Showing posts with label Tao Cross. Show all posts
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Tuesday, October 26, 2021

The Burning Of The Crosses We Are Hanging On This New Scorpio Moon

Saturn stationed direct on October 12th at 6* Aquarius just days after Pluto stationed direct at 24* Capricorn on October 7th, a day after the new moon in Libra.

Since then, both Jupiter and Mercury have stationed direct at 22* Aquarius and 10* Libra, respectively.  Things are MOVING FORWARD AND WILL GAIN MOMENTUM NOW. Hang on, the river is really going to start to flow, the current is picking up and this will have some crashing on the rocks, while some will pass through and will end up in a very different place, as soon as the full moon in November, but especially by the time we enter the November/December eclipses.  

Scorpio is about the mystery and secrets.  Forever seeking the truth, it sets about on a determined path to dive below what is ‘superficial’ and get to the bottom of things.  We all know Scorpio rules 'sexual appetites', which is also 'underneath the surface, life and death/creation'.  This new moon on November 4th is at 12* Scorpio.  Mars is flying behind them, at 3* Scorpio where he is very comfortable, being the traditional ruler of Scorpio before we discovered Pluto.

Guess what, this Scorpio moon and sun, conjoin EXACTLY OPPOSING URANUS retrograde at 12* Taurus, just minutes away.  This brings up VALUES again and very likely, will start rumbling deep into the earth causing major earth changes too, expect lightening storms to splash across the headlines, with many taking pictures of strange phenomena.

Mercury at 28*Libra opposes Eris still at 24* Aries and they both form a T- square to Pluto who is at 24* Capricorn.  This will bring up the marginalized again, and we can fully expect that this new moon in Scorpio will bring up both the recalcitrant and the rules and regulations being implemented to stifle any dissent.  This won’t be pretty.  Not by a long shot.  Mars has already activated this tense energy, putting pressure on EVERYONE.  

How?  Mars activated a T-square, opposing Eris the leveler and both of them, squaring Pluto in Capricorn.

That leaves that ‘unseen’ leg in Cancer, meaning watch out, it can kick you or pull the rug out from under you, ‘out of the blue’ with Uranus in Taurus retrograde literally becoming an ‘earth mover’.

This party is ONLY PREPARING US, for the full moon eclipse, coming on November 19th when Lady Luna will step into the shadow of the earth in a partial lunar eclipse at 27* Taurus.

Saturn (Lord of the Rings) now direct in Aquarius is flying into building the final exact square to Uranus in Taurus that will have us on the hanging on the edge of the universe, Christmas Eve.  

I wouldn’t want to be traveling, let alone flying ANYTIME AROUND THE 24TH OF DECEMBER.  I will be hunkered down, not moving.  Good luck to anyone who decides they have to travel now…

The sadness is mounting all over the planet in this pressure cooker.

Rising prices due to inflation may be just crushing for some.


Venus will be at the anoretic 29th degree in Sagittarius on the new moon, which is just after hitting the hot button of the 27* Galactic Center.  This intensity wants to squeeze out all that Mother's Milk to nourish us.  She will be tapping into the Great Mother and believe me this will be pouring in some milk to nourish us and each other with as much love as your heart can allow, and this will be what saves humanity from each other.

A little peace, love and understanding.

In the meantime, Lady Luna will fill in that ‘missing leg’ starting tomorrow morning, becoming more acute as the day progresses and she is finally also squaring Mars in Libra, Eris in Aries and opposing Pluto in Capricorn.

So literally, this is how we experience, ‘hanging on the cross’ and for some, leaving the planet with the droves of others who have left and all those (we must prepare for MANY TO LEAVE NOW) who just cannot handle the pressure cooker, leaving too.

Many are already feeling this intense wave, even drowning some, squeezing the life out of others, that began with the new moon at 13* Libra, conjunct Mars, on October 6th. 

You may feel as though you are stuck between a ‘rock and a hard place’ without any real, or obvious options to choose from.

This will back many right into the wall.

This will also help ‘weed out’ people ‘not worthy’, from your life.

This is when the ACTIONS speak SO MUCH LOUDER THAN WORDS, EMPTY PRAISE.  

That full moon at 27* Aries, fully ILLUMINATED many things, that were ‘hidden’.

The head of the dragon, (Rahu) the north node at 1* Gemini the twins, opposes that tail of the dragon, Ketu who is at 1* Sagittarius.

They are finishing up their trip through those two mutable signs, triggering ‘life/soul’ purpose issues and this can make people feel as if they need to, ‘hurry and catch up’ in some cases.  After a year and a half, they are preparing to enter the ‘fixed signs/Cross’ of Taurus and Scorpio on the 20th of January 2022.  Yes, that brings the other fixed signs into the picture, Leo and Aquarius and we already know Aquarians have been feeling the ‘push’ ever since Jupiter and Saturn opened the gates at 00* Aquarius on 12/20/2020, which I told you already was going to open up the ‘dimensional portals’ as the particle becomes the wave.  We turn from a binary consciousness, to one far more layered and nuanced, as the vortices being created in these ‘crossings’ literally reveal the ‘frequency’ codes, I have followed myself for many years, but even for me, it is becoming new territory as I can listen to conversations, following the ‘voice/vocal frequency’.

This has not been fun, I must say.  It is not fun, to literally ‘hear’ someone ‘talking about you’, making decisions without your presence and then lying about that to your face.  Lying even more, or saying oppositional lies to the truth revealed to me already, which only lowers my respect even further.

Like a child caught with the hand in the cookie jar, telling you they weren’t going to take a cookie, they just needed to count them, or some such thing.

As a parent, you want the truth and you can help them, but not when they blatantly lie.  You know how when you are young, and you think you are hidden somewhere, only to go back and see as an adult, how silly it was to even think such a thing?

Recall in the past, I have shared with you an experience, when I was walking on the hill; and I was told by MM, we were living in the time of ‘REVEALATIONS’ around 15 years ago now, I thought that was a great thing!  She told me, ‘the veil is thinning’.  I looked at the carved words in the split-rail fence next to me, Gypsy and Esse, both of which I talk about all the time and their own hidden meaning.  I AM WHO I SAY I AM.

The universe, offering me proof of all I was being instructed upon that day.

When I got home, I investigated it and sure enough, the word, ‘apocalypse’ literally does mean, ‘the thinning of the veil’.

Well, now we are really going ‘in between’ as the veil is always thinner, during this time of the year, thus we have: ‘All Saint’s Day’ which begins on the eve the previous night (All Hallows Eve, or Halloween) and then All Soul’s Day on November 2nd, when we honour the dead, those who have gone on before us.

I always make an altar to the far too many who have come and gone in my life thus far.

Since they have been helping me from the other side, I am living the proof of this WONDER AND GREATNESS that the universe allows.

I reminded everyone of this important message in the classes I taught.

I remind YOU now.

We have lived many lives to prepare us for these very challenging times.

And they are, don’t insult someone who is having a hard time by telling them to ‘let it go’ or ‘focus on the positive’…let people HAVE THEIR FEELINGS.

It amazes me, how they celebrate some ‘new authority’ on spiritual wellness, and people just repeat the new mantra’s or acronym’s as if they have not learned a single thing down here on their own.

Zero, discernment.

I must deal with knowing someone is a fraud, and watch intelligent people, act like the ‘walking

dead’ because someone massaged their spirit, comforting them with lies.  Down the road, it always comes out…but by then, they have now jumped onto some new train of lies.

Because YOU HAVE TO DO THE INNER WORK.

You have to go find your own LIGHT/PURPOSE and turn that lantern on to find your own way, or you have NO BUSINESS TRYING TO GUIDE ANYONE ELSE.

These people, VAMPIRES, are very dangerous.

Because without knowing their own light (truth/path) they will rob you of YOURS.  They will keep lighting their little matches off of your blazing fire, acting like they have found a torch, and all they can do is burn down the house, playing with a fire that BURNS if you are not using the container, of the ‘HOLY SPIRIT’.

It takes INTEGRITY.

You might as well pour molten lava into a plastic bowl and watch it melt.

That is what is happening.

You cannot BUY YOUR WAY INTO HEAVEN.  They wrote a song about that...

“There's a lady who's sure

All that glitters is gold

And she's buying a stairway to heaven

When she gets there she knows

If the stores are all closed

With a word she can get what she came for

 …And she's buying a stairway to heaven

There's a sign on the wall

But she wants to be sure

'Cause you know, sometimes words have two meanings

In a tree by the brook

There's a songbird who sings

Sometimes all of our thoughts are misgiven

Ooh, it makes me wonder…”

This brings me to the wrestling I am engaging in myself, and that is sharing secrets that people are not prepared to hear, and MYSTICAL TRUTHS they have not EARNED THE RIGHT TO OPEN.
But I have spent so many lifetimes, trying to show people to investigate a deeper space… and sometimes, I have the conversation regarding how much to share (with my Higher Self/Guides), and why I was allowed to come back to life, what noble purpose must I fulfill?

This is the Sabean Symbol for my Venus, which sits in my natal chart, on the Super Galactic Center: Sabian Symbol: A man teaching the true inner knowledge.  Venus is what we love.  Mine sits exactly between the support of my natal Pluto and Jupiter/Neptune conjunction.

Perhaps, investing all I had into co-founding the Cleveland Polarity School?  Opening up the world of Reiki, Feng Shui and certainly, The healing power of Aromatherapy from Mary’s Garden. (Mary Magdalene) Mostly, I know that when I was asked to take the landlord to court, for hitting my business partner in front of customers and finding out 3 ex-wives, all filed domestic abuse charges and this long time Cleveland attorney, got away with it.  When Mary told me: “I need you to do this for me, Gloria…” that was it.  Against everyone else’s warnings, I spent those 11 days in trial, being called a witch, every day, all day, going into shock, hyperventilating as they showed ‘proof’ which consisted of the Aroma blending bar, astrology wheels, Reiki symbols, etc., and have past-lives opening like Russian Dolls, in the days long, non-ending storm that was assailing all the windows in a pitch black sky in the middle of the afternoon, in the 21st century in Cleveland, Ohio.

We won the case (not a civil case) He was disbarred.  I did the job I was sent in to do, even though I had no idea I had signed up for it.

It sucks when you learn difficult lessons, and then repeat the mistakes you swore you would not have to learn again.  But, yup…we are all down here learning big lessons right now.  ALL OF US.

For me, part of that lesson is BOUNDARIES.  Agreements, what exactly does that entail?  Mercury RX sure ripped open a few layers and now still in the shadow, other things will be revealed too.

Both in our personal lives, and on the world stage.

Do you see?  WE ARE BEING REVEALED TO OURSELVES AND EACH OTHER.

Other people won’t necessarily have the same internal rules, or your version of ethics (Thus the landlord/attorney who thought the rules don’t apply to him).

When we add to this astrological cocktail, all the FEAR BEING POURED INTO THE PLANET DAILY, (Pluto/Saturn/Eris) it can make people do things, they might not do under better circumstances.

Because FEAR can make people desperate.  Fear can make another woman, turn you in for being the local healer…aka…W I T C H, WISEWOMAN of the village, so she won’t be tortured, she won’t be brutally beaten, she won’t have her ‘tongue cut out’ (as I have in previous lives and even in this life, accidentally bit my tongue off leaving it hanging by a mm on either side, while the blood gushed out and yes, that has come up in healing/past life work).

And THAT…is the BIGGER WOUND WE MUST HEAL AS WOMEN.

Because if we cannot even get that and bring every kindness and consideration within our ability around each other…THIS RIDE IS GOING TO GO BEYOND NIGHTMARES.

I placed far too much responsibility on my shoulders, if I say I am going to do something…I AM GOING TO DO WHAT I SAY.

You cannot buy SPIRITUAL GIFTS.  YOU EARN THEM IN YOUR LIFETIMES.

You cannot buy ‘true gifts’ period.  

YOU EARN THEM THROUGH ACTIONS AND DEEDS.

Women have been acculturated through many lifetimes, but particularly those involved in the Crusades, when 6 MILLION WOMEN AND CHILDREN WERE TORTURED, ABUSED, HAD THEIR WEALTH/PROPERTY STOLEN FROM THEM IN SOME OBSENE NAME/VERSION OF GOD IN THE FORM OF PATRIARCHY.

There is a war going on to keep women silent and, IN THEIR PLACE, right now.

This is deep, deep, deep in many layers of DNA and lifetimes we have lived.

People are tired.  You think you are the only one that is hurting and tired?

I have always had a revulsion for people who don’t want to work.  And now, we see and hear all the time, how there are jobs, and people just don’t want them.  Do we know how tired they might be also?  What might lie beneath this surface?  This is Scorpio under the rulership of Pluto (Smaug) assisting us to dig down and find out what might 'FRIGHTEN' you, a truth you may not want to know.  That is the reality, buried under the surface that is also our hidden treasures.  You see, when you are brave enough to face this fear, therein lies your TRUE WORTH AND VALUE.  REVEALATIONS.
It reminds me of the words my Guru told me when he was teaching me how to meditate and guiding me through those early sessions.  "You may see some things and they may frighten you, but you can say: 'Now I have seen you, and now you can go away.'"  How else do you think you would be revealed to yourself, silly?  Oh, that's right, we have been programmed with: 'Don't look in the basement!' 

Well, I have worked my entire life, since before I was even a teenager, had to go to my dad’s store and work and had chores to do at home.  An allowance was something on the Brady Bunch, but not the real world of myself and many of my friends during that time.

You know, it does not have to be a grand thing we do?  I think it is just showing up on someone’s path during one of my hikes with my dog Joey, and maybe being ‘that angel, unaware’ for someone?  Obviously, that means YOU TOO.

Who knows what a kind word, WITNESSING we can do for another, just saying hello, how are you today? ETC.  Any small act of kindness is what God truly sees.  NOTHING IS HIDDEN THAT WILL NOT BE REVEALED.

As we close in on the end of the year, expect that FEAR TO GET CRANKED UP EVEN FURTHER.  What does that mean?  I’ve already told you.

People can act even uglier.  People might sell you out.  People you might not expect to act discordantly, might disappoint you.

Because, this can get really, really troubling.  

January/February has Pluto returning home, after travelling around the sun to return where he was when the country was founded in 1776.

The last time a total solar eclipse was only visible in the US, until the solar eclipse in Leo, August 2017.

That doorway does not close until April of 2024.

Pluto will still be squeezing out the last drops of Capricorn until then too.

So, expect things to come down.  Expect all kinds of ‘structures and hierarchy’s’ to come tumbling down.

And if women, don’t get to the real deal and start healing our deepest wounds (and some people are also teaching to leave the past behind…DO NOT TRUST THEM, I KNOW SOME OF THESE TEACHERS AND I HAVE ALREADY SEEN THROUGH THEIR LIES/FRAUD AND THEY KNOW I HAVE SEEN THEM TOO) DO NOT LISTEN, WE NEED TO HEAL THE PAST, BIG TIME.

It does not mean you beat a dead horse to death, but we have the miracle and wonder of being able to visit the past and dream a future and use the present to open like a rose to us in the process.  Those of us who have both experienced this ourselves and while working with and for others, KNOW BETTER.  

But we certainly, must heal the pain and lifetimes of the past.  Even just the pain of this life, of wounds that keep us from moving forward, healthy, and whole, or at least, closer to homeostasis.

Do we really need to turn on each other, turn in neighbors, and drown in this soupy deceit being poured onto the planet right now?  

I am not going to write or teach anything about healing the women’s circles that are so needing, that is up to someone else.  Someone who has not been drained of kindness by those who mistake consideration for weakness.

In fact, I don’t really know, what if anything I will share with anyone, other than those in a very small, ever-shrinking circle of TRUE BLOODS.

I already gave… I will take a small return on that now, Queen Magdalene.

Because, I am getting very tired too.

I don’t have Respect to give those who by action and deed, don’t VALUE ME, other than in words that are trying to cover up the truth, that was already REVEALED TO ME.

What little is left, of happy, sunny Glow, is only going to make rare appearances to those who have EARNED THAT SPECIAL CHILD.  She has MANY GIFTS.  You cannot steal them, usurp them, or become them through osmosis.

BE YOU.  BE THE BEST YOU, THAT YOU CAME HERE TO BE.  DO YOU AND I'LL DO ME, BELIEVE ME IT IS NOT FOR THE TIMID.

Because, we won’t be trying to come down just any old chimney, to place even one gift, around the HEARTH/CHRISTMAS PINING PINEAL TREE.  Not if you haven’t made the fire, very bright.

A friend of mine shared this piece.  She also made a wonderful video/documentary on the Knight’s Templar in Brazil, that you can watch on Amazon Prime.  Please do…please read up on all the horrors women were put through…and why some men believe a sign of success, is having the ability/money to still trade a woman in at a certain age, for a young not wizened up yet (when women can actually help a man by holding them accountable) nubile and ‘trainable’ little girl comes along and is willing to put a knife in another woman’s back, the older, wisewoman, just as she was trained to do, for thousands of years now.  In fact, some men absolutely lose their minds around the age of 40-42, because they feel as though they failed at the ‘American Dream’ they were promised.  Even those, who are not even conscious of this inner daemon.

So very true. These were barbarous times fueled by religious fanatics. Never forget

"It was not witches who burned.

It was women.

Women who were seen as

Too beautiful

Too outspoken

Had too much water in the well (yes, seriously)

Who had a birthmark

Women who were too skilled with herbal medicine

Too loud

Too quite

Too much red in her hair

Women who had a strong nature connection

Women who danced

Women who sung

or anything else, really.

ANY WOMAN WAS AT RISK BURNING IN THE SIXTEEN HUNDREDS

Sisters testified and turned on each other when their babies were held under ice.

Children were tortured to confess their experiences with “witches” by being fake executed in ovens.

Women were held under water and if they float, they were guilty and executed.

If they sunk and drowned they were innocent.

Women were thrown off cliffs.

Women were put in deep holes in the ground.

The  start of this madness was years of famine, war between religions and  lots of fear. The churches said that witches, demons and the devil did  exist and women were nothing but trouble. As we see even today, there is  often a scapegoat created, and the chaos escalated in Sweden when the  Bible became law and everything that did not line up with what the  church said became lethal. The Bible fanaticism killed thousands of  women. Everything connected to a women became feared, especially her  sexuality. It became labeled as dark and dangerous and was the core of  the witch trials through out the world. (Anything that was connected to nature, and that of course, was first and foremost, women, the life-givers. My addition here, GOS)

Why do I write this?

Because  I think the usage of words are important, especially when we are doing  the work to pull these murky, repressed and forgotten about stories to  the surface. Because knowing our history is important


(there are people now teaching us to forget the past, these are not leaders they know this truth is coming out and needs to be healed, please do not listen to these false prophets!! They dismissed Mary Magdalene, the woman who knew the all, and will dismiss you too! *this is my addition GOS)
when we are  building the new world. When we are doing the healing work of our  lineages and as women. To give the women who were slaughtered a voice, to give them redress and a chance of peace.

It was not witches who burned.

It was women."

Author: Fia Forsström

Thank you to Kathleen and Wendy for sharing this with me.

Here is another great article on frequency and vibration…it is going to be all about this moving forward into any new world.

Could Consciousness All Come Down to the Way Things Vibrate? (getpocket.com)



Thursday, June 24, 2021

The Magician Raises The Cross In The Goat's Full Moon

Mercury has finally stationed direct at 16* II (Gemini) on the 22nd.

He will leave his shadow on July 7th, when he is at 24* II Gemini.

The moon, the last super-moon of the year, waxes into fullness on Thursday, June 24, 2021, at 2:39PM, when Lady Luna has stretched across the heavens and now stands at 3*27’ Capricorn (the fish/goat) gazing at her LIGHT, a 3*27' sun in Cancer.  Cancer occupies the 4th house, which is ruled by the moon, mother, home.  Capricorn is strictly business, goal oriented, they are forever strategizing on how to climb the pyramid of success.  This is government and governing bodies.  It is restriction and reserve.
Business agreements you may have made in the past, now seek attention and review as some of the uglier and darker currents are revealed.

This comes just a couple of days after Mercury went direct on June 22nd at 16*II (Gemini).  We can see why this particular retrograde was exceptionally strong, since Mercury rules Gemini!
We also had a Grand Water Trine form on the 22nd between Venus at 24* Cancer, Neptune at 23* PIsces and the moon at 23,24,25* of Scorpio.  This is a wonderful way to light up the grid and flash your true desires and dreams on the screen.  (What a gift to YOU! water signs)
The eclipses of May/June will bring some fruition now, so pay attention, as what you TRULY VALUE becomes clear, and we are somewhat through the wash/spin cycle.  This is the process of separation,
discernment, or Temperance.  (Tarot card XIV)
This is a preview, of the issues that are going to be processed all year, culminating with the eclipses in November and December.  December 4ths solar eclipse (new moon) is at 12* Sagittarius, activating the Gemini/Sag axis (mutable signs, Gemini, Virgo, Sagittarius and PIsces). 
Neptune also stations RX on June 25th at 23* PIsces, sucking us like an undertow, into the deeper realms of our subconscious.  You cannot help it if your sleepy!
The lunar eclipse occurring at the end of the year on November 19th at 27* Taurus/Scorpio, which is triggering that FIXED CROSS, Taurus, Leo, Scorpio and Aquarius; all working out major endings, clearing the debris of old karmic build-up and releasing you of ancient attachments that have held you back many lifetimes. Note these degrees on your own charts, to see where points and planets are gathering and being readied to cut away the dross.  Every layer of darkness you exhume, visit, tend to within you and cut away, is the crack that lets in the light that shines the way forward.  Sit in the still silence, caress the walls of your internal being, and congratulate yourself for making the journey thus far.  Comfort your tired and weary heart and bones, who have been through so much.  Cry for her/him…open the floodgates wide and wrap your arms around your body, rock to and fro and sing or hum, soothing and WITNESSING your own heroic journey.  I SEE YOU.

So, the churning will continue, as the bodies that were buried come up, revealing the truth, even as that Neptune magic, especially as Mercury is again moving forward and will move into EXACT TRINE TO NEPTUNE on July 24th when Mercury/Hermes finds his way to 22* Cancer.  Mercury clears his shadow on July 7th when he reaches 24* Gemini, so even as we see the truth revealed, better believe there will be a lot of obfuscation and tons of irrelevant or partially true bombshells are covered in tentacles of hubris and more deceit.

How to DISCERN between what is true and what is not?  That is what all this clearing is for!  If your VALUES spring from the heart of Pluto and your soul’s yearning than you will have no problem, since the truth must vibrate CLEARLY IN THE HEART with its tether to the moon in the belly.
The sun at 3* of Cancer is forming a perfect trine to a newly retrograde Jupiter (RX on 6/21 at 2*PIsces) so this is massively expanding HOPE AND JOY, a much needed emotion as we slug out of our Corona Caves (Jonah/whale) of TRANSFORMATION.  

Additionally, Jupiter's entry into PIsces, along with Neptune's transit in PIsces, when they are the rulers of PIsces, as well as all the aspects are directly responsible for the price of oil increasing, Jupiter EXPANDS, after July 28th when he retrogrades back into Aquarius, we may see a small reprieve, but expect that to blow up again when Jupiter once again ingresses back into PIsces at the end of the year when we must buy fuel to heat our homes up north.  The price of gas always increases in summer months when we travel, save for 2020 when we did not and gas usage was at an all time low with major reserves and tankers being held off shore.
If you’ve done the work and taken that lantern down into the subterranean labyrinth and sat in your own darkness, you are far more prepared for the times we are now entering, as we are now more than half-way through the GREAT USA FIRE ECLIPSE, that comes to the final GATEWAY in April of 2024..
This is the makings of great MAGIC.

DREAMS…IMAGINATION…CREATIVITY…SPIRITUAL GROWTH.


MULTIDIMENSIONAL

June 23rd, Venus at 26* Cancer OPPOSES Pluto at 26* Capricorn.  This will have people reviewing their decisions made over troubles and disagreements on the political stage.  For some, this can EXPOSE THE HEART OF THE MATTER.  LOVE IS GREATER, FAMILY OVER POLITICS.  FRIENDS OVER A TALKING HEAD WHO WILL NEVER PICK US UP, LIKE THAT FRIEND OR FAMILY MEMBER HAS.

THE POWER OF LOVE VS THE LOVE OF POWER

MOVE PAST THE DIVISION! 
On July 1st as we ready ourselves for celebrations about our FREEDOMS (which are dwindling quickly…JUPITER NEEDS FREEDOM TO ROAM!  Don’t fence me in!!!) the PRESSURE mounts as Mars at 12* Leo OPPOSES Saturn RX at 12* Aquarius and both SQUARE Uranus at 13* Taurus.  This is a Tao CROSS, (the kind that made Jesus fall) in the FIXED SIGNS.  Taurus, Leo, Scorpio and Aquarius.  Wow are you being ACTIVATED FOR DUTY.
This will bust up ‘fixed beliefs’ that have not seen the light of truth EXPOSE what has been corrupted, not standing the test of time and needs new focus and attention along with the brilliant insights, like ripe fruit ready for Saturn’s sickle, to cut away the dross and clear the way, as Venus makes her way into the corners at 5* Leo. 






This is EMOTIONAL INTENSITY.
The stars are LIGHTING THE WAY.  THE WAY IS LOVE.
HAPPY SOLSTICE BLESSINGS TO ALL.




MERRY MEET AND MAKE MERRY!
 

WORKING ON A LONG BLOG ON MERCURY/HERMES/THOTH...THE GREAT MAGICIAN.  THRICE!          




Tuesday, January 5, 2021

The Epiphany Of Illusions

Uranus in TAUrus, is like grounding lightening into the earth.  Uranus rules Aquarius, and with the recent Great Conjunction of Saturn and Jupiter at 00* Aquarius we now have another CONTAINER/SATURN creating the VESSEL/VASE, for Jupiter’s expansion making the container as voluminous as necessary to hold those who are evolved into the ‘ANGEL OF MAN’ which is Aquarius.

This is all about YOU learning why you came to this earth now, and how to be of service, and angel to others.

When first Jupiter 6*(1/17/2021) and then Saturn (2/17/2021)7* SQUARE Uranus (along with visiting traveler Mars when Jupiter squares) these titans are FORCING the energy of Aquarius into BUILDING THE CHANGE.

If you are conscious of this light finding a vessel (the Water Bearer/Aquarius) is so, because she is pouring out the water and Illusion from Neptune’s Piscean world into the AIR (AIRWAVES).

The Magi (astrologers) followed the Great Conjunction back in their day, to the birth of the Christ Child. (We are supposed to be birthing our own Christed/Illuminated Child).  Remember, He is born from the Immaculate Conception (this alone is part of the mystery to unravel, He is begotten not made, one in being with the Father and is born of the VIRGIN (you haven’t given birth to this light yet) who was IMMACULATELY CONCEIVED from Anna/Hannah which literally means GRACE.

Hail Mary, ‘FULL OF GRACE’.

Another important prayer to recite is the ‘Magnificat’, which is when Mary learns from the Angel Gabriel that SHE will carry the Christ Child, which we learn in Luke 1:46-55.  It is one of the prayers I say throughout the day.

Now you may ask yourselves, how can He receive Israel?

This is where your search in the mystery leads you to the first time we hear the word Israel.

That is when Jacob wrestles or ‘contends’ with God.

Israel is a biblical given name. According to the biblical Book of Genesis the patriarch Jacob was given the name Israel after he wrestled with the angel. The given name is already attested in Eblaite and Ugaritic. Commentators differ on the original literal interpretation. The text of Genesis etymologizes the name with the root śarah "to rule, contend, have power, prevail over": שָׂרִיתָ עִם־אֱלֹהִים ‎, but modern suggestions read the el as the subject, for a translation of "El/God rules/judges/struggles", "El fights/struggles". ~From Wikipedia

When does a child begin to struggle with their own parents?  When they think they are now 'old enough' to question who they are, instead of who their parents want them to be.  

Meaning of Israel: Israel is the Hebrew name Yisra'el, meaning God contends, or one who struggles with God. God gives this name to Abraham’s grandson Jacob after he spends a night wrestling with God (Genesis 32:28). Later, Israel is the name given to Jacob’s offspring and to the nation that they eventually form.

El as I have stated so many times now, is the God of the Old Testament that came out of Egypt, it is Saturn.  The Lord of the Rings, ruler of time as the chronocrator.  

Therefore, speak I to them in parables: because they seeing see not; and hearing they hear not, neither do they understand.

And in them is fulfilled the prophecy of Isaiah, which saith,

By hearing ye shall hear, and shall not understand;
and seeing ye shall see, and shall not perceive:
for this people's heart is waxed gross,
and their ears are dull of hearing,
and their eyes they have closed;
lest at any time they should see with their eyes,
and hear with their ears,
and should understand with their heart,
and should be converted, and I should heal them. Is. 6.9, 10 

Harden not your hearts…

The Great Chronocrator

I believe that one phrase and this:  “The Greatest of these is love” from Corinthians, is like a master key to knowing the TRUTH, THE LIGHT AND THE WAY.

Because it is through the heart that one can see, feelings can get in the way, but if something can get in the WAY, they hold the key to the WAY.

It is true in my own experience.  I bet it is also true in yours.

I have recounted many times now, how painful experiences in my life, opened the doorway to knowing a greater insight about myself and thus, the universe.

Indeed, I have a very large scar (of many scars) that runs the length of my torso, that was my doorway out and back into this world when I had my Last Rites.

People loving me and not letting me go, masses being said, candles lit, all helped to find my spirit and bring me back, along with my own choice and willpower and of course, the Grace of God allowing me to return.

It was a WOUND.

When I died and crossed over, I experienced everything, I ‘float walked’ could SEE WITH MY THIRD EYE, my HEART HAS NEVER FELT THAT KIND OF LOVE IN THIS WORLD, and yet it feels that great love, I returned to great physical pain of this REALITY and the open wound and sickness.

The Holy Spirit is a fire that does not burn, it is water that is not wet.

But it is our feelings that that help to expose the HOLY SPIRIT.

Heart cords reach across time and space and connect us to those we truly love whether they are here in this world or have crossed over.

Recently, I have had many who have crossed over, coming to me in my dreams again, every night.

I have spoken to others who are experiencing the very same thing, LUCID DREAMING.

Astrologically, we are currently under a very hard transit of Neptune In PIsces squaring the head and tail of the dragon (the nodes of the moon).

These are WATERY PLANETS and aspects so it is all about REFLECTION.

Narcissist, can’t find anyone to love, until he sees his own refection in the water.

A narcissist reflects back to someone, what the person wants to see, what they WISH WAS REAL.  The narcissist plays this in people, their victims.

They take on the ILLUSIONS someone wants to believe and reflect them back to the wishful thinker.

And just as you look into the mirror the image is reversed, so too is the power of the narcissist.  They make you believe they are all about you, when the only person they care about, is themselves.

This is a very hard lesson to learn.  But one that keeps coming up now.

We have been seduced down a road of narcissism for many, the American Dream.

We adulate (collectively) the hero archetype. 

This time has been all about ‘leveling’ the playing field, by something you cannot even see, the exact opposite.  Yet, this unseen world has taken over the whole world stage.

Several versions of the myth have survived from ancient sources. The classic version is by Ovid, found in book 3 of his Metamorphoses (completed 8 AD); this is the story of Echo and Narcissus. One day Narcissus was walking in the woods when Echo, an Oread (mountain nymph) saw him, fell deeply in love, and followed him. Narcissus sensed he was being followed and shouted "Who's there?". Echo repeated "Who's there?" She eventually revealed her identity and attempted to embrace him. He stepped away and told her to leave him alone. She was heartbroken and spent the rest of her life in lonely glens until nothing but an echo sound remained of her. Nemesis (as an aspect of Aphrodite[4]), the goddess of revenge, noticed this behaviour after learning the story and decided to punish Narcissus. Once, during the summer, he was getting thirsty after hunting, and the goddess lured him to a pool where he leaned upon the water and saw himself in the bloom of youth. Narcissus did not realize it was merely his own reflection and fell deeply in love with it, as if it were somebody else. Unable to leave the allure of his image, he eventually realized that his love could not be reciprocated and he melted away from the fire of passion burning inside him, eventually turning into a gold and white flower.[5][6]

An earlier version ascribed to the poet Parthenius of Nicaea, composed around 50 BC, was discovered in 2004 by Dr Benjamin Henry among the Oxyrhynchus papyri at Oxford.[7][8] Unlike Ovid's version, it ended with Narcissus who lost his will to live and committed suicide. A version by Conon, a contemporary of Ovid, also ends in suicide (Narrations, 24). In it, a young man named Ameinias fell in love with Narcissus, who had already spurned his male suitors. Narcissus also spurned him and gave him a sword. Ameinias committed suicide at Narcissus's doorstep. He had prayed to the gods to give Narcissus a lesson for all the pain he provoked. Narcissus walked by a pool of water and decided to drink some. He saw his reflection, became entranced by it, and killed himself because he could not have his object of desire.[9][5] A century later the travel writer Pausanias recorded a novel variant of the story, in which Narcissus falls in love with his twin sister rather than himself (Guide to Greece, 9.31.7).[10][11] In all versions, his body disappears and all that is left is a narcissus flower.

Psychology

The story of Narcissus gave rise to the term "narcissism", a fixation upon oneself and one's physical appearance or public perception.[12][13] In 1898 Havelock Ellis, an English sexologist, used the term "narcissus-like" in reference to excessive masturbation, whereby the person becomes their own sex object.[14] In 1899, Paul Näcke was the first person to use the term "narcissism" in a study of sexual perversions.[citation needed] Otto Rank, in 1911, published the first psychoanalytical paper specifically concerned with narcissism, linking it to vanity and self-admiration.[14] Sigmund Freud published a paper exclusively devoted to narcissism in 1914, called "On Narcissism: An Introduction".~ From Wikipedia

Back to the astrology: The head of the dragon is at 19 Gemini, (Castor and Pollux) but this is also Mercury/Hermes and unless you INTEGRATE the two, he can be the trickster.

Mercury also co rules the unseen leg of this which is 18/19* Virgo.

The tail is at 19* Sagittarius, asking us to purge the detritus of ignorant thinking about what is foreign, and plain IGNORANCE, which is just not having learned the truth.  The archer wants to shoot straight into the heart of the matter.

This will take the wrecking ball to old and archaic forms of learning/education.

It is time for new ways of learning which I have been preaching about for decades.

We need children to learn in gardens and the woods.

We need to bring back the EL-e ments to elementary schools.

The Sabian symbol for 19* Virgo:

Swimming Race you may find yourself in competition over emotional issues or working your way through shared emotions and hoping to win, or to come out on top. It is through training and practice and the controlled use of your emotions that success can be achieved. It is this experience that you must call on now. Work hard at achieving the win for rewards in the larger picture (club, school, country) or for winning the race leaving purely personal gains behind may be the answer.

Have you determined your outcomes? Have you got goals in mind? Are you competing in the race? Do you feel like you’re on the sidelines? Are you feeling the heat of competition? Are you sticking to your ‘lane’? Do you sense that others are ‘competing’ with you, even though you just want to get on with your own race? Are you tired from having to push yourself? Do you, perhaps, need more physical, emotional or spiritual training?

https://sabiansymbols.com/mercury-on-virgo-19-a-swimming-race/

Looking sideways to see how others are coping with the strain of competition. Competing with one’s emotions. Wanting to be first at everything.

Virgo represents all those on the front lines of this epidemic.  THEY WILL RECIEVE THEIR RIGHTFUL CROWNS FROM THE CORONA.  They are the HANDMAIDEN'S.

It all leads up to, an EPIPHANY.

Feast of the Epiphany January 6th, 2021

Epiphany is a Christian feast day that celebrates the revelation of God incarnate as Jesus Christ. In Western Christianity, the feast commemorates principally the visit of the Magi to the Christ Child, and thus Jesus' physical manifestation to the Gentiles. It is sometimes called Three Kings' Day, and in some traditions celebrated as Little Christmas. Moreover, the feast of the Epiphany, in some denominations, also initiates the liturgical season of Epiphanytide.

Epiphanytide is a season of new beginnings .

What very real way, can you give birth to your own sacred being/your christed self?  What can YOU do on this planet to help a season of new beginnings?

What light can you shed?

And I must clarify, that if you don’t feel this, it is okay too.

You must meet yourself wherever you are.  You cannot push, if you are in a dark place (and this dark time of the year, is very hard for many) don’t beat yourself up.

The last blog I sent out, I asked you to think about NOT trying to make someone better when they are in a hard place, but just being able to sit with them in their darkness, which is one of the hardest things for any of us to do.

It’s like being mad and someone saying: ‘Don’t be mad!’… it usually makes someone even angrier.

You cannot change HOW SOMEONE FEELS.  It is their right to feel that way.

You cannot direct it.

That doesn’t mean it is not also a good thing to be able to make people feel good or better.  Wisdome is knowing the difference between the two.

Virgo is a servant, not a master.  They free themselves by serving others.

So as we try to get CLARITY in this TIME OF ILLUSIONS.

Go to the earth.

Here, I share the wisdom of other elders:

Advice  from María Sabina, Mexican healer and poet - 

“Heal yourself with the  light of the sun and the rays of the moon. With the sound of the river  and the waterfall. With the swaying of the sea and the fluttering of  birds. Heal yourself with mint, neem, and eucalyptus. Sweeten with  lavender, rosemary, and chamomile. Hug yourself with the cocoa bean and a  hint of cinnamon. Put love in tea instead of sugar and drink it looking  at the stars. Heal yourself with the kisses that the wind gives you and  the hugs of the rain. Stand strong with your bare feet on the ground  and with everything that comes from it. Be smarter every day by  listening to your intuition, looking at the world with your forehead.  Jump, dance, sing, so that you live happier. Heal yourself, with  beautiful love, and always remember ... you are the medicine.”

It is time for AN EPIPHANY!
We have had the star come out to show the way.  And now, Jupiter pushes into square Uranus.

EXPANSION.

Pay attention to your dreams and insights!


Thursday, August 6, 2020

The Hot Leo Sun Tries To Fixate His Glare On Aquarian Luna While Uranus Twists The Fates

Full Moon 11:58AM EDT, August 3rd at 11* Aquarius.

So, as lady Luna waxes into fullness, where she will be completely illuminated tomorrow at 11:58AM, so just before noon on Monday (Moon day) just before noon, when she will stand across her paramour, our solar ambassador, while she is at 11* Aquarius and he is at 11* Leo.
They are culminating their journey from when they joined as the new moon cycle at 28* Cancer.  Starting out in that female energy of mother, family, home to express individuality and identity and bring the emotions of this into the community, where are we going as a community and with new technology?
The sun wants to warm up our

The sun and moon form a T-Square again (Tao) to Uranus who is at 10* Taurus.  He stands across the midpoint of the sun/moon in Scorpio.  This is the ‘handle’ of this T-Square, so we can expect unexpected events to come ‘out of the blue’ with changes into what we once may have thought were permanently established previously.  No, we are in for major changes, weather, etc. well into the fall/winter months.

And in the meantime, Mars at 19* of Aries, is conjunct Eris the Destroyer who is at 24* Aries and these two are in square to Jupiter Rx exact at 19* Capricorn, and this lights a daisy chain into Pluto/Hades Rx at 23* and Saturn Rx at 27* Capricorn (Saturn has just conjoined the natal US Pluto).

So, once again we can see this is not an easy energy to literally, ‘handle’.

These are ‘crosses’ to bear, especially for both the cardinal signs: Aries, Cancer, Libra and Capricorn,

but also the fixed signs: Taurus, Leo, Scorpio and Aquarius.  While the mutable signs deal with finding their true north star and purpose on the planet, as the lunar nodes are now dancing into the houses, with the north node (head of the dragon) at 28* of Gemini, and the south node (tail of the dragon at 28* Sagittarius, this will square Virgo and PIsces.


This does not mean everyone in those signs will have a hard time, some may feel the square creating a nice foundation to many years of hard work, but many will feel the burden, the cross, or that they feel ‘boxed in’ or will get the ‘CALLING’, especially the mutable signs.

Stuck between a rock and a hard place as the saying goes.

But all we need to do is look around at what is happening on the planet for confirmation of these difficult aspects, as we undergo this global ritual.

A ‘Crowning’ as we are birthed into new worlds, and ways we may have once thought were impossible or maybe never even considered at all.

But we are not alone, we have help, and we must all call upon that help now, tap into our divine source, and pray, pray, pray.

I remind you of the many experiences I have had, that proves God is indeed real, as are the heavenly spheres, angels, ‘Ang-El’s’ and also the concept of the Holy of Holies, which uses rounded lines, circles and ovals, to interweave and navigate into different realities and dimensions.

These are accessed through prayer, ritual and aligning with the heavens.

One can go to places in between best, by going to places and times that are ‘in between’, such as where water meets earth, or sky, at dawn, or dusk, in the cardinal directions, solstices, equinox, etc.

This is also true for dreamwork.  When the element, level, physical structures, etc., change, so to are you entering another space or aspect in your dream.

Don’t forget, we give birth with ‘water breaking’, ships are birthed into waters, water is a conduit.  While Neptune is large and in rulership at 20* PIsces, she is ruling the waters.  Is she happy or is she letting us know, we need cleansing?

Saturn is in rulership at 27* Capricorn (an earth sign) and he is returning to push back into Pluto/Hades ho is at 23* Capricorn and still fusing energy with Jupiter who is at 19* Capricorn and all three are retrograde, so reviewing and revealing, solidifying the energy they have activated on this spiral trip.
Mars at 19* of Aries, is also in rulership, so this is POWERFUL TIMES, FOR RULERS AND FOR CONSOLIDATING THAT POWER.  PAY ATTENTION, SO MUCH IS HAPPENING BEHIND THE SCENES AND THAT IS BLEEDING INTO THE PUBLIC VIEW.

Venus is at 26* Gemini forming an uncomfortable sesquisquare to the moon and a semisquare to the sun.  Challenging what we truly love and how we feel about our identity and family situations, can be strained, especially for Leo’s, Gemini’s and Aquarius’s.  Communications can become testy to put it mildly and tempers can flare, so try and have some ‘water’ to put the fires out, before they turn into WILDFIRES, which will also happen in the physical world on the planet, as she too, is being scorched over concern for both her children and her own physical well-being.

This is nothing compared to what we are going to experience this fall and winter.  Oh, do we need to call on our better angles now.
The new moon on August 18th, at 10:41 PM EDT, may have real anger erupt (no, we have not seen the worst of this, and it may even become a war being raged or provoked on the planet, as countries square off for positions of POWER.

When Mars is conjunct Eris and squaring Pluto and…well…this is enough for now.

 I have continuously added new prayers to my daily repetitions.

Today I will share this powerful novena with you:
POWERFUL NOVENA TO THE INFANT JESUS OF PRAGUE, WHEN YOU ARE IN URGENT NEED

O Jesus, who said, "Ask and you shall receive, seek and you shall find, knock and it will be opened to you", through the intercession of Mary, your most holy mother, I knock, I seek, I ask that my prayer be granted.

(Make your request)

O Jesus, who said, "all that you ask of the father in my name he will grant you", through the intercession of Mary, Your most holy mother, I humbly and urgently ask Your father in Your name that my prayer be granted.

(Make your request)

O Jesus, who said, "heaven and earth shall pass away, but my word shall not pass", through the intercession of Mary, your most holy mother, I feel confident that my prayer will be granted.

(Make your request)

Prayer of Thanksgiving for graces received from the Infant Jesus

I prostrate myself before your holy image, o most gracious infant Jesus, to offer you my most fervent thanks for the blessings you have bestowed on me. I shall incessantly praise your ineffable mercy and confess that you alone are my god, my helper, and my protector. Henceforth my entire confidence shall be placed in you! Everywhere I will proclaim aloud your mercy and generosity, so that your great love and the great deeds which you perform through this miraculous image may be acknowledged by all. May devotion to your most holy infancy increase more and more in the hearts of all Christians, and may all who experience your assistance persevere with me in showing unceasing gratitude to your most holy infancy, to which be praise and glory forever, amen.

(Every hour on the hour for 9-hrs on any given day. This prayer is to be said 9-hrs for one day and not 9 days.)

 

 


Monday, July 20, 2020

Emotional Upheaval As Luna Wrings Out The Truth July 20, New Moon In Cancer


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Emotional Trauma wells up in the dark side of the new moon on July 20th at 1:32PM EDT when she has caught up with the sun at 28*26’.
She has just finished squaring Mars who is at 12* Aries, (they squared yesterday the 19th just after 8:30 AM).  Since then she has gathered up the emotional residue that was not completely dealt with from her last new moon in Cancer eclipse on June 21st at 00* Cancer, so that started this ball rolling and before she squared Mars, she met up with Mercury who is at 8* Cancer, squaring Mars and having just stationed direct on the 13th at 5* Cancer and all of that is still tapping into that Capricorn stellium, with Saturn having retrograded now back to 28* of Capricorn, this makes for a powerful Tao Cross or T-Square. 
She is back to finish up what she started, always when planets are at 28* and especially 29*, we know something must be finished and learned.
What did not come up and get resolved with that last new moon in Cancer, is now here again, with a bigger cup full of that sadness.
Yup, some of us will feel as if we are up on the cross again, in agony.
Mothers concerned for their children and some of us sensitives, feeling the darkness pouring over the planet ‘in her dark time’ (why we start with the ‘dark side of the moon’, can you hear Pink Floyd?)  Yup, the evil energy is busy at work, conjuring up their gooey oil/elixir to pour over the planet.

I am shown the old paint logo from Sherwin Williams:
Never noticed before, that it looks like they are covering the earth in blood.
Anything to escape with their crimes and entrap us all.
Oh well, enough of all that joy!
Yes, I was deeply saddened today, but I am working through it, using the oils and lighting my candles and essential oil blends, Money Majik and Immune Up, to help push off the negative vibes.
But, like other cardinal signs, some of us are affected more acutely.  Some of us won’t feel this, they are not as sensitive.  Perhaps they have bought into a ‘we are being rescued’ narrative.  We must rescue ourselves.  I keep saying this…
So, for those: Cancers, Libra’s, Capricorn’s and Aries, you may feel this more strongly, or if you have aspects or planets in those signs, especially moon in Cancer people, or early degree Leo’s, this Bud’s for you.
A flower bud, to help you ease the anguish you may now feel.
Get your salts out, soak your feet at the very least, anoint yourselves, even if you don’t have our salts, just take a pinch and put it in the palm of your hand, add a little water and wipe that over your head, gently.
Mercury does not come out of his own shadow until next Sunday the 26th when he is at 14* Cancer.  The whole time, he is powerfully accessing the cardinal square, as is Mars on the hot handle.  All kinds of ‘blow ups’, ‘temper tantrums’ and ‘emotional outbursts’ can occur.  The planet herself is also going to be straining under the pressure that will blow up like a balloon.
Let us pray for calm and peaceful minds and hearts, light our candles in the rain for our prayers to be heard, as we move forward gingerly into the coming volatile times.
No one would rather be able to write, more peace, love and happiness than me, but I am only the messenger.
All we have to do is wake up to each other and love one another, get our priorities in order, and somehow be kind to one another.
The other salient point (of too many to list now) is that we see the numbers, 7-20-2020, repeating partnership and the power of spirit with two or more are gathered.  Do so, get together and pray with one another.  Please.
So, if you can, please do.  If you can help calm heated emotions, help to put that fire out.
Put on some music (muse-IC) and do your best to lift yours and other's spirits.
That is EXACTLY WHAT I AM GOING TO DO NOW, I started working early this morning and this is the last thing I need (NEED) to accomplish, so I am taking the afternoon off, after working hard all day for many days now, it is not the Lords day of rest, but it is the moon’s so it is fitting for me today on this new moon.
Especially since it is conjunct my own natal moon at the top of my chart which in large part, makes
me want to mother the world and cares so deeply, it is also part of what helps me have my finger on the pulse of the both the planet and her children.
Be well, thank you for riding with me on this journey and signing up with me, lol to help assuage the pain in people’s hearts, mind, and world.
Much love,
Glow and the Arc Crewhe