Thunder Moon Darkens While Conspirators Collude

July 2^nd Total solar eclipse at new moon 10* Cancer.

July 7^th Mercury/Hermes RX at 04* Leo

July 9^th We (the earth) go between Saturn and the sun July 9 in alignment.

July 15^th The Moon goes by Saturn (aligns with) at night.

July 16^th Partial lunar eclipse at 5:38PM 24* Capricorn/24* Cancer Sun/Full moon.

July 30^th Mercury begins his station direct at 23* Cancer.

July 31^st New Moon at 11:11 PM EDT 8* Leo.

These are just a few of the star-casts this month, we can see this is a busy month with lots of activity to watch.

On April 30^th Saturn began its retrograde journey from 20º31′ Capricorn and will travel back to 13*54' Capricorn, where he will station direct on

September 19^th.  As a result this Saturn retrograde in Capricorn will be especially significant for anyone with natal chart placements between the 10* degrees all the way through end at 30* of cardinal signs, travelling as we will into that Saturn/Pluto

conjunction happening in January of 2020.

The July full moon, also known as the "Buck Moon" or "Thunder Moon” always shines in or near the stars of Sagittarius or Capricornus (on the ecliptic). This full moon will feature a partial lunar eclipse.  Only the northern portion of the Moon will pass through the southern edge of the umbral shadow and become darkened.  Do you see the signs all around you?

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Just before midnight on July 30^th, around 11:30PM EST, Hermes and La Luna meet up in the dark, for their clandestine meeting hovering just before 24* of Cancer, which is ruled by the moon.  She is getting ready for her new moon less than 24 hours later, when she will meet up with the sun on July 31^st 11:11PM EDT at 8* of Leo.  Along the way, she meets up with Aphrodite/Venus just before 5PM at 4* of Leo, infusing her with new insights about love and of course, MOTHER. 

There have been plenty of negotiations and deals being made ‘in the dark’ (behind the scenes) on so many levels, personal and all the way up to the world stage, while what is broadcast is another thing entirely in many ways, and this full moon eclipse that is blooming from the full solar eclipse on July 2^nd. Has also EXPOSED many things too.

Like empty Cicada shells, claws, limbs, torn apart, carcasses of former homes, old beliefs are being tossed aside, layer by layer and in some cases, calving off like ice-burgs, creating great waves vibrating through lives, overturning ships and pouring onto shores. 

The Pluto lineup with the sun and the earth on the 9^th as Hades settled on the plane of the ecliptic, brings in that plutonian energy of transformation in a more personal way, while tapping into the Cancer/Capricorn eclipses, is EXTREMELY POWERFUL.  It is questioning governments all over the world, while bringing in a totalitarian horizon that will become more prominent next year, especially after the Saturn/Pluto conjunction in January.

What you are experiencing now, will become non-negotiable by January of 2020, so wherever you can detangle and detoxify your body, mind, spirit, home, life will bring fortuitous blessings in this 6 month cycle, and assist the culminating transitions that will be exhumed by January to be ready for implementation in the most wonderful ways by the WINDOW/DOORWAY that will appear next year, in the middle of the ‘GRAND FIRE TRINE/ECLIPSE DOORWAY IN THE USA’.

This Grand fire trine, is A PYRAMID we are creating.  PYRE-A-MID, OR ‘FIRE WITHIN’.  Your vessel is being focused and prepared, for just this time.

December 14^th, we have a SOLAR ECLIPSE AT 23* SAGITTARIUS.  That is the middle of the eclipse doorway that closes on April 8^th 2024 at 19* Aries, when Hades has finally left his great wake in Capricorn and will then be ready to help lead us into a NEW DIRECTION ON THE ENTIRE PLANET as he follows the man with the jar into his house and wades into the Uranian energy of the AGE OF AQUARIUS.

As you look back, you will see you may have begun this path, got pulled away into other lessons necessary for your own clarity, Discernment, TEMPERANCE, and you now find yourself winding above in spirals, now you can SEE aspects that you have discarded in the cycles below and those you are honing now.

For many, a focus has been forming that is inspiring us into action as we once again, heed the CALLING and find ourselves in the very seat of our TRUE heart’s desire.  (The flaming heart) The word, de-sire…is literally creating, or siring that beautiful wildish soul that wants to gallop, showing off the new coat of many colours.

Another great Capricorn lesson, is simply to watch goats climbing sheer cliffs, Yes, I have stated this many times before but it bears repeating.  It also brings up the Hermit Card, because the higher up any path in life you proceed, the narrower the path becomes.  Very few can travel up to the peak in anything in life.  For most of the way, there are helpers with us, for a time or longer, however long it is necessary people, friends, family, visitors, animals, spirit guides, angels unaware, there exactly when you needed them, even when you didn’t know you would.

But at some point, you have to go that trail alone.  This is why it is most important that you have found your inner light, because the trials of such an endeavor are always going to break you even more, anguish shall pour forth and some will turn back…some will find that inner light fuel from way past mere words, mighty as they are, can even attempt to explain.

Many of you can break down and cry, and perhaps this will help you to do so if you haven’t, feeling very alone in so many different ways as you carried on and shouldered more than you would have ever conceived you were capable.

What deep wound was torn open children? (Chiron, the wounded Healer, will be at 19*24’ Aries, in the closing doorway to the great USA eclipse, April 8^th 2024, and do you know who else will be EXACTLY 19*24’ Aries too?  The sun and the moon).

Did you treat yourself with kindness and care and HEAL?

Find what is holy to you/in you and STAY THERE FOR A TIME.  Make time, make space to tap into your flaming heart.

As Mercury/Hermes pulled back the curtain at 4* Leo on July 7^th

He questioned our definition of what ‘PRIDE’ means, caring for the pride, children, once again emphasizing this Cancer cycle of the moon, mother and father.

What are we leaving as a legacy to our children and grandchildren? 

What do we take pride in and what brings you pride and joy?  Mars rambling through Leo will inflame passions in many ways.  Even the mighty lion knows enough to let the lowly mouse help remove that thorn.  Everyone has a wound. 

Hermes travels back in time, meets up with Luna and will release some emotional baggage just before he turns around to greet the morning sun, at the end of July, he has wound back the clock to 23* Cancer for instant replay.

Finally we find ourselves in the new moon on July 31^st at 8* Leo.

We will be riding some major waves through this month to get there…we see the fixed signs, Taurus (Uranus is now at 6* Taurus), Leo, Scorpio, and Aquarius in the first decanate (0-10*) being pulled into some swells in the universe, but not to the extent that the cardinal signs are being ACTIVATED NOW, as Saturn/EL/Lord of the Rings (whose rings can be seen now in the nighttime sky), Hades/Pluto wrestling with the tail of the dragon in Capricorn, Lady Luna who is just a couple degrees away at 24* and opposing Cancer sun, while squaring Aries and Libra’s…YOU ARE BEING CALLED TO DUTY.

Mutable signs between 10* to 20*, that is Gemini, Virgo, Sagittarius (Jupiter is at 15* Sag, forming a widening square to Neptune at 18* PIsces) and PIsces.  Jupiter will magnify every planet he touches, in both good and bad ways, though he is known to be more beneficent and auspicious.  Again, the square to Neptune/Poseidon will still bring some euphoric times and moments, especially via music, meditation, walking in the woods, etc. but this combo can also seduce people being aspected with delusion and illusions.  Unless there is some grounding into reality or this earth/heart, it may be on the more elusive side.

Hades Cross Turning The Depths To Set The Soul of the World on Fire

Happy New Moon Eclipse!

Our lovers, sun and moon are busy getting busy in this eclipse, both of them swimming at 8* of PIsces.  Who else is swimming with them?  Poseidon trolling her hooks at 11* of PIsces, ruling her waters…drowning Mercury who is barely staying afloat, in detriment at 1* of PIsces.  Holy of Holies…impregnation while our lights go out.  Communication?  On the one hand, there will be soft places to land, empath’s will be overloaded but incapable of turning away those who need that soft, listening heart.  Angels abound, while also being very necessary.  The LIGHT and the DARK.

Hermes/Mercury, ruler of communication will also drown in the illusion, submerge yourself fully, don’t come bobbing back up, only to say something you might regret..

 

This T-Cross, With Jupiter now retrograde hanging in the balance of Libra at 22* (power number magnifying relationships) opposing UR-anus electrifying Mars who is also in rulership at 21* Aries, is pushing for CHANGE/REVOLUTION!

The lovely Aphrodite/Venus is also in detriment at 12* of Aries, she is in the opposing sign of one of her domains, she would rather leave it up to Mars/Ares to initiate, so is not comfortable here…AT ALL.  She is all ALL-ONE.

Who is holding the handle to this tension?  Pluto/Hades at 18* of Capricorn.  Yes, the great malefic, has his hands all over this little party.  As if this is not enough of a good time, Jupiter/Zeus is also sesquisquare our Sun, Moon, Neptune stellium… We are adding the aspect of the Square with a SemiSquare Aspect of forty five degrees. This is an uncomfortable relationship between the planets leaving the psyche in distress. These difficult aspects, are also the basis we build upon.  As stated many times before, you can ONLY BUILD WITH THE SQUARE.  So, the discomfort, is meant to be a catalyst to create something entirely new, push us past our normal boundaries and go diving deep into Poseidon’s world.  Imagine Dorothy’s house spinning in a tornado, only UNDERWATER.  Now, she looks out the window to the frightening visions, Hades conjures up her worst fears while Uranus is changing the scene so fast, she only has time to gasp.  She also will submerge so deep, she will find she can breathe underwater. 
Now, during these ‘flashes of insight’ that will flicker in the dark and deep, look there…do you see that shiny pearl there…yes…there it is.  Grab her, hold her close, you have found the light of your soul.

Shining internally from the beginning.

Remember, this whole process has been long in the making, to CREATE THIS OPPORTUNITY, to expose your light on deck.  Shine so others can see who you really are.

Faking will be exposed.  The veil thinning like Arachne’s thread unravelling the curtain.  The mystery’s revealing themselves in a race with our monsters no longer hiding either, because they cannot.  This is also why they are trying to make people fear the ‘other’…the unseen…so they can tighten control before we ‘wake up’ and see the Light of the World.

Don’t forget, we also have EL, Lord of the Rings, Saturn at 26* of Sagittarius, in a lovely wide fire trine (ACTION) to Uranus and Mars at 21* of Aries the Ram.
There won’t be any cannonballs being shot at success now, but slow and steady progress.  We will be asked to return and review this progress along the way this year.  So, the movement is tentative.  The square might make you feel, ‘boxed in’ but jumping from one thing to the other, is probably not the best thing, or expect your feet to get a little fried when they only land in another hot plate.  Remember, this is forming…not formed, save for the seed that you came here with…to plant a future that is going to become more and more exigent.

We are here to plant a new earth, to imprint as best we can, the world we wish for.  It is not the one we have, but the one that is ‘being birthed’.

Get your seeds and bulbs ready.

This is a potent formation to tap into.

Create your vision boards, fertilize and water your fertile earth.

Light your candles that cast back the dark and call in new love.

Remember, these are tender shoots…can’t give them too much exposure, until they have gained strength, don’t go putting your little babies right out there, people are frightened and HUNGRY FOR A NEW VISION, LIKELY TO STEAL OR TRAMPLE ON YOUR OWN, IF THEY HAVE NOT FOUND THEIR OWN LIGHT, they only see their shadow from the light you cast.
This is a CROSS, it is okay to fall, try not to be so hard on yourselves.  Squares are BOXES, it is normal to feel 'boxed in', you have NOT MADE A MISTAKE that you are being punished for, this is a world cross, world squares...how they affect you personally, is designed to activate YOUR GIFT, YOUR LIGHT.  

In one word, this is AN EMERGENCE.  Know that you are being 'birthed' right now.

Be safe.  Be kind.  Be true.
The way will be made clear for you.

Spirit Sent Me...A Real Turtle Rock

I have many mystical experiences, including my own death at the age of 17, experiencing heaven, the fusing of G-d's love and light into my being as ONE, walking around with Jesus (float walking) and asking to come back.

During my divorce, I chose to live in a barn without running water, etc. To find out who I really am, what do I really believe and why.  I was also going through a financial dis-empowerment that I never experienced before.

I started to question everything, and was worried I was disappointing G-d, feeling I may have 'failed' at my commitment...to help my husband enough to make the marriage work and diffuse his overwhelming anger.  I tried to kiss and love all that pain that was buried inside of him away.  I was not in the war, I did not serve.  Was my service to help him heal?  For nine years I tried.  I wrote notes to G-d, prayers asking for help.    (One night this culminated in an awful experience, I just cannot share at this time, so please accept my apologies.)

Anyway, at that point, I lost my eternal optimism. I felt I failed my husband and the commitment I made to G-d ~ all of it.

So I was on the cement floor, sobbing, asking, and literally pleading with G-d to show me a sign ~ show me that I was doing the right thing.  Here I was with rocks talking to me, laying all around me in a circle, I had gathered feathers, crystals, and other various items on my walks following an inner voice that lead me around the island.  I thought to myself, yes...maybe I am losing my mind.

A knock came at the door of the barn.  I was a bit startled. Did I actually hear that? Why and who would be at my door? Should I be afraid?  I am alone and there is no one around here.

I went to the door and opened it....

There stood a native American Indian......he told me: “Spirit sent him to me”.....

I replied that I wasn't in a good place, that I had been crying, in case he was picking up on my energy (as I would have) so he would know that yes, I was out of sorts.

He replied with a bow and said: “You have already honoured me by telling me the truth”...very good.

I asked him if he would like to come into my barn, though I have nothing to offer.

He said yes, he came in and saw all the rocks, feathers, crystals, etc., I was gathering, we sat on the floor and he would ask me what they were 'saying to me'. I showed him some of the songs I was writing, and that I was starting to write a fairy tale about a little girl who wakes up inside a dream talking to animals.

He told me he wanted me to come to 'Sweat Lodge' that evening, and that tomorrow he wanted to

start to take me to the sacred places on the island, and that spirit had sent him to me, because he was supposed to show me these things.

Before he left, I wanted to give him something, but really had nothing to offer, save for a cigarette, since I still smoked at the time.  I offered him one and he bowed and said: “Now you have honoured me a second time.  It is tradition, to give tobacco as a gift.”

Here now, I will share another example of the magic that awaits us, if we simply pay attention.

Indian Bob and I took many hikes together.  As we walked the many different parts of the island, he would tell me the sacred stories that were connected to each particular area.

One day, while walking with Bob, the two of us cut a path in the crystalline amber stretch along the waters of the great lake on the ‘Emerald Island’ as Bob informs me of the mission he was told I am there to fulfill.

“You have been called to the island, to tell the story of the ‘Rock Tribe’ by ‘Clam digger Woman’, yes you will tell the story of the stone people who have been keepers of the sacred stories, throughout all of time.”

As he tells me this, I look down and see what looks like a clam, but slightly different.  I reach down and pick it up, rinsing off the sand in the cool waters of Lake Erie, it glistens in the sun and as the striations of grays and browns, reveal what is a stone that seems to be a petrified clam!  Immediately after, I find another rock, reach down and pick it up and it looks just like a turtle.  With that, and eagle screeches as it divides the azure skies not but 15 feet above us, coming what seems to be so close I almost thought I should duck my head.

Bob just looks at me with a look that seemed more dazzled and shocked than I was, and says to me: “They don’t usually fly that close, he is watching out for you and that was another sign that what I am saying is true.” 

We hiked up onto one of the many huge limestone rocks piled along the shore and sat down for the sunset show to blaze fire along the stretching blues running into each other in the horizon and meeting in the distance.  As he began his descent, two crescent rainbows arched into one another and again we looked at each other as we hummed in awe at the treat we had been given that day with each other.

That eagle watched me the entire time I was on the island healing and writing....if I called him...he came.....it was quite magical during an otherwise difficult time.

For some reason, I am always given the most wondrous magical times and love, even in my darkest hour.  Always angels show up to save me, guide me....real amazingly mystical times have I have lived.

The universe was speaking so loudly to me that day, loud enough for me to carry the message to this page to share with you right now.  It has been a long time coming home.

I feel each of us has a key, a sacred truth that is buried within us, to share and help each other wake up.  If we weave these stories together, we will see a much bigger picture that as individuals, are occluded enough to keep us wading through the darkness.

I apologize, for taking so long to have the guts to begin to share these stories, I have carried for so long.  Each word, is like emptying a sack of stones, to make my walk and journey lighter.

I hope it helps to act as a key, much like Chiron is the key to the astrology chart, as I was told mystically after taking a retreat with Barbara Hand Clow, and she explained that it was the ‘rainbow’ bridge.  Once I looked at the symbol (which is always a font of information) it was unmistakable.

Since Chiron pierces the veil, between Saturn and Uranus, I thought of it as ‘Parsifal’, who perceives the all…by piercing the veil.  I have taught this many times in classes in the years that followed, and shared many times on social media and with friends and clients as I read for them, or was simply sharing what was fondly coined: ‘a Gloriaism’ by one of my students.

The wounded healer, which I am quite visibly now, having a long doorway, that runs from just below my breast to the top of my thigh and across to the other.  Yes, I have been ‘in through the out-door’ and returned.  I know this, all life first comes through the wounding, even the ovum, must be ‘wounded’ by the sperm, to be impregnated.

My walking out and back into this world when I died?  That is another story, and another chapter.

Written in 1995