The Panorama Of Pandemic, A Mother's Sorrow

Clinging to the craggy cliff’s edges, the cold wind blowing, stinging your face, you cover your eyes to protect them from the penetrating rays of the blinding, blazing sun.  Capricorn.  When you consider the work and ‘monumental’ effort it takes to climb a mountain, it gives a clear picture of 2020 for so many.

It is also an apt description of Saturnian energy, and wherever Saturn is in your chart by house and sign, that is where you must put forth this effort.

For it is this planet (as well as where Capricorn falls in your chart placement) where you develop your discipleship. 
Without that discipleship/discipline, you cannot attain the rewards and perspicacity, wisdom of Saturn that eventually brings FREEDOM.

The beginning of this year, started with a line up in this sign, the planets all taking us mountain climbing and when you add the planet Pluto, the ruler of the ‘underground’ and of course, known by his other name, Hades the far more ominous sounding of the two, and then imagining literally the gates of Hades opening up the icy cliffs and exposing all the detritus, as well as the wealth that the earth holds (Ploutos is also the Greek word for wealth and the root of the word, Plutocracy)as shared in the 2013 blog here:  https://arcoftheancients.blogspot.com/2013/02/pluto-in-capricorn-evolution-of-world.html

Strong’s Concordance

Ploutos: wealth

Original Word: πλοῦτος, ου, ὁ

Part of Speech: Noun, Masculine; Noun, Neuter

Transliteration: ploutos

Phonetic Spelling: (ploo'-tos)

Definition: wealth

Usage: riches, wealth, abundance, materially or spiritually.

HELPS Word-studies

Cognate: 4149 ploútos (from 4183 /polýs, "much in number, quantity") – properly, abundance, possessions of many kinds; riches.

And I found this very salient:

Englishman's Concordance

Matthew 13:22 N-GMS
GRK: ἀπάτη τοῦ πλούτου συμπνίγει τὸν
NAS: and the deceitfulness of wealth choke
KJV: the deceitfulness of riches, choke
INT: deceit of riches choke the

Mark 4:19 N-GMS
GRK: ἀπάτη τοῦ πλούτου καὶ αἱ
NAS: and the deceitfulness of riches, and the desires
KJV: the deceitfulness of riches, and
INT: deceit of the riches and

Luke 8:14 N-GMS
GRK: μεριμνῶν καὶ πλούτου καὶ ἡδονῶν
NAS: with worries and riches and pleasures
KJV: cares and riches and pleasures
INT: cares and riches and pleasures

Romans 2:4 N-GMS
GRK: ἢ τοῦ πλούτου τῆς χρηστότητος
NAS: do you think lightly of the riches of His kindness
KJV: despisest thou the riches of his
INT: or the riches of the kindness

Romans 9:23 N-AMS
GRK: γνωρίσῃ τὸν πλοῦτον τῆς δόξης
NAS: And [He did so] to make known the riches of His glory
KJV: he might make known the riches of his
INT: he might make known the riches of the glory

Romans 11:12 N-NNS
GRK: παράπτωμα αὐτῶν πλοῦτος κόσμου καὶ
NAS: their transgression is riches for the world
KJV: of them [be] the riches of the world,
INT: trespass of them [is] riches of [the] world and

Strong's Greek: 4149. πλοῦτος (ploutos) -- wealth (biblehub.com)

Saturn rules GOVERNMENT.

What has been exposed is just how many and how much, people do not trust the government.  A lot of corporate money has been INVESTED in making sure people don’t trust the government, because privatization is on the schedule, but in many ways will lose out with Saturn and Jupiter’s Great Conjunction in Aquarius.

Those are some biblical examples of Ploutos, which I though fitting since this has been a year of biblical proportions, including ending the year with the Star of Bethlehem that the Magi followed over 2000 years ago.

You see, the Book of Light is much deeper than most people ever go, and then miss out on so much ILLUMINATION of the MYSTERY’S. 

Saturn and Pluto together can be MAGNIFIED FEAR which can cause DEEP DEPRESSION.  It can have a lot to do with measuring ones WORTH as their achievements on the top of the mountain/peak or CROWNING doesn’t add up to their hopes, dreams and ambitions (Saturn/Capricorn/10^th house rules ambitions).

You can also reach your goals only to discover they are not as fulfilling as you thought they would be.  It is at this point, that some people can fall into despair, others turn inward and do some deeper reflection, and still others turn their focus on new goals.  None of this is either/or.  It obviously can be, it doesn’t take too much delving into historical figures to see this play out.

A clear example of this is when men turn a certain age (Uranus opposition or Saturn return) and buy a sports car and want a new younger woman. 

It does not help that the Western Mind is obsessed with celebrity and fame.

I point out that fame, in and of itself is not bad, but it can be very difficult to handle that energy, power and RESPONSIBILITY which is also a key word for Saturn.  These men (and yes, some women too) have set themselves up to ‘live the American Dream’ and can feel as though they have fallen short or feel cheated out of that ‘promise’, which of course, is the opposite of the deeper gifts Saturn and life can bring.

Saturn rules structure, your home, business, bones, teeth, and knees of the body.

Pluto rules the Mob, other people’s money, insurance and inheritance, and the reproductive organs, sex and secrets or what is hidden. (like a virus)

Can you see how bringing these two together and then adding the Great Magnifier, Jupiter to the mix might bring to yourself, to society?

The saying: “It’s lonely at the top” can be further elucidated during this years revelations, in just how lonely so many people feel.

Which brings me to the full moon in Cancer on Tuesday, December 29^th at 10:28PM, when the moon stands across from the sun at 8*53’ Cancer and the sun is at 8*53’ Capricorn, and both ILLUMINATE THAT ENERGY.

Cancer the Mother, ruler of the 4^th house, the moon, which is also symbolic of people, can be missing her children right now, for all those mothers who didn’t get their dose of family during the holidays.  It can feel like the ‘empty nest syndrome’ for some mothers and fathers.
Even during facetime, or skyping/zooming whichever new Aquarian medium that is used, parents and mothers in particular watching their children enjoy the holidays, can still feel left out and unnecessary.

Here is a really wonderful article on loneliness, closeness and emptiness:
Microsoft Word - 07-OnEmptinessandClosenessII (cflarchives.org)

~By THOMAS F. FOGARTY, M.D.

“... Consequently, everyone is at least a little lonely, feels that he is inadequate, a failure — in a word, feels some emptiness. It is important to realize and acknowledge this natural incompleteness. The myth that completeness exists, the desperate search for it, leads people to attempt the impossible. If one learns to accept incompleteness, to define the fifth dimension of self, then he will engage in the possible. One cannot have complete emotional tranquility, do everything intellectually. If one tries to fill the fifth dimension of self, he can do it only by the unfulfilled expectation for it, by wishful thinking, by fantasy. When not acknowledged, people fill it in by drugs, sex, alcohol, money, attempts to accumulate self from others, conflict, helplessness, mysticism, causes, power seeking, phony types of religion, activities, etc. It leads to an unreal picture of life governed by what should be fairness, righteousness, what people ought to do, doing good — a dream.” ~excerpt

You can see just by that one paragraph; how many deep emotions are being triggered by the planetary
aspects. In the sense that we are COLLECTIVELY going through this time TOGETHER, we are not alone in the EXPERIENCE OR FEELINGS OR EVEN FEARS.

This flies in such controversy to so much of what is taught, and many believe that are not complete spiritual truths, now known as ‘spiritual bypassing’.

That also triggers many people, who REACT WITHOUT REASON OR CONSIDERATION.  They wear that false spirituality like a cloak that they hope will protect them from what lies hidden in the depths of their own psyche or past. 
This in part, is why so many truly great teachers of wisdom and spirituality, like St. John of the Cross who I brought up in previous posts.  His bittersweet poem now known as, ‘The Dark Night Of The Soul’ is just such a treatise.

How many were ‘following all the signs’ only to find themselves feeling abandoned?  Where did those signs go?

And a sign was given, The Star of Bethlehem on December 21^st.

They lit up the early dusk canopy and filled many telescopes with their lens trained on these two planets, Saturn and Jupiter coming closer together than they have in hundreds of years.

And, as I have stated, we are now in the MIDDLE of the Great USA Fire Eclipse.

The middle obviously means we are not out of this, but like the Solstice that happened on the very same day, the daylight will start to increase, however we still have long dark nights to get through.

St John in traversing his own dark night, came to the realization that GRACE is necessary.  That without GRACE there is not REDEMPTION.

I am also reminded of the ‘terrible angels’ in this moment, which can be so fulfilling an experience, whether it is angels coming through the dimensions to help you, or earth angels who appear on your road, when you need them.

It can also portend the NEED for such angels, healers or teachers on your path.

The saying’ ‘when the student is ready the teacher appears’ is very true.

But as anyone who has experienced the journey of learning different healing modalities can attest (Like Reiki) you can go through your own healing process and even crisis.  I have joked in the past, that this is in part the meaning of the sign in cartoons and fables at the entry to the forest that say: ‘Turn back now!!!’

This is not for the faint of heart.

This year has not been for the faint of heart.

And so, this is a gentle reminder to all of you, to be gentle with yourselves and others, as much as possible.

Yes, we have climbed mountains and overcome obstacles, but just as someone can feel an ‘emptiness’ after attaining a goal they worked so hard to achieve, the saying: ‘the higher they climb the farther they fall’ is also appropriate.

Here, I am shown a Glacier.  What we see is the beautiful peaks, but what lies below the surface, is far greater, and as in the case of the ‘Titanic’, far more dangerous and even deadly.

Interesting that name, Titanic.  The planets that Jupiter/Zeus releases when he meets up with his father Cronus/Saturn are called: ‘The Titans’.
Poseidon/Neptune and Pluto/Hades being two of them.

In this full moon in Cancer, it can be emotionally overwhelming.  So let the tears flow if there is sadness or sorrow now leaking from the vase that is so full.

You don’t have to feel ashamed or broken, but HUMAN.

The fifth verse from St. John:

In an obscure night

Fevered with love's anxiety

(O hapless, happy plight!)

I went, none seeing me

Forth from my house, where all things quiet be...

Do you see the comparison that is so lucid, to the time we are now all living?

Safe distancing, quarantining, isolating?

The thing about Aquarians, they can seem ‘unhuman’ at times, like a computer themselves, or the first android model, they rationalize so much, that they can APPEAR to not have feelings.  That is not true of course, they are often just compartmentalizing to deal with events, or conversely completely NOT DEALING WITH REALITY AT ALL.  As if they are just above this, it can be maddening for those around them that don’t view life through that lens.

They just use that mental AIR and decide it is not WORTH IT. (The square to Aquarius in the FIXED CROSS, is Taurus the Bull, who is all about ‘VALUE AND WHAT IT IS WORTH’.

The sun and moon form a T-Square, (Tau Cross) to Chiron the Wounded Healer who is at 5* Aries.  This puts the pressure on that healing to take place.  Be forewarned that trying to avoid this will make the new moon on January 13^th far more excruciating, since the sun and moon will meet up with lord Hades who will be only 1 degree and 1 day away. 

Currently a 26* Mars in Aries who is conjunct a 23* Eris the Destroyer (Goddess of self-righteousness and justice with the sword) is squaring Pluto/Hades who is at 24*Capricorn, so this can bring up all kinds of unresolved anger issues.  It can be very EXPLOSIVE.  People can feel (especially Cardinal signs; Capricorn, Cancer, Aries and Libra) or those with strong aspects to those ruling planets, signs or houses can feel like they are cornered with nowhere to go.

For some, it can seem as if they never can reach their goals or as stated previously, unfulfilled.  Futile. 

A lot of buried pain and fear being unearthed and exposed.

Another bi-product of spiritual bypassing, people not facing their own inner demons or worse, pretending they don’t’ have any and are perfect, this is someone who is even more terrified than those who actually deal with them and acknowledge the shadow self.  All psychologists learn this lesson early on in their studies.

Pluto/the 8^th house rules psychology.
Neptune/Poseidon at 18* PIsces is also still squaring the head and tail of the dragon, the north node at 19* Gemini (Castor and Pollux) and the South Node at 19* Sagittarius, disgorging all that he has digested, the past and activating ancient karmic lives, which may come visiting like the Ghost of Christmas Past.

Neptune dissolves this hardening square, making it somewhat elusive but also softening the sharper
edges, so it can be dangerous but not always so lethal.
This also brings the appearance of the Vaccines being produced now.

And yet, as we see from what you’ve read, many will still have a lot of fear regarding this issue.

Uranus is getting ready to station direct on January 13^th just before the new moon when he is at 6* Taurus and Mars has saddled up alongside of him at 3* Taurus, so this is going to be another powerful day, all leading up to the Inauguration on January 20^th.
What can we do?

Get one thing out at a time, try to focus on what is immediately in front of you, and break it down into a digestible, manageable process.  Unpack one difficult memory from your past and sit with it, comfort yourself and realize NOONE IS PERFECT.  Even if you don’t think you did your best, know that you did the best you were capable of at the time.  Unresolved issues that can hold you hostage to the past, also can create a barrier to the present.  Saturn wants to solve things and bring things to an end/peak experience and lesson. 

Sitting in the darkness with another can be profoundly disturbing and can provoke the need to ‘solve’ the issue, so someone (friend, relative, etc.) is no longer in pain.  Sometimes that is just not possible and all someone really needs is for someone to come and sit with them in that darkness.  Not to resolve an issue or make it all better.

When people have serious unresolved issues and trauma from the past, they can tend to want to skip over your issues too.  Put that pain away, let’s put on a happy face. 

The real gift to another, is simply to WITNESS THEM.  To see them in their darkness, that shadow and still want to be with them, WITHOUT making them better to help YOU feel more comfortable.

You tell them you accept them AND their darkness.  Their dark past, their wounds, or whatever painful episode they may be enduring in the present moment.  Wisdom tells us we cannot fix everything.

And so, being able to be PRESENT to someone, is the GIFT all by itself.

Take a bath, a shower, smudge yourself, cleanse your aura during and/or after you have experienced any resurfacing of your own issues or another’s, because that can drudge up your past too.
Take a bit of salt and put that in your hand with a bit of water, wipe this over your head and shoulders, down your arms.

Wash your hands up to your elbow’s like a surgeon.

Do a foot soak.  Of course, ArcAncient’s salts will be of optimal assistance for just this purpose.

So too, Light Spirits Mister, Sleep Angel, Stress Relief, Breathing Easy, Inner Glow, Courage and even Sensual Healing.  The moon blend is always helpful for that and the following moon, mother is guiding us always.

If you don’t have any of those, then use plain salt and mix that with Epsom Salt.

Go out and find some Pine Trees and inhale that scent deeply.  Feel that power and strength that comes from the Evergreen!

Light candles or light up the corners of your house/room.

This is in large part, why we bring out coloured lights and decorate this time of the year.

Aren’t they pretty?  (Even this one line, can make some of us who are feeling sensitive burst into tears, so don’t feel inadequate or guilty, it is a PROCESS).

Then kindly reassure yourself, you have gotten through tough times in the past and you will get through this too, even if you don’t feel that hope now.  That is okay too.  If you need to reach out to someone, please do.

Be careful who you reach out to, they may be going through their own difficult patch (Yes, even the most trusted and stalwart among us) or they just may not be capable or the right person to reach out to.  Comfort yourself.

Especially leading up to this powerful full moon and then BEFORE THE NEW MOON.

Make yourself a nice cup of tea.  Watch a good movie.  Draw, paint, find your Neptunian release!  Take a nap and journal your dreams.
This is the pressure that forms DIAMONDS.

Do some small project, even if it is to organize a drawer or even a part of a drawer.  Change the sheets on your bed.  Even that, can be effort enough for some, if they are undergoing a hard time/depression.

BREATHE.

Take good care of yourself.  If you can manage, reach out to others and assist someone in need.

Sit back, feel the power of the mountain and her majesty, and all you’ve managed to get through, until

YOU ARE THE MOUNTAIN HERSELF.

And as my own guru taught me many years ago, see and witness what frightens you, and say: ‘Now I have seen you, and now you can go away’.
The light is on its way.  Hang in there.

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Our Newly Found Inner Flame Lights The Way In The Cancer New Moon

New Moon, solar eclipse, June 21^st, 2020 at 2:41AM, 00*21’ Cancer

Part of Body: Sixth rib

Sabian Symbol: Sailor ready to hoist a new flag to replace an old one.

The sun and moon at 00* Cancer, form an exact inconjunct to Saturn at 00* Aquarius, this means that there is movement forward that is uncomfortable, and that the old must be left behind, though it will create dissonance in the field, trying to hold on to ‘the way it was and always has been’.
That needs to give way to the new, without throwing away beneficial aspects of what the structure does to support the new creation.
Also known as the quincunx, the sun and moon want to start a new chapter as we can see by the Sabian symbol above.  Saturn, the OLD LAW, Lord of the Rings will have to give up or concede to create the balance that is out of order. So much has been lost, the past four years for those of us that are aware, are all about moving forward but NOT losing balance, just as I wrote months ago in; the ‘shift of the balance of powers’.
https://arcoftheancients.blogspot.com/2020/01/the-shift-of-balance-of-powers.html

Lady Luna, upon meeting up with our solar ambassador, steals a little light, occludes him and passes

that torch off to the Head of the Dragon, Rahu as he and his partner, Ketu have just moved out of the Cancer/Capricorn axis and will now wake up Gemini and Sagittarius, the mutable signs, along with Virgo and PIsces.

This is also at 00*, which is POWERFUL SYMBOLIZING CHANGE.

But it is ASLO in a CARDINAL SIGN.

Red, the first colour the eye can see.  It is a touch me colour.

The Cardinal signs signal a change of season, the four cardinal points of the zodiac wheel, spring/Aries, summer/Cancer, fall/Libra, winter/Capricorn, midnight, noon, north, south, east and west.

The moons nodes, Rahu and Ketu shifting from the Capricorn/Cancer axis into Gemini/Sagittarius, is also why, the last full moon in Gemini/Sagittarius, which squared Mars the war god, was also so powerful.  Can you hear the war drums or that horn blowing?  This is CHANGE.  Like it or not, and now that it is out of the cardinal axis, which STARTS THINGS, and lit up that fuse in the RED square of Capricorn, FIRE ON THE MOUNTAIN/VOLCANIC ENERGY, now what was seeded will GROW IN THIS NEW MOON.

This new moon is also just a few degrees away from the galactic center which is at 27* Sagittarius. That is an additional sign that this is going to be very powerful, as it taps into the Milky Way, MOTHER of creation and our source.
Cancer, the mother.  Moon Child.

The signs are all around us.

Mercury has stationed Retrograde on June 17^th at 14* 43’ Cancer.  He will travel all the way back to 5* Cancer, when he stations direct on July 12^th.

On June 22^nd, he meets up with Lady Luna while he is still at 14* of Cancer, so this is a touchstone point, for anyone that has planets or points at that degree, of any of the cardinal signs.
This is communications coming back, as Mercury pulls back the curtain and unseals what was ‘Hermetically sealed’ before.
Ever try to open a bag of something that you are supposed to be able to open simply and it turns out to be a struggle?

As Mercury/Hermes peels back the layers, expect old acquaintances and thoughts about the ‘mother’, how to mother, and for those with children to have them come front and center in their lives, possibly bringing up regrets on how they raised their children.

No one is perfect.  None of us are, and we all have our faults.  Please remind yourselves of this, nor

was your own mother perfect, though for some that seems to be an easier relationship than others.

This also creates fertile ground to REBIRTH YOURSELVES.  For those who took the Inner Child Playshop, you might want to listen again.  Go through that ritual again.  Light your candles again.  Get out baby pictures and design your path forward.

When you go in and rescue that inner light, this is so prescient now, as we are living inside the Great USA fire eclipse, that began in August of 2017, the ‘middle’ doorway is December 14^th and that will be another Total Solar Eclipse, visible in the US skies again, where this will be less visible for the US.  That doorway ends in April of 2024.

Now, what is happening around the world?

We have people marching for their freedoms and rights, to say that black lives matter.  I wish they would march in Flint, Michigan, where the water has STILL NOT BEEN MADE SAFE TO DRINK, that supplies much of the area that is predominantly black and poor.

They fixed the water long ago, for Chevy and Ford who complained it was ruining their cars.  Can you imagine?  That was the priority?

This was all set off when Officer Chauvin, put his boot/knee on

Lightening hits the Washington Monument, the signs.

Floyd’s neck and held him for 8:46 seconds.

Now, there are several salient things that jump out, the first of which is of course, the incredibly sad death of George Floyd.  The second thing is that for some reason, the time was MEASURED.  And we know the time of 8 minutes and 46 seconds.  Now, here is an interesting analogy that popped into my head.

Did you know that the first plane, hit the twin towers in NYC on 911 (IXXI) at 8:46 AM?  In Jewish Gematria, one of the meanings of 846 is, “Living God”.

I try to remind myself and others, that God is still very much here and ready to listen, we all can WALK WITH GOD, like Enoch or Ezekiel.  Though it may seem like we are abandoned, we are going through a doorway, as I have stated before, a mass ritual together, our CORONATIONS.

8+4+6= 18, which is the Moon Card in the Tarot.

When we add the 1+8=9 which is the Hermit card.

So, we see the both the moon, that will take a powerful position with this new moon, as she occludes

the sun, and the Hermit, and both of them are luminaries, the moon reflecting the sun and the hermit having done the work, ‘sequestering’ to find his INNER LIGHT.

What is in New York Harbor that is the iconic greeting/welcoming statue to all who enter though New York?  The statue of liberty, and she is holding a torch, for FREEDOM.

Washington’s Farewell address, tells us that the United States, is the Great Experiment.

Indeed.

She is Lady Liberty.  See her own ‘twin towers’ and the twin towers on the Moon card?

All of this, as the moon occludes the sun, (Identity/masculine aspect/patriarchy) and Mercury/Hermes retrograde motion, tells us to follow and respect the MOTHER, NURTURING, WISDOM and the hermit tells us we were to go inside and find our own inner light.  Hopefully, this period will have led people to do just that, rather than simply fight the flow of all this water.

This also serves as a great reminder to those who followed their INTUITION and knew enough to take that class, that was so necessary and the feedback, confirms this in the most wonderful ways, I am eternally grateful for having been inspired to do that workshop and yes, there will be more.

You can still get that workshop, it is still vital to participate even though it was tapping into Gemini, Venus retrograde motion RX 5* Gemini, stationing D 6/25/2020 at 5*Gemini, still has us learning to love our duality and integrating this and our darker/less comfortable aspects.

So, please try and take that class, for those who already paid and took the class, you can do it again, if you recorded that zoom, just remember it was FOR YOU, one ticket, one person’s entry, and if you feel someone else would benefit, send them to the link to purchase, thank you for honouring me in doing so, and honouring anyone you know will benefit.  (many would)

Now, let me remind you that it was officer ‘CHAUVIN’ who took that life.  The truth is, we simply must start to honour women/mothers and that energy on this planet now, rather than the long history of male dominance and its ugly extreme, CHAUVINISM. 

This is also killing this planet, and we all must find a way to integrate this energy, not to create another imbalance by making women more powerful than masculine energy, but the BALANCE, listen to Venus as she also pulls back the curtain and reminds us, we must learn to appreciate all that we are, and with Saturn RX 00* AQ, here too, we are given a ‘do over’, as EL pulls back the curtain and retreats back into his own territory of Capricorn, REVEALING the road we have led, what we have built our world upon and where we can improve.  The earth only has so much, we live in a finite world, but with infinite and eternal spirits/souls.  We are LEARNING TO LIVE IN 3D AS ETERNAL SOUL’S as spiritual beings, all with certain gifts or skills, for just THIS TIME.
Now, for those who have not navigated the ‘dark night of the soul’ or who may need to do this again, but avoid this embrace of the aspects they may not be so comfortable with, and who have not found that true north, inner light to guide them, officer Chauvin represents You.  You still want someone outside of yourself, to lead the way, an authority figure to discipline you.  (This is Saturn in your chart, EL, the Lord of the Rings) and in order to become a true disciple of God, you must learn to individuate and express your own unique identity, NOT THE GROUP MIND, of what the ‘broken system’ has you BREAKING YOURSELF TO IDENTIFY AND FIT IN, but the TRUE YOU.  Otherwise, this is a form of suicide.  You are not here to be anyone else, but YOU.

Embrace all of you.  You are no more sunny and warm all the time, than the earth, the MOTHER is.  This is not a license to behave badly towards others, just an acknowledgment of all that beautiful power, that you are too afraid to use.

It is normal, to be storming and raining sometimes.

The dark night of the soul teaches us to feel lost, without a rudder, without ‘authority’, as if God has abandoned us.  It forces us to find that inner light/calling, out of the dark land, the fertile soil of   (EL/AL-CHEM-Y).

Egypt, Chem/Khem or ‘ALCHEMY’.

Those who were more disgusted and felt the plight of Floyd, and ALL PEOPLE WHO ARE OPPRESSED, have done more of the work successfully, to integrate your own oppressed aspects.  For some, it is still too fresh and they don’t want to go backward, RETROGRADE, they don’t want to live in that pain, or even think of going through such a terrible time again, they are STILL RUNNING FROM THEIR PAST TOO.

So, we all have work to do.  These are cycles, just like the cycles of the planets, of the sun coming up every day as the earth turns, the seasons, and once this is integrated and acknowledged more fully, this new beginning is welcomed and utilized to its fullest potential.

Just as a new day, can bring peace and a fresh start, even when the previous day may have been a difficult one, and sleep is always such a wonderful healer.

There, God can whisper to us, lead us through our own subconscious, and again the more fully one has done the work, then you also begin to DREAM AWAKE/LUCID.  An unexamined dream is like an unopened letter from God, from our subconscious that is taking dictation from our higher self.

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On December 2, 2019: Jupiter entered Capricorn to join Saturn and Pluto/Hades. When the planets are retrograde, they give us the opportunity to do just this, to review and examine the cross we came to bear, and once we do integrate that and accept, heal and appreciate those dark times, they become the gift to give to the world.

Right now, Jupiter is also RX 25* Capricorn, he has not been retrograde in Capricorn since May 8^th through September of 2008, when he went from 22*Capricorn back through 12* Capricorn.  You can look at your own charts and see how this affected you, and that time frame, to realize the review you are making now, through that same territory.

Do you recall that in October of that year, we had an economic crash, where many people lost their homes?

There were huge bailouts for banks, as the common working man suffered often greatly, many people lost money that has not been recovered.

Well, we could very well see a repeat of this financial crisis during Jupiter’s retrograde now, and we already know that many banks, and huge corporations and CEO’s have been caught with their hands in the till, getting bail-outs again.

It is already more than $50 thousand dollars, for each person in the US.

To help facilitate your own dark night's journey, I suggest any of the works of St. John of the Cross, especially his examination of Psalm 23.

Jupiter will travel back to 17* Capricorn, before he stations direct on September 13^th.   On July 14, He will oppose the sun at 22* Capricorn, while the sun is at 22* of Cancer.  So we can see, that Jupiter is repeating the retrograde in Capricorn in these degrees: 17*-22*.  (This is the clues for your own chart, and then looking at new territory for review, 22*,23*,24* & 25* Capricorn, hopefully you learned the lessons back then, so this will be a time when you can look back and give a sigh of relief, for the changes you integrated/made back then.)

First he will join up with Pluto/Hades again on the 30^th, at 24* and they will both be squaring Eris (strife and discord), which is not a good aspect, this could portend trouble on the world stage, but with Pluto also making a sextile to Neptune at 20* PIsces, this can soften the edges of the cliffs the ship might be tossed upon, music, theatre and art can help, as well as essential oils of course. Hopefully we will find positive ways to transform into the new paradigm we are entering.  (We are transforming, there is NO GOING BACK, OUR WORLD WILL BE FOREVER CHANGED, it is only a matter of our participation to be the change you want to see in the world. Hint: you must get past the binary thinking we have been reduced to, creating new neuronal pathways and implementing those changes in actual, physical ways/structures. )

Jupiter does not station direct until September 12, 2020: at 17°24’ Capricorn, eluding his meet up with Saturn, until the end of the year.

This new moon is also leading up to the next full moon, lunar eclipse on July 5^th, when the sun and the moon meet up at 13* Cancer.  Readers of this blog know, I have been talking about this period for an awfully long time.

Again, watch Putin emerge in a big way on the world stage, with his own sun at 13* Libra which squares the US natal sun at 13* Cancer, he is destined to have a hand in changing the US, and he swore to do so, long ago after Perestroika, the Afghan war, in which he has never forgiven or forgot, the US hand supplying arms against Russia.

Now, in this cycle of the Great US Eclipse, remember this fire pyramid (and I believe this has a lot to do with the pyramids on the dollar) this again, tells us what we all must do at this pivotal time.  PYRE A MID, FIRE IN THE MIDDLE.

Many of us believe that all darkness is an unholy darkness.  St. John of the Cross introduced us to the gift of a holy darkness, one that is given to some, as they delve deeper into their journey of faith, however, once you have done that deep diving, your soul evolves and you are strengthened, YOU BECOME THE LIBERTY OF SAFE HARBOUR for others.  Your vision expands when you no longer dismiss who you truly are and climb back up that mountain with your newly found gifts, through this self-examination. You realize that which turns to dust takes time, money, energy that could help you on your journey.

The work of St. John of the Cross has been described as “purgative contemplation,” (Purgatory) in which God specifically darkens a person’s will, intellect, and senses in order to test the authenticity of one’s love for God.

The spiritual novice may still be enjoying the ‘signs’ God gives us, the universe provides and when they evaporate along that path up the mountain, become fearful, this is when the Dark Night begins.
As far as how long that time might take, (we are all in a version of this through 2024) it is up to God, as St. John said: ‘we don’t know how long God intends or feels it is necessary to endure this crucible of darkness’. (cross/crux of the matter, Mars provided this cross starting in the last full moon cycle.)

 
Another great psychologist who has myriads of work on this, disintegration and

And then re-integration is Dobrowski.

The theory of positive disintegration (TPD) by Kazimierz Dąbrowski is a theory of personality development. Unlike mainstream psychology, Dąbrowski's theoretical framework views psychological tension and anxiety as necessary for growth.

I have been using cymatics as an example of this ‘breaking down’ since 1995, when I first started sharing the work I developed in one of my own ‘dark nights of the soul’ experiences, living in the barn without running water.

At that time, there was a visitor that blessed my experience when she stayed at the manor, and she asked me to share what was happening to me.

Dr. Staphanie, works with gifted children, and it was my good fortune to have been gifted this insightful woman, who turned me on to Dobrowski.

It was a magical, and yet frightening time for me in many ways.

Some of which I have shared via my blog and with some of you.
In cymatics, as the tone rises in pitch, the formations that are created, via sand, or some form of liquid, etc., breaks down and reforms again in a more intricate fashion.  Sacred geometric formations form living displays of just what can be happening, as we ourselves, go through positive disintegration and develop even more sacred doorways into our own higher self.

This is just such a time.

We have the ability, to get past ‘either/or’ scenario’s and create new dimensional doorways, as we fire our own new neuronal pathways and see both sides and find new ways to harmonize the two.  That is old coding.  (Go back and review all the new and full moon's with all the binary coding, and then adding the 2... literally a countdown.)

00* means we can create new codes and new paths, just as we did with Mars and Saturn at 00*

Aquarius and will again at the end of the year when Jupiter and Saturn meet up at 00* Aquarius too.

This is not to say, that all is lost, just that if you are still trying to live in the ‘old system’, and have not found new purpose and a life that is less dependent on ‘things that turn to dust. (a false sense of self) This period is sure to make you more aware in part, that you need to find security in the wilderness, as we create new worlds out of the destruction and chaos of the old worlds/systems/governments that are crumbling.  (This is represented by all the planets transiting through Capricorn, especially Pluto/Hades, and the aspects to them, along with the triggering aspects with the inner planets, new and full moon cycles.  The additional clue, is that Pluto/Hades is returning to its natal position in the US chart in 2022, and I have written plenty about that too.)  
To this we add that we are also in the ending of a longer cycle, the end of the Age of PIsces and entering the Age of Aquarius in 2026, though we certainly feel the shifts already at the foothills of this New Age.

Have your candles ready to light on Saturday, plant something that will bloom into tomorrow with your new dreams and visions.

We are boldly going where we have not gone before.

Thunder Moon Darkens While Conspirators Collude

July 2^nd Total solar eclipse at new moon 10* Cancer.

July 7^th Mercury/Hermes RX at 04* Leo

July 9^th We (the earth) go between Saturn and the sun July 9 in alignment.

July 15^th The Moon goes by Saturn (aligns with) at night.

July 16^th Partial lunar eclipse at 5:38PM 24* Capricorn/24* Cancer Sun/Full moon.

July 30^th Mercury begins his station direct at 23* Cancer.

July 31^st New Moon at 11:11 PM EDT 8* Leo.

These are just a few of the star-casts this month, we can see this is a busy month with lots of activity to watch.

On April 30^th Saturn began its retrograde journey from 20º31′ Capricorn and will travel back to 13*54' Capricorn, where he will station direct on

September 19^th.  As a result this Saturn retrograde in Capricorn will be especially significant for anyone with natal chart placements between the 10* degrees all the way through end at 30* of cardinal signs, travelling as we will into that Saturn/Pluto

conjunction happening in January of 2020.

The July full moon, also known as the "Buck Moon" or "Thunder Moon” always shines in or near the stars of Sagittarius or Capricornus (on the ecliptic). This full moon will feature a partial lunar eclipse.  Only the northern portion of the Moon will pass through the southern edge of the umbral shadow and become darkened.  Do you see the signs all around you?

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Just before midnight on July 30^th, around 11:30PM EST, Hermes and La Luna meet up in the dark, for their clandestine meeting hovering just before 24* of Cancer, which is ruled by the moon.  She is getting ready for her new moon less than 24 hours later, when she will meet up with the sun on July 31^st 11:11PM EDT at 8* of Leo.  Along the way, she meets up with Aphrodite/Venus just before 5PM at 4* of Leo, infusing her with new insights about love and of course, MOTHER. 

There have been plenty of negotiations and deals being made ‘in the dark’ (behind the scenes) on so many levels, personal and all the way up to the world stage, while what is broadcast is another thing entirely in many ways, and this full moon eclipse that is blooming from the full solar eclipse on July 2^nd. Has also EXPOSED many things too.

Like empty Cicada shells, claws, limbs, torn apart, carcasses of former homes, old beliefs are being tossed aside, layer by layer and in some cases, calving off like ice-burgs, creating great waves vibrating through lives, overturning ships and pouring onto shores. 

The Pluto lineup with the sun and the earth on the 9^th as Hades settled on the plane of the ecliptic, brings in that plutonian energy of transformation in a more personal way, while tapping into the Cancer/Capricorn eclipses, is EXTREMELY POWERFUL.  It is questioning governments all over the world, while bringing in a totalitarian horizon that will become more prominent next year, especially after the Saturn/Pluto conjunction in January.

What you are experiencing now, will become non-negotiable by January of 2020, so wherever you can detangle and detoxify your body, mind, spirit, home, life will bring fortuitous blessings in this 6 month cycle, and assist the culminating transitions that will be exhumed by January to be ready for implementation in the most wonderful ways by the WINDOW/DOORWAY that will appear next year, in the middle of the ‘GRAND FIRE TRINE/ECLIPSE DOORWAY IN THE USA’.

This Grand fire trine, is A PYRAMID we are creating.  PYRE-A-MID, OR ‘FIRE WITHIN’.  Your vessel is being focused and prepared, for just this time.

December 14^th, we have a SOLAR ECLIPSE AT 23* SAGITTARIUS.  That is the middle of the eclipse doorway that closes on April 8^th 2024 at 19* Aries, when Hades has finally left his great wake in Capricorn and will then be ready to help lead us into a NEW DIRECTION ON THE ENTIRE PLANET as he follows the man with the jar into his house and wades into the Uranian energy of the AGE OF AQUARIUS.

As you look back, you will see you may have begun this path, got pulled away into other lessons necessary for your own clarity, Discernment, TEMPERANCE, and you now find yourself winding above in spirals, now you can SEE aspects that you have discarded in the cycles below and those you are honing now.

For many, a focus has been forming that is inspiring us into action as we once again, heed the CALLING and find ourselves in the very seat of our TRUE heart’s desire.  (The flaming heart) The word, de-sire…is literally creating, or siring that beautiful wildish soul that wants to gallop, showing off the new coat of many colours.

Another great Capricorn lesson, is simply to watch goats climbing sheer cliffs, Yes, I have stated this many times before but it bears repeating.  It also brings up the Hermit Card, because the higher up any path in life you proceed, the narrower the path becomes.  Very few can travel up to the peak in anything in life.  For most of the way, there are helpers with us, for a time or longer, however long it is necessary people, friends, family, visitors, animals, spirit guides, angels unaware, there exactly when you needed them, even when you didn’t know you would.

But at some point, you have to go that trail alone.  This is why it is most important that you have found your inner light, because the trials of such an endeavor are always going to break you even more, anguish shall pour forth and some will turn back…some will find that inner light fuel from way past mere words, mighty as they are, can even attempt to explain.

Many of you can break down and cry, and perhaps this will help you to do so if you haven’t, feeling very alone in so many different ways as you carried on and shouldered more than you would have ever conceived you were capable.

What deep wound was torn open children? (Chiron, the wounded Healer, will be at 19*24’ Aries, in the closing doorway to the great USA eclipse, April 8^th 2024, and do you know who else will be EXACTLY 19*24’ Aries too?  The sun and the moon).

Did you treat yourself with kindness and care and HEAL?

Find what is holy to you/in you and STAY THERE FOR A TIME.  Make time, make space to tap into your flaming heart.

As Mercury/Hermes pulled back the curtain at 4* Leo on July 7^th

He questioned our definition of what ‘PRIDE’ means, caring for the pride, children, once again emphasizing this Cancer cycle of the moon, mother and father.

What are we leaving as a legacy to our children and grandchildren? 

What do we take pride in and what brings you pride and joy?  Mars rambling through Leo will inflame passions in many ways.  Even the mighty lion knows enough to let the lowly mouse help remove that thorn.  Everyone has a wound. 

Hermes travels back in time, meets up with Luna and will release some emotional baggage just before he turns around to greet the morning sun, at the end of July, he has wound back the clock to 23* Cancer for instant replay.

Finally we find ourselves in the new moon on July 31^st at 8* Leo.

We will be riding some major waves through this month to get there…we see the fixed signs, Taurus (Uranus is now at 6* Taurus), Leo, Scorpio, and Aquarius in the first decanate (0-10*) being pulled into some swells in the universe, but not to the extent that the cardinal signs are being ACTIVATED NOW, as Saturn/EL/Lord of the Rings (whose rings can be seen now in the nighttime sky), Hades/Pluto wrestling with the tail of the dragon in Capricorn, Lady Luna who is just a couple degrees away at 24* and opposing Cancer sun, while squaring Aries and Libra’s…YOU ARE BEING CALLED TO DUTY.

Mutable signs between 10* to 20*, that is Gemini, Virgo, Sagittarius (Jupiter is at 15* Sag, forming a widening square to Neptune at 18* PIsces) and PIsces.  Jupiter will magnify every planet he touches, in both good and bad ways, though he is known to be more beneficent and auspicious.  Again, the square to Neptune/Poseidon will still bring some euphoric times and moments, especially via music, meditation, walking in the woods, etc. but this combo can also seduce people being aspected with delusion and illusions.  Unless there is some grounding into reality or this earth/heart, it may be on the more elusive side.