  PANDEMONIUM, PANDEMIC, PANTHEON.  Capricorn rules the 10^th house at the top of the WHEEL.

He is government, self-esteem, achievement.  The baby god’s who rule this planet that we EL-ect.

Hades/Pluto has been stirring up the mountain, firing that furnace, the fire with the mountain/pyramid…PYRE A MID, the fire within.
What words do we make from Pluto?  Plutocracy, Plutocrats, Ploutos is Greek for 'wealth'.

Rule by sheer POWER.
Pluto also rules 'plutonium' and atomic energy/atomic bombs.

He is exposing the rulers and the corruption in government.

IT IS HAPPENING.  Do not look away…EN-LIGHT-EN-MENT, lighting up the mind to see what you could NOT SEE BEFORE.  Would you climb a mountain, only to close your eyes and not see the view?

That would be IGNORING, or IGNORANCE.

Neptune also co-rules 'infectious diseases', the immune system.  Therefore it is absolutely necessary to keep your immune system healthy now.

Herbs such as echinacea and astragalus can help.  Reishi, Shitake and Maitake mushrooms can help build your immune system.

You don’t want to be without, ArcAncient’s, Breathing Easy © and Colds and Flu salts ©, with our proprietary 5 salt blends as the base.

Just one of the salts, Pink Himalayan, has 84 different minerals.  I have been constantly just putting a dash in my hands and adding a bit of water, just to wash over my head and body, grounding and protecting me and removing any negative energy, like a small cleanse.  Cleanse the house, smudging and diffusing to purge the build up of energy being released from the depths of the universe.

Neptune, Poseidon ruler of the deep oceans, we can feel our earth ship careening and rocking in rough waters and as I ask you, TO LOOK AND SEE WHAT THE UNIVERSE IS TELLING US.

Passengers on the Japanese CRUISE SHIP, the DIAMOND PRINCESS, confined (Saturn) to their cabins except for brief outings on open decks wearing facemasks.

Some of the passengers are being RELEASED into quarantine.

If ever there was a perfect image of Saturn and Neptune working together, this is it.



 This won't be the last of the diseases that are being RELEASED, not by a long shot.

Make sure you have the sun inside you, Oranges and Lemons (like the sun) to help with Vitamin C and D.

Do not further compromise your lungs, smoking (anything) will compromise the lungs…

Get fresh air, walk in the woods or park or just OUTSIDE if you can.

If you must get on an airplane, be sure to have a mask with Breathing Easy inside. 

Please don’t wait and order in an emergency, we cannot always stress enough to have a good supply at home and to carry one with you.

I use it as a preventative no matter where I am going.

I know why I was told and inspired to create the salt blends in the spring of last year.  I am glad I listened, but I did not know the extent of those directions until the past few months.

The old systems are dying.  The earth cannot sustain extravagance and excess, everyone will rethink what they have and what they feel they need.

Saturn the planet of restriction will have you shedding the excesses and coming to stark terms of our new reality.

I am lighting candles and praying, all day long.

I ask for my own forgiveness, for me that includes saying The Act of Contrition.

Neptune/Poseidon, DISSOLVES THINGS.  Just like water, quick or fast depending on the other EL-e-Ments ) The God Mind.

Honour mother EARTH OUR HEART.

Honour the 4 Directions.

Meditate, do what it takes to connect to the Holy Spirit (not just any spirit) Find your light within (pyramid) and protect that light.

Call upon your angels and those who have gone on before us, have crossed over to HELP FROM THE OTHER SIDE DURING THESE TIMES.

And I cannot help but keep hearing this song from my own teen years...and it makes more sense than it ever did.  https://www.youtube.com/watch? "Great Gig in the Sky"
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Returning Like A Lion, Full Moon in Leo 20/20 VISION

Full Moon February 9^th at 2:33AM, 20* Leo the Lion!!!

I came to you as a lamb, but I will return to you like a LION!  Feel yourself beginning to simmer into a boil this week?  You are not alone. 

As you surely must know at this point, I am the type of person who sees something wrong and tries to do something, whatever is in my power and sometimes beyond my power to fix that wrong or find a solution.

When people say: ‘there is nothing I can do about that’. Sometimes that is true, you can’t change another person for instance.  However, that is a pretty disempowering statement. 
I have fought the good fight in some cases, almost took me out.

This Leo moon asks you how courageous you are and what do you truly believe in your heart of hearts?  In that lion-heart of yours? What are you willing to fight for?  For most, it is for those they love.  That is the lion-heart.

If you cannot find that courage, that lion, perhaps you have ‘depressed’ that strength somehow, silenced yourself, one too many times, or are suffering too much and now you are too tired to make a change or make a difference or you at the least, ‘feel’ that way?

It is not easy in this world, especially during these ‘dark nights’ we are ALL dealing with, in one form or another.

Mercury/Hermes at 07* PIsces is now forming a lovely trine to the north node (the head of the dragon) at 7* Cancer.  That is the moon parting her skirt and whispering secrets to those who have ears to hear.  God wouldn’t have us go through these challenging times without ALSO sending his angels to assist.  I can tell you that we are not alone. 

This automatically means that Hermes is also forming a sextile to the south node (tail of the dragon) at 7* Capricorn the Goat.  In astrology we read the ANG-EL’S (angles) of the ANGEL’S.  Yes, they talk to us.  I read the angels and my conscious field takes over to in-form me in a language that has long been forgotten.  I see a vignette of a movie play, hear the soundtrack and experience the performance viscerally sometimes.  I am a ‘sensitive’, this is MY PATH.

It is not everyone’s path.  I know it is not always easy for people to be around me, so I must choose my close friends wisely, they cannot be faint of heart.

I am so grateful to my dear friends and to all of you, for your bravery.

The other thing that comes up during this time, is LOYALTY.  During these times we

find out who is our real friend and who is there under an infatuation or pretense.  If someone wants to put you on a throne, they will also want to at some point, knock you off when you don’t align with the ‘false idol (idolizing)’ they have IMAGINED (Neptune) you to be, a ‘hero’ to save them ~ from themselves.  Once they or someone else, ‘knocks you off that pedestal’ they are off following a new guru or leader.  They are out there hopping from one to the other without really doing what it takes to access their own inner light, to light their own way.

This is the time that is made to become your own hero.  Become that LEADER you want to see in the world.  (Saturn/Disciple).  (This is found where your own Sun, Saturn or 10^th house placements are in your own natal chart, you are navigating through the seas of this world as the angels, access and decode you.)

Everything I KNOW IS BECAUSE I CARED, LOVED DEEPLY ENOUGH TO BRING ME ANGUISH AND BREAK ME OPEN TO HAVE THAT LIGHT COME CASCADING THROUGH MY HEART AND SHOW ME ‘THE TRUTH THE LIGHT AND THE WAY’.

That is how you learn to SEE AND HEAR.

The more open someone’s heart is open, the MORE I AM ABLE TO SEE FOR THEM.

Any ability I have, has come through caring so much, that I am asking for guidance to help someone.  In that sense, it is beyond me.

I cannot see what is not on the MATRIX to see, so if I do see something in my heart-viewfinder, IT IS ALREADY SO.

Because I CARE, I am always sharing information.  I must say it can get very exhausting.  That is one of my own lessons, I tell people as I am telling you now, the pearls of wisdom I have picked up from deep-sea diving, enduring the pressure as I submerge myself in the ‘FATHOM’S’ of the WATERS OF LIFE.
Otherwise, some things remain: 'unfathomable'.

Please think about what I just wrote in that last paragraph.  Do you see how the universe is always SPEAKING TO US IF YOU HAVE THE EYES TO SEE?

Here is wisdom:

16 No one lights a lamp and covers it with a jar or puts it under a bed. Instead, he sets it on a lampstand, so that those who enter can see the light. 17 For there is nothing hidden that will not be revealed, and nothing concealed that will not be known and illuminated. 18 Pay attention, therefore, to how you listen. Whoever has will be given more, but whoever does not have, even what he thinks he has will be taken away from him.” … ~ Luke 8:16-18

I have done this in many lives.  Shared secrets and told the truth.  I have the scars, literally to prove this.  Do you know we get the same scars, wounds, marks from lifetimes telling us the path we have walked?

When I was 6 years old, my mother was in the hospital giving birth to my little sister.  My aunt was watching us at home.  I wanted to help, so I got up on the kitchen counter to get out bowls (No I didn’t ask, I thought I would just do it and surprise my mom), I had no idea when she might come home, only that she screamed late the night before and water was everywhere and they took my mother away to have my sister.

I grabbed the plastic (60’s we all had this plastic dinnerware) bowls and stepped back to get down and slipped, hitting my chin on the top of the counter…with my tongue out.  I bit my tongue, nearly clean off, just hanging by two small ends remaining tethered, blood gushing everywhere.  The look on my aunt’s face as I turned the corner into the living room…was nothing less than wide-eyed shock and horror.

I was rushed to the hospital and had my tongue sewed back.  I can still taste the medicine in my mouth just thinking about it now.  I can feel the gauze gagging me.  But I also recall how ‘special’ I felt when I was given ‘crushed ice’ and then popsicles and ice cream after that!  (though it all had a taste of medicine, for a child it was Disneyland.  Back then, you got ‘treats’ sometimes. 

As an adult, I have experienced vivid past-life recalls, I can feel the vise on my tongue as they cut it off. 

These times are similar, it does call for brave souls.  YOU are prepared for this time,

through your own lifetimes.  I have vision because I CARED IN MANY LIVES, I SHOWED BRAVERY, FOOLISH OR OTHERWISE.

You won’t get any of these ‘extra-sensory’ GIFTS, by reading a book.  You must literally BECOME THE LIVING WORD OF THE HOLY SPIRIT.

You must become LION-HEARTED.

These are such times that create that wall of fire to walk through. 

The sun at 20* of Aquarius standing across from Lady Luna, ILLUMINATES your IDENTITY.  What new concept or idea are YOU having right now?

When I built my first shop, we had 27 acres.  I kept having visions of building a small village, small cabins/huts with little paths winding through gardens, flowers, vegetables and herbs perfuming the WAY.

Because as I WITNESSED so many women, taking psychotropics and prayed for guidance on how I could best help them, redesign or redecorate their homes, you get to know people.  Because I care, I wanted to do something ‘from their soul’ to help them find their way.  It doesn’t take a rocket scientist to figure it out that when people are changing their living environment, they are trying to CHANGE, period. 

I also could see how tired a lot of women were, (yes, me too, but I can’t see myself) trying to be the latest Cosmo wife or lover, walking on stilts, trying to be ‘size zero/nothing’ as I have often said now, great lovers, great cooks, and PERFECT, lest you be replaced as was becoming the fashion for many men, to reject the woman becoming wise (resembling aging and of course, death) replacing her with a younger model that would just worship him or give them the illusion of youth, push back that awful father time (Saturn) and his sickle.

That was back in the late 80’s and the early 90’s.  A lot of the younger generation of women don’t feel the need to be the cook, housekeeper, nanny, all while wearing high heels and well… (a Stepford Wife).

In the meantime, they are missing out on the life-giving honour in some ways.  The magic of ‘keeping house’ and the fires burning in the hearth.  The nourisher, whose apron is always ready to wipe the tears and the wounds from a fall or pick up the wooden spoon stirring the pot to warn a mischievous child they are stepping out of bounds and entering a possible ‘danger zone’.

But they were PRESENT.  This is how DEEP BONDS FORM.

That has not been given the respect it deserves for a very long time now.

I didn’t build that village, but it still is in my head and heart.  Though I didn’t know what we were facing bac k then, I can clearly see now, that food, where it comes from, (heirloom, non-GMO seeds, without poison pesticides are optimal, obviously and NECESSARY.)

Antonín Dvořák’s ‘Noon Witch’ comes to mind.

We need COMMUNITY and NETWORKING.
I wanted to give women a place to come and ‘collapse’, not have to think about how the house looked, or how they looked, and give women a small place to recover their soul’s and true inner light and worth.

And so, this quote from a dear and loyal friend was such a balm to my soul:
"Gloria, every time I talk to you, you open a book of wisdom I didn’t even know existed in me. Thank you for helping me access my soul."

That is my goal, that is my path.

Neptune is of course navigating through her own seas she rules at 17* Pisces, as Mercury is trying to catch up to her.  She is still spinning Illusions and FAIRY TALE ROMANCES (if they are grounded into reality, not just the illusion of ‘what could be’ than they can indeed be the higher octave of Venus.

Neptune also rules music, art and all things fluid, including essential oils.

She can dissolve things quickly or over time, thus the need to go deep sea diving into your own soul, to find your own inner light.
Here is an example of Neptune’s Illusion:
         “Reports that say that something hasn't happened are always interesting to me, because as we know, there are known knowns; there are things we know we know. We also know there are known unknowns; that is to say there are things that we know we don't know.” Donald Rumsfeld  (Captain Aspartame)

She is forming a nice sextile to Jupiter who is now in the middle of Capricorn at 15* on his way to meet up with Lord Hades/Pluto who is still just devastating the mountain, governments’, rulers, self-esteem, taking the mountain our from under those who are trying to climb to the top.
Jupiter starts to meets up with Hades at the end of March.

By then, Saturn will have dipped his leaden hooves into Aquarius, giving us a clear glimpse of the road, we are choosing, and asking us if we want to continue down that road?

Mercury/Hermes also will station retrograde on February 17^th at 12* Pisces, never

quite able to have a face to face talk with Neptune yet, and we are now in his shadow.

Mars is also forming a kind supportive trine to Lady Luna at 25* Sagittarius giving us the energy to take action and for some, to fight for mother earth and all things feminine.  I have attached a fabulous video from Vandana Shiva, I implore you to watch this, please.  If you care about aromatherapy, about this planet, about Her children, she is speaking directly from mother earth.

This Lion Moon, also known as the ‘SNOW MOON’, just as snow crystals reflect back that light, that big ole moon light, will dance in colours and prisms as the blanket now covering Her, mesmerizes us with her Neptunian partner’s charm.

And that brings me to the other issue that comes with this full moon in Leo.  Pride.  I gave you a description of one form of PRIDE in the earlier part of this message, but PRIDE IS ALSO CHILDREN.  Don’t mess with a mother’s children!  Many are dealing with issues surrounding children.

A lot of children are angry.  The boomers are out of touch and are ruining the planet, as I understand their complaint.  Some were not taught to respect their elders and some elders don’t listen with the right ears to hear that child.  This will be an ongoing issue moving forward, unless we grapple with this now and come to a bridge that unites us all.

Quite frankly, some children are just spoiled.  When you try to take away all the obstacles, the soul does not forge itself.  Parents all too often just want to give children the life they never had.  A better life.

Priorities become skewed.  Children can make up their own hardships without being conscious of this process.  Without authority, structure, guidelines (all the domain of Saturn/Capricorn) they can suffer deep self-esteem issues and become lost at the first problem they need to solve on their own.

The leading cause of death is now…suicide.  The second leading cause of death is drug overdose.  This comes from feeling hopeless or without a future in sight.  They have not learned the lessons of Saturn; they don’t have boundaries.  Drugs destroy boundaries.  Yup, that is Neptune.

Saturn at 25* Capricorn is still trying to contain (swallow) Pluto/Hades at 23* Capricorn.  Build your house on a ROCK. (Saturn).

Now, while all this is churning, you need REST.

Venus at 1* Aries is sliding up to Chiron, the wounded HEALER at 2* Aries.

You have to take charge, become your own general in defending and mending your own body as well as your PRIDE’S.

You need to nourish your body and soul.

You need to sleep.

You need to find time in nature if possible.

Be kind to yourself, I urge you, gentle you to sit with your spirit and listen.  Call upon your ancestors and guides/angels, they are here, believe me, and they WANT TO HELP.  THEY CROSSED OVER TO HELP FROM THE OTHER SIDE.

We are literally walking on those that came before us, HONOUR YOUR FATHER AND YOUR MOTHER.  HONOUR YOUR PAST.  HONOUR THE SOURCE.

SOURCERY… (True Magic, is aligning with nature, not trying to control Her).

Do the things you need to do to take care of yourself.

Act upon the things within your capacity.

RESPONSIBILITY: WHAT YOU ARE ABLE TO RESPOND TO.

Make sure you know where your food comes from, make a garden if possible or join a community garden.

Make the changes that create a smaller footprint on this planet.

Become wise enough to realize, we live in a finite world and take what you need, not what your ego wants.  (False light, the devil tempting Jesus in the wilderness, Buddha’s enlightenment at the suffering of mankind, and his realization that suffering comes from desire.)

There are times, I don’t want to read for people anymore, it is too much for me to see and I don’t really want to share certain news, who would?  I am not the person to come to if you want to know about winning the lottery or making a lot of money.  If you want to find out about your ‘twin flame’ go to the neon sign and she will tell you that.  That is not what I am here to do.
I am here to listen to the Holy Spirit and have tongues of fire lick my soul clean and

share that FIRE with you.

I have seen wonderful things in the future, I have, it exists.

But don’t take that as permission to just coast and not BECOME A LION-HEARTED PASSIONATE, HU MAN, in search of the lost chord!

Put on the mantle of God, the Holy Spirit and ROAR when necessary.

We were made for these times, as Dr. Clarissa Pinkola Estes, said over 2 decades ago, when she sent out an email to many of us after 911.

Fight fire with FIRE, THE FLAMING HEART."

Think of what we can do TOGETHER WITH THOSE BLAZING HEARTS?  WE CAN LIGHT THE WAY.  THE WAY OF THE SACRED WARRIOR.

I forgot to add the connection of the CROWN or CORONA (Saturn the Lord of the Rings) lord and master of Capricorn where so many planets are now transiting, the crown of the astrology chart, the 10th house and the relationship to the 'Corona Virus', which tells us EXACTLY where the infection originated.  There is where the real infection is that needs to be fumigated.

Vandana Shiva:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u_S4ya8jpXs

Dreaming the World Awake, It’s Time To Get Up In The Mourning

“The Lord works in mysterious ways.”


I had quite a busy dream last night.  I also taught a class last night, Astrology, Myths and Magic.

It was a LOT of information to try and deliver.

But that is not what I am here to tell you.  I only preface this with that information, because it is part of what is waking ME UP TOO.

I can at times, feel as though I just have not done enough.  That I have not awaken enough people yet.  That somehow, I am failing.  I am not in any sort of ‘typical’ line of work…not even remotely close, so it is ‘new ground’ for me to walk.  (Uranus in Taurus by the way: Uranus rules the AGE OF AQUARIUS.)
Taurus is an EARTH sign.  The FIRST EARTH sign, in the houses, the path of the initiate, “I Have”, following the first house, which is Aries, “I am”.

Taurus is ruled by Venus, which rules the heart, the upper chamber of the heart to be more exact, where Leo in some disciplines, is the FIRST ruler of the heart. HEARTTHYMUS HEAR THY MUSE

But I was told long, long ago, to consider the heart has 4 Chambers and we must go into THE BRIDAL CHAMBER, singularly to ‘marry the pairs of opposites, for the DIVINE WEDDING.’

And I am SUPPOSED TO BE ONE OF THE BRINGERS OF NEW WORLDS.

Okay, so in my dream, I was working at the grocery store.  My first ‘real job’ out of high school.  I worked full time and went to school.  I had enough energy to build a pyramid overnight back then, lol.

It was hectic, many people, lots of construction going on.  There were a lot of cute construction workers too, I was flirting and having fun with.

Some of the girls were ‘mean’ to me.  (I am sure we have all experienced some version of this in our lives?)  Kelly Ann Conway was in the dream.  Now, I am no fan of hers, but in the dream, I kept trying to be kind to her, and I was working hard, and she was accusing me of making a mess, that I did not make.

Of course, this irritated me, because I am extremely conscientious about my work.  I have always   It is something in me, that makes me want to ‘overachieve’.  I was this way since I was little, perhaps having something to do with having 4 older siblings that I wanted to ‘be a part of’.  But you know how older siblings can be sometimes, they want nothing to do with you, they are doing ‘older kids things’.

worked, no kidding, 4 or even 10 times harder than other people.

I couldn’t wait to play chess with my dad and watched him play so many times with my older siblings.  I stood, eye-level, with that board, and it was so cool, with the little ‘people, kings and queens and bishops and little HORSES’.

Anyway, I couldn’t do enough right for Kelly Ann and she kept being ‘mean’ to me.  Dismissive of EVERYTHING I did.  Until…

I was lying on the ground trying to pick something up, and another woman that she was friends with, came by and dumped a heaping shovel of dust, dirt and debris, right next to my head.  Up to that point, I was being kind to her too.

But that was too much, and it got me upset.

I got up immediately, no longer caring about what either of them thought, because that was CLEARLY WRONG.  Who would do such a thing?

I got up and put that girl to the wall, (I will add here, that I am incredibly strong for my size or anyone’s size.  The strength is BEYOND THIS WORLD THAT COMES THROUGH ME, the same as it did when I had to defend myself with my ex-husband, or I would be dead and not able to write this right now.)

(I want you to see, how the universe works to wake us up, to talk to us and how it is different for all of us too.  PAY ATTENTION.  The whole universe is talking to us, the Angels, saint’s and guides, our own personal, Guardian angels, the people who have passed on, crossed over after dropping plumb lines deep into our hearts and souls to make that highway of a connection.)

Here is a SALIENT point.  You see, I got up to defend myself and knew I had everything in me to take care of myself.  And even Kelly Ann, who was so awful to me, had to admit that she was WRONG.  She just needed to ‘witness’ that wrong someone else did, because in her case, she does not see her own wrong doings.  We all learn differently.  Where I see everything magnified a thousand-fold that I do wrong, she does not have that perspective.

I walked down the aisle of the grocery store after that terse exchange, and on the ground was a dime, shining away so I wouldn’t miss it.  Those of you who have followed my blog, or writings, know that my dad gives me dimes to let me know he is watching out for me still.  (Those are what developing those heart connections do, they reach right though the dimensions of the universe and open the very gates of Heaven.  This is in part, why the GREATEST OF THESE IS LOVE.)

I reached down to pick up the dime and underneath that dime was a whole pile of SILVER BARS.  The class was all women last night.  Silver is the feminine element, related to the MOON AND WOMEN OR THE DIVINE FEMININE.

This morning, my dad sang me awake with this song he always sang to us when he was waking us up in the morning.  My parents were both, early risers, like 4-5 am they woke up every day.  I am an early riser too.  I love the morning and waiting for the sun to come up and reach into my heart.  Birds singing in the spring and summer.  Everything new to start the day.

This is the song my dad would sing and did this morning:

“It’s time to get up, it’s time to wake up, it’s time to get up in the morning.”

As I was writing my dream down this morning, I realized that also translated into: MOURNING.  There truly is so much mourning going on, so many leaving that cannot stay here now.

The second leading cause of death on the planet right now is suicide.  There are people who just cannot take anymore, their souls being crushed to pieces and the weight of depression can be like a Boa Constrictor, a leaden grip that holds every cell of the body hostage.  Yes, I know this feeling.  So many do now.

I woke up so happy and light.  A heart washing, cell cleansing dream.  (Pluto in Capricorn excavating, truly evolving the soul).  In the blog I wrote back in 2003, I titled it: ‘Pluto in Capricorn, the Evolution of the World Soul’.  I sure love, am awed really at just how much I unpack my own writing, it unpacks me in the process, clears the decks, if you will.

Perspicacity has always been a favorite word of mine. 

Definition: perspicacity, [ˌpərspiˈkasədē], NOUN: The quality of having a ready insight into things; shrewdness.

The other thing I do is review my class, and the energy comes to teach me as if I am living in the class all over again, how people ‘felt’ and what I might do to change and update the class for future attendee’s.

I need to know that I did the best I can, and that I am sharing God’s message and connecting people to the MYSTERIES they may not see or comprehend, as we are LIVNG IN THE TIME OF REVELATIONS.

There are the things I ‘think’ and then there are the things I evolve into ‘knowing’.  That is something I KNOW.

I also confess, I teach from the heart.  I use my own experiences, as I am now, to help people follow their own clues. 

I like to bring people to God.  I like to open that highway to the stars to connect people into all that is.  Into the ALL.

I KNOW, the planets are angelic beings, they are the ‘heavenly spheres’.  When I investigated this (as I always do when I get an insight) decades ago now, I did in fact find further esoteric information substantiated this universal truth.

I did a search today for you to follow further if you like, here is a paragraph from the link I posted below:

The RigVeda from Indian prehistory (Veda meaning 'knowledge' or 'wisdom' in Sanskrit), is believed

to be a mathematical metaphor for a cosmological knowledge base, derived from a musical model. (6) The Vedas are believed to be the oldest texts in the Indian subcontinent, handed down by oral tradition alone until c. 100 BC. (7) The metaphors of the Vedas are simultaneously descriptive of astronomy, mathematics, music, poetry and art. They describe a dynamic and cyclic universe with the harmonic musical ratios operating as a physical, figurative and literal medium between ourselves and the authors.

          http://www.ancient-wisdom.com/harmonics.htm

"Because the Pythagoreans thought that the heavenly bodies were separated from one another by intervals corresponding to the harmonic lengths of strings, they held that the movement of the spheres gives rise to a musical sound called the "harmony of the spheres."

(Ref: Microsoft Encarta Encyclopaedia 2000)

The Chief Ruler of the Planets is Rahatiel. The Seven Planetary Angels - Angels of the Planetary Spheres. Planetary Spirits, Messengers, & Intelligences - Angelic Governors of the Seven Planets. Seven Planetary Genii of Horoscopy and Heremetics - The Seven Olympic Spirits. ~         thelightworkerchronicles.blogspot.com

Here I will add, that when I died, swimming in the LIGHT (way past the light we experience down here) and heard, over and over: “you are loved” and it was musical all at the same time.  I can hear and feel this even now.

After you have digested that little banquet, come back here and read the rest.

The mystery, mysterious ways, MY STORY

I do want to know, I am doing ‘enough’.  And that dream and the insights from the third-eye review of the class, and the choir of angels all night that my dad brought, IN FORMED ME THAT I AM.

My heart is so very happy right now.

I am so grateful for this DIVINE BATHING.

I could feel all the heart connections, and truly that is what matters more than anything sometimes, that WITNESSING of each other, struggling with our own little souls, ‘wrestling with God’ to be renamed ‘IS RA EL’, just like Jacob in the desert.  I have the great fortune to see and be shown that people were awoken last night, and had their own versions of heart connection, to follow home to and ever loving, and present God, even if that is a new path and they don’t personally know the journey home they have begun: ‘recalculating route” overnight and from now on, lol.

Denying the TRUTH, THE LIGHT AND THE WAY, is to deny our own God-self.

THE TRUTH IS WHAT SETS US FREE.  THE FLAMING HEART AWAKENS AND CONNECTS US TO THE ALL.

Set your heart ablaze.  “I will return to you like a LION!”

Everyday, I get a ‘word for the day’, because as you must know by now, I like ‘KNOWING/GNOSIS’.  Today’s word: ‘Self-worth’.

Being raised a Catholic, many times have I repeated the phrase: ‘Lord I am not worthy to receive you, but only say THE WORD, and I shall be healed.

My dad brought a choir of angels to let me know, I am ‘WORTHY’ and to tell me I AM DOING A GREAT JOB!  ( I have to take a minute to enjoy this glory and allow the tears to run down my cheeks, and like kerosene, fuel my ‘flaming heart’, that was like a lion, braving disbelief and creating a ‘new road’.

Bringing us now full circle to the beginning of the dream.

I will also add that the experience with Kelly Ann, also reminded me of Donald Trump, who I gave the title: ‘The Great Awakener’ back in 2015 or 2016, can’t remember now which.

He will get worse.  You can believe that.  Because God knows how to wake each of us up and bring us back into the fold.  Even every lost lamb.

This is a heart connection people have…to Donald Trump.

And he is quite the ring master, he is orchestrating a very compelling story.

And as he gets worse, little by little, even the staunchest supporter (like Kelly Ann) will WAKE UP, even if it is not until, ‘MOURNING’.
That is all this is, this time of Revelations.

He is doing his job.  And oh, is he good at doing that job?  Only a FOOL, (0/22, SEE THE CODING IN NUMBERS I HAVE REFERENCED WITH DATES AND TIMES, WE ARE LITERALLY OPENING UP OUR OWN CODES.)

When you feel, that means you care.

I also had to STAND UP TO THE BAD GIRLS (it could be boys; it is just the way the messenger

(Hermes) delivers the information.)

The planets are ‘ANG-ELS’ that we read as astrologers.
EL, as anyone who has read my blog or taken a class, is Saturn, the Lord of the Rings.

So, listen, listen, listen, to your heart song.  Ask your angels for guidance.

I grew up with this: ‘Angel of God, my guardian dear, to whom God’s love, entrusts me here, ever this day be at my side, to light, to guard, to rule and guide’.

Because there is a war on in the heavens, in the places you cannot see, in the worlds within worlds, in us.

Pluto is excavating that depth while he transits Capricorn, and yes, he can be frightening, he was designed to do his job ~ that WAY.

When I first learned to meditate, instructed by one of my own earth guides, my guru Raj; he taught me to pay attention to all that I see, and there may be some ‘scary things’ that come during meditation, but just to see them and tell them; “Now I have seen you, and now you can go away” and go back, always go back to my focal point.

The monsters will get as big as they have to down here, to ‘wake us up’, in the meantime they will do a ‘cremation of care’ ritual, to help them as we make them suffer as these monsters, created in the grand ILLUSION/PLAY to WAKE US UP.

It is time to get up, it is time to get up, it’s time to get up in the morning.

“An unexamined dream is like an unopened letter from God”. ~Talmud

At the end of this year, I remind you that Saturn and Jupiter, ‘father and son’ meet up at 00* Aquarius.  (recall here, how I have instructed you that numbers MAATER) It is coding.  Just like we have our own ‘DNA’ CODES.

The dawning of the Age of Aquarius.

Where the particle and wave become ONE for those who have found THE WAY OF THE HEART.  THE GREATEST OF THESE…IS…LOVE.

We become, ‘the angel of man’…Aquarius.

You will see a woman with a jar, FOLLOW HER INTO HER HOUSE.

That house is LOVE.

Please know, YOU ARE LOVED FROM THE BEGINNING OF TIME.

We live in this finite human suit right now, but our spirit/soul is ETERNAL.  I KNOW THIS.

I hope, you do too.

OMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM

02/01/2020 Eve of Imbolg, Saint Brigid’s Day.  Thank you all.

Thanks dad!  I LOVE YOU!

NOTE:

Imbolc or Imbolg , also called (Saint) Brigid's Day (Irish: Lá Fhéile Bríde, Scottish Gaelic: Là Fhèill Brìghde, Manx: Laa'l Breeshey), is a Gaelic traditional festival marking the beginning of spring. It is held on 1 February, or about halfway between the winter solstice and the spring equinox.

Get out your red and orange candles and talk to the angels!

They are here for all of us, to guide us through this MIDNIGHT.

Alchemy of the Soul The Arc of the Ancients, A-Limbic System

Alchemy of the Soul The Arc of the Ancients, A-Limbic System

Chapter I

nce there was, and once there was not, a girl who walked with giants.

I am this girl, and I will start with a walk in the woods.

After a weekend of teaching about aromatherapy and Total-Sensory-Healing, it was time to pay homage and give my thanks and praise to the author.

They didn’t disappoint me.  Thoughts of the class tumbled through my mind, my notes, the comments from the students and the look of realization when their eyes lit up with discovery; I thought about the temple.

We discussed how the light of the sun, pours itself into our world and the garden of nature drinks it up with praise.  How every morning, we can see so much of nature line up ready for the sun to peak over the horizon and paint a new day.  Shrieking in rays of tangerine and citron, or gentling into the cottony tufts, the pink and yellow rose peels herself open and cranes her stem and bouquet to follow the sun, the aubergine meadows turn and stare, the periwinkle lilacs dance with the wind and arrange themselves all day, into the countenance of the sun.  Never questioning whether it would be better to be some other rose by any name, or a poppy that may sleep us wide awake.  While Beethoven paints this praise on notes of joy, Claude Monet reflected water lilies to capture the reverence that tacitly exudes the gnosis of the divine.

As the memories peeled back pages of wonder, my heart began that trance drumming, in the glory, I

wondered and asked again….why was so much opening and revealing to me….and then I heard the clear whispering of that watchful place inside of me, It is the time of REVEAL-ATIONS”……It almost dropped me, stopping me dead in my tracks.

Having my full attention now, one screen shot after another ran like a daisy chain of electricity lighting up the images and thoughts safely stored for this turn key moment…the word meant what it stated, to reveal, and like so much that had exposed itself in momentary glimpses before, it was multiplying now into a continuous stream of knowing…that indeed, we are living in the time of not simply the frightening stories sewn as a testament, but as a blooming under an exuberant golden sun, were we to follow his steady guidance all day long too.

We were being taught about our ‘essence’…and that word I had shared the meaning of so many times, would reveal even deeper; her majesty’s secret service.  Esse, comes from the Latin, ‘To be or to exist’.  It is a fundamental meaning or truth, of where one lives…. or what brings us alive.  Essential Oils, from esse and olere; meaning ‘to emit a smell or to be fragrant’ is comparable to the fragrant mind of being as one opens up their own book of life or their essence.

I have long believed the sacred act of anointing as the art of becoming conscious, to take to the skin, the captured essence of distilled light, and bring to the surface the light of one’s own being.  Immediately in the act of anointing, we vibrationally awaken the corresponding light within as the individual essence is enlivened to bring forth one’s truth, their purpose.  As I walked now more slowly, those thoughts melted into each other like soft butter and I looked down at the fence corralling me safely into the hilltop.  There in front of me were two words; one was the word ‘Essa’ carved into the top plank.  Next to that, just one more word was carved, Gypsy.  I have never seen another word carved before, and there is not so much carved into the lengthy line of wooden planks, not another marking etched in yards and yards of fencing as I searched through the rambling timbers.  Just those two words, essa/esse and Gypsy wrapped in the descending yolk of the sun in the canyons below and beyond.

Here is the definition for Essa as found online:

This is an Arabic name for males which means shine of sun. It is also the name for Jesus.  Slang; Puerto Rican version of "dude" or "guy" as in: “Yo essa, whats up?”

Essene or as Philo refers to the name: Essaioi; as the Greek form of the original name that according to his etymology signifies "holiness". 

I try to be a servant of the Most High, in my human form that is flawed.

To this, we can add the "Tetragrammaton" which is the four letters "YHWH", derived from the verb that means "to be", and is considered in Judaism to be the proper name of the God of Israel used in the Bible. 

Gypsy, for me comes from Egypt and represents the black earth, or black land.  It is often referred to as being ‘occult which means hidden’ since it is blackened earth from the fertile Nile and represents a lot of what we know of as mystical. These strong origins, or at the least, a long history of practice in Egypt form the basis of the unbound book called the Tarot, which we also find the word Torah and orat-e..  The land of ‘Khem or Chem’ as it is known, means the black land and is the root of chemistry and alchemy.  In my own belief and alchemical knowledge by now, the master known as ‘Jesus’ was teaching these very secrets along with Mary Magdalene and they were ‘gypsy’s’ teaching the Essenic knowledge. 

The word essential comes from the Latin "esse" (to be or to exist), where "Essene" stems from the Aramaic word- asayya- meaning physician, which corresponds to the Greek word - essenoi and at once denoting something essaios: that is something secret or mystic. In fact the group known
as the "Essenes" was called "the Therapeutae".

That these two words are together is beyond profound, and they were there just for me to find on this day; written by the secret hand of the universe.  The use of essential oils has been dated back some 5000 years ago, because of residue found in clay pots during excavations at Karnac and Thebes; we know they were used as medicine and in the process of mummification.  There is the jar, which contains the ‘sacred oil’ for anointing that is kept for use with the Ark of the Covenant to transform mere mortals into angels.  We know that in the story of the New Testament, two of the three gifts the Magi bring to the newly born savior, are Myrrh and Frankincense and what are they brought with? They are accompanied by something else of great value, gold.  We also know that Jesus is anointed by ‘Nard’ oil, by Mary Magdalene.  I will go into the deeper meanings of those essential oils in later chapters and most certainly, one of my guide’s, Mary Magdalene.

This is how life speaks to me, how it winds me down a path of discovery to stand literally atop a small plateau in the valley and make me her private student.  I went over the part in class when I talk about the body as a vessel, the bottom hips and belly more like a bowl and the head like a vase and the vision of wine sparkling in a glass as I twirled it, once again begged me to look deeper.  Things catch my mind like fly paper and stick one thought to another till the page is full and weighs me down lest I find some way to release it onto a stage, a page, an ear who can witness with me, such exotic fare that is not yet found by my eyes or ears in the symphony I find it playing my own world.

Wine, the first miracle of Jesus was at the wedding feast. His mother Mary (always with me, with us) comes to her son Jesus/Jeshua and tells Him there is not enough wine left for the wedding guests.  Jesus responds “Woman, why are you saying this to me? My time has not yet come.”  His mother told the servants, “Whatever he tells you, do it.”

Now you see, here is where I think a lot of people get lost by the false terrorism of screaming banshees who thieve them into worrying whether the story is real or not.

To me it is a silly consideration, robbing us of the deeper truth that is hidden far all who have eyes to see.

The real question to be asked is not if, but why?  Why on earth would the first miracle performed in a book of testimony that has waged wars and conquered multitudes and yet eludes the ‘masses’ and even I am sure the very elect themselves from its treasures, be a story about making more wine for a wedding feast?  Even in the commercials, the boast is that their ‘special grape will not be served before its time’.

Why is it not Jesus time yet?  Still he listens and those who are ‘serving’ wisely listen to the mother Mary. In John 2 the story continues:  ⁶And there were set there six water pots of stone, after the manner of the purifying of the Jews, containing two or three firkins apiece.

⁷Jesus saith unto them, Fill the water pots with water. And they filled them up to the brim.

⁸And he saith unto them, Draw out now, and bear unto the governor of the feast. And they bare it.

⁹When the ruler of the feast had tasted the water that was made wine, and knew not whence it was: (but the servants who drew the water knew) the governor of the feast called the bridegroom,

¹⁰And saith unto him, every man at the beginning doth set forth good wine; and when men have well drunk, then that which is worse: but thou hast kept the good wine until now.

Now, I think about how we are made up of water, over 80% of our bodies is mostly water.  Even the earth spinning on her axis mysteriously contains an almost equal amount ~of water in her surface.  We are told in Genesis or from the beginning…that we are created from clay, from the good sweet earth and that we are vessels ourselves to hold the water ~ that God Breathed life into our nostrils with His own breath.

And the LORD God formed man of the dust of the ground and breathed into his nostrils the breath of life; and man became a living soul.” Genesis 2: ⁷

There we are ~ made from the dust, the earth….and breathed into life just as we must let a good wine breathe too.  All of it sewn together in my mind as the warm air cocooned me.  The clay vessels are symbolic of us and our own water bodies inside the temple.

I sat down and put my hands on the earth, as I had learned to do to feel her support and to feel her rise up to meet me as she always did to support my ~ our every step of life.

I felt the Erie Indians walking around between dimensions while not 20 feet away their own vessels slept secretly beneath under the softly rolling sacred burial mounds.

So too had I wondered about my own tribes who swam lifetimes before me and into this being, I now inhabited.  The fighting tribes of people who spent their lives dry over differences when only the wrapping of the same breath inhabited us all.  I needed to rectify both my Christian upbringing, and the distant path of the Cherokee Indian grandmother on my father’s side. The ground I now walked upon and came from wrote a different prayer, one that combined both.  I needed to honour both, to contain the truths of one while respecting the traditions of the Native Americans who knew the earth as a living being and lived life as a payer.  This is what came about:

Our mother earth, who gives birth to us, who nourishes, supports and sustains us, and holds the waters that nourish, cleanse and connect us reflecting back who we are; under the father sun, who strengthens, guides and enlightens us, I pray  by the power of the holy spirit that the great creator’s will, Thy Will Be Done through me; and I give thanks for the breath of god, who fills our lungs with air and life, and lifts our thoughts and our prayers up to the most high with the winged ones, and by the power of the Holy spirit returns to this earthly vessel which art in heaven, hallowed be thy name.

Thy kingdom and thy queendom come, ON EARTH AS IT IS IN HEAVEN, give us this day our daily bread and forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us.

That prayer didn’t really open itself up to me, until I started to say it this way.

Then I realized why it was the Lord’s favorite prayer.  Even though I have embellished it now, that is what it took to realize what the prayer meant.

I believe that is how in part, the mystery of the first miracle revealed itself to me.  We are such a disparate people.  We all grow from the vine ….

Anyone who has lived long enough has trampled the grapes of wrath.  We find the bitter sweetness of sorrow to be a wisdom vein that has been intravenously feeding our spirit~

To reveal to us the meaning of our lives and who we are….

Now, the Mayans call this the ‘time of the great revealing’.  When I investigated the word ‘Apocalypse’ what I found astonished me, because I hadn’t thought of it in this way, but always in the fear mongering sense, when it means: ‘the thinning of the veil’.

So what is happening right now is a ‘thinning of the veil’ and as this peels back, like all the layers that we also have been ‘healing’ in ourselves, it reveals things that have been right in front of us all along.  This happens on every level, just like the layers we have been healing.

Just as the layers of the sacred teachings are opening up their secrets, so too are the layers of activity in Politics, Religions (church leaders scandals of pedophilia, theft, Satanism, etc.) the text books that are filled with lies, the unraveling of energy knowledge, historical skewing and rewriting, etc.

Even as a story is spun now, it is quickly unraveled and displayed neatly for those who have eyes to see.  This happens in layers too.  The more unaware someone is of how it plays out in their own personal life, the less likely they are to truly unravel the greater story.

Each layer, each veil to the sacred (this is also why women wear veils, which after a whole wedding ceremony, the man is told he can now ‘lift’ and kiss the bride) is like a curtain on the stage of life that falls, to reveal the emperor has no clothes,  “Pay no attention to the man behind the curtain.” (The wizard in the Wizard of Oz) I say pay very close attention.  Behind the veil is the mystery, but the light is so bright, one must be properly prepared, and see with their spiritual eyes.

From the Gospel of Thomas: 2. Jesus said, "Those who seek should not stop seeking until they find. When they find, they will be disturbed. When they are disturbed, they will marvel, and will reign overall. [And after they have reigned, they will rest.]"

She whispered to me the words: “Take this bread and drink from it, it is the cup of my blood, it is the blood of the new and everlasting covenant”. 

“Times, times and a half”; I read those words so many times and wondered what they really meant.  There it was as clear as day.  We take the body and the blood of Christ, the savior (the meaning of the name Jesus/Joshua is Saviour) into our being over and over.  In doing so, we finally understand that Christ was showing us the WAY, which was to awaken the Christed Being within ourselves. 
We are the body and the blood that will be turned into the fruit of the vine at the sacred wedding, the alchemical marriage in Communion.

They said to Him, "Shall we then, as children, enter the Kingdom?"

            Jesus said to them, "When you make the two one, and when you make the inside like the outside             and the outside like the inside, and the above like the below, 

            and when you make the male and the female one and the same, 

            so that the male not be male nor the female female; and when you fashion eyes 

            in the place of an eye, and a hand in place of a hand, and a foot in place of a foot, and

a likeness in place of a likeness; then will you enter [the Kingdom]." ~The Gospel of Thomas

And this: The light of the body is the eye: therefore, when thine eye is single, thy whole body also is full of light; but when thine eye is evil, thy body also is full of darkness. ~Luke 11:34

The very first miracle leads the way to the teaching of Jesus and is obvious if we have eyes to see.  The story leads us all the way to Christ the savior being hung on the cross.

He dies to this world, and then is risen. 

Who is with Him at every passage?  Mary Magdalene is with Him.  It is She who comes to His tomb (symbolic of the empty body that holds life/spirit).

When She arrives, she sees a man she mistakenly identifies as ‘the gardener’.  Jesus says to her: “Woman why do you look for the living among the dead?”

                        24 On the first day of the week, very early in the morning, the women took the spices they had prepared and went to the tomb. ² They found the stone rolled away from the tomb, ³ but when they entered, they did not find the body of the Lord Jesus. ⁴ While they were wondering about this, suddenly two men in clothes that gleamed like lightning stood beside them. ⁵ In their fright the women bowed down with their faces to the ground, but the men said to them, “Why do you look for the living among the dead? ⁶ He is not here; he has risen! Remember how he told you, while he was still with you in Galilee: ⁷ ‘The Son of Man must be delivered over to the hands of sinners, be crucified and on the third day be raised again.’ ” ⁸ Then they remembered his words.

⁹ When they came back from the tomb, they told all these things to the Eleven and to all the others. ¹⁰ It was Mary Magdalene, Joanna, Mary the mother of James, and the others with them who told this to the apostles. ¹¹ But they did not believe the women, because their words seemed to them like nonsense. ¹² Peter, however, got up and ran to the tomb. Bending over, he saw the strips of linen lying by themselves, and he went away, wondering to himself what had happened. ~Luke 24

Etymologically we find this: Galilee "northernmost province of Palestine," late 12c., from L. Galilaea, Gk. Galilaia, from Heb. Haggalil, lit. "The District," a compressed form of Gelil haggoyim "the District of Nations" (cf. Isa. viii:23).

 ⁴⁴ He said to them, “This is what I told you while I was still with you: Everything must be fulfilled that is written about me in the Law of Moses, the Prophets and the Psalms.”

⁴⁵ Then he opened their minds so they could understand the Scriptures. ⁴⁶ He told them, “This is what is written: The Messiah will suffer and rise from the dead on the third day, ⁴⁷ and repentance for the forgiveness of sins will be preached in his name to all nations, beginning at Jerusalem. ⁴⁸ You are witnesses of these things. ⁴⁹ I am going to send you what my Father has promised; but stay in the city until you have been clothed with power from on high.”

            ³⁶ While they were still talking about this, Jesus himself stood among them and said to them, “Peace be with you.”

³⁷ They were startled and frightened, thinking they saw a ghost. ³⁸ He said to them, “Why are you troubled, and why do doubts rise in your minds? ³⁹ Look at my hands and my feet. It is I myself! Touch me and see; a ghost does not have flesh and bones, as you see I have.”

One day while meditating, as my breathing took me into an altered state, the contact with the holy spirit within me, that witness that monitors all I do, became decidedly separate and I had no doubt that my body was a simple vessel for the holy spirit.

Now, we have also been told that there are ‘holy and unholy, clean and unclean’ spirits.  It is up to us to decide which one will win our decision and which one we will follow.

I refer you to the story of Jesus in the desert for assistance, since now more than ever we see people following many who are falsely teaching to worship the things that will turn to dust.

17 Jesus saith unto her, Touch me not; for I am not yet ascended to my Father: but go to my brethren, and say unto them, I ascend unto my Father, and your Father; and to my God, and your God. ~ John 20:17

            She wept as she thought of her Lord, slain by wicked men, and not even allowed to rest in his grave. And still weeping, she stooped and looked into the tomb. There she saw two men in white garments sitting, one at the head, the other at the feet, where the body of Jesus had lain. They were the two angels whom the other women had seen, but Mary Magdalene did not know this. One of them said to her, "Woman, why do you weep?"

She answered, "Because they have taken away my Lord; and I do not know where they have laid him." Something caused her to turn around; and she saw a man standing behind her. It was Jesus; but her eyes were held for a moment from knowing him. He said to her, "Woman, why do you weep?"

She supposed that he was the gardener, and said, hardly looking at him, "Sir, if you have carried him out of this place, tell me where you have laid him, and I will take him away." Then the stranger spoke her name, "Mary!" and she knew that he was Jesus, no longer dead, but living. She turned around and fell before him, and was about to seize his feet, as she said, "My Master!"

But Jesus said to her, "Do not take hold of me; I am not yet going away to my Father. But go to my brothers, and say to them, I go up to my Father, and to your Father, to my God, and your God."

Mary Magdalene came and told the disciples how she had seen the Lord, and how he had spoken these things to her. So this was the first time that any one saw Jesus after he rose from the dead.

        Jesus said to her, "Do not cling to Me, for I have not yet ascended to My Father; but go to My brethren and say to them, ?I am ascending to My Father and your Father, and to My God and your God." John 20:17
Mark 16:9-11; John 20:11-18

One of the first major experiences I had during a meditation was the opening of my third eye to a huge shaft of golden light.   As it opened, the warm honey light poured in and I heard these words: “This is communion and you are Nefertiti”

My body shook and rocked, and great rivers of tears burst forth as they ran warmly down my cheeks.  This was one of the layers of learning that helped to awaken my being.  So many times, had I taken communion and heard the words: ‘Lord I am not worthy to receive you, but only say the words and I shall be healed.”

I had to repeat that process over and over, and then go into a meditation to have union or yoga with the divine.  The divine is within us if we but seek it to find even though we are not worthy to receive the savior, to be saved, it is only the words and we shall be healed.

Many years later, after working on so many people doing Total Sensory Healing and Integration©, and wiping rivers of tears from my clients, I realized that those tears are the living waters of life.  They were a healing salve necessary to fuel the fires of the heart, to create the ‘flaming heart’ of God; to ignite the fires of the Holy Spirit within.

I was there to bear witness.  It was also during these sessions, that I would discover the power of that simple act, of bearing true witness to someone, to the pain of someone’s life, their grapes of wrath.  If we are instructed not to bear false witness in the commandments, then to bear true witness was simply the higher learning of that commandment.  It was the sacrament of confession.  Sacrament is simply ‘sacred/sacra and mind/ment/mental; to open the doorway to the sacred river of life, the mind of God.  The word Element has this same unwinding etymologically; El, being the God of the Hebrew Old Testament and ment again being ‘mind’ or ‘mental’.  So, we have ‘God-mind’ or ‘Sacred Mind’ the mind of God.

The heart, as we shall see is the bridal chamber, and it is the open heart that leads the way into the kingdom and queendom of heaven.

            St. Margaret Mary Alacoque describes the revelation of the "Sacred Heart" of Jesus (emphasis is mine): “The Sacred Heart was represented to me as a resplendent sun, the burning rays of which fell vertically upon my heart, which was inflamed with a fire so fervid that it seemed as if it would reduce me to ashes. It was at these times especially that my Divine Master taught me what He required of me and disclosed to me the secrets of His loving Heart.”

We place the ‘communion host’ in a monstrance, so just what is a monstrance and where does the word come from? Monstrance: 1. Noun. An ornamental, often precious receptacle, either open or with a transparent cover, in which the consecrated host is placed for veneration. ¹

remonstrance (n.) late 15c., from M.Fr. remonstrance (15c.), from M.L. remonstrantia, from remonstrans, prp. of remonstrare "point out, show," from L. re-, intensive prefix, + monstrare "to show" (see monster).

Other words from this prefix: Demonstrate, dimension, demons.

⁴⁵ Then he opened their minds so they could understand the Scriptures. ⁴⁶ He told them, “This is what is written: The Messiah will suffer and rise from the dead on the third day, ⁴⁷ and repentance for the forgiveness of sins will be preached in his name to all nations, beginning at Jerusalem. ⁴⁸ You are witnesses of these things. ⁴⁹ I am going to send you what my Father has promised; but stay in the city until you have been clothed with power from on high.”

We are the Ark of the Covenant, it is within us that Holy Communion takes place and our savior rises within to marry the Sophia, Wisdom in the bedroom chamber, the heart/thymus.

Hear Thy Muse, in the Hearth, heart of it all.

Sadly, many people who start to open up the book of life, can begin to believe they are the ONLY person who can do this, and that they are THE SAVIOUR rather than understanding we are all living into our own sacredness through living the teachings of Jeshua and Mary Magdalene and through Divine Mercy which gives birth to grace: We need to tap into this misunderstood book of light, as there are many books of light, to begin to decode our holy beings, unwrap our packages/bodies to expose the truth and light of the world, soul shine.  Some people also believe that ‘they are God’, I don’t happen to be inside that camp.  I believe we are all aspects of the God Mind.  Until we learn how to spin planets into existence, calling ourselves ‘god’ is a bit presumptive and again misses the mystery which is enough, to be a part and aspect of the Glory of God.  This has plenty of magic to contemplate and behold, and we miss the journey in the extrapolation into a largess that is spoon feeding us life in the river of time.

In short, The Holy Grail ‘CUP’ has been hidden very well indeed, it is inside of us like a magic lamp, we need to rub it in just the right WAY, The Truth, The Light and The WAY” to give birth to the Saviour, Our own genetic make-up, is the Genie in the Bottle, Abracadabra.

My third eye begins to itch, I scratch it and bring my index fingers to the side of my head and rub my TEMPLES.

(Editor Note: El-E-ment) El is God or THE and ment is MIND.  Therefore, element is the God mind.

Everything we address with THE, is adding the prefix of God.

Editor's Note: I have since revise this chapter and broken it down into a foreword and additional chapters in the book.