Thursday, August 6, 2020

The Hot Leo Sun Tries To Fixate His Glare On Aquarian Luna While Uranus Twists The Fates

Full Moon 11:58AM EDT, August 3rd at 11* Aquarius.

So, as lady Luna waxes into fullness, where she will be completely illuminated tomorrow at 11:58AM, so just before noon on Monday (Moon day) just before noon, when she will stand across her paramour, our solar ambassador, while she is at 11* Aquarius and he is at 11* Leo.
They are culminating their journey from when they joined as the new moon cycle at 28* Cancer.  Starting out in that female energy of mother, family, home to express individuality and identity and bring the emotions of this into the community, where are we going as a community and with new technology?
The sun wants to warm up our

The sun and moon form a T-Square again (Tao) to Uranus who is at 10* Taurus.  He stands across the midpoint of the sun/moon in Scorpio.  This is the ‘handle’ of this T-Square, so we can expect unexpected events to come ‘out of the blue’ with changes into what we once may have thought were permanently established previously.  No, we are in for major changes, weather, etc. well into the fall/winter months.

And in the meantime, Mars at 19* of Aries, is conjunct Eris the Destroyer who is at 24* Aries and these two are in square to Jupiter Rx exact at 19* Capricorn, and this lights a daisy chain into Pluto/Hades Rx at 23* and Saturn Rx at 27* Capricorn (Saturn has just conjoined the natal US Pluto).

So, once again we can see this is not an easy energy to literally, ‘handle’.

These are ‘crosses’ to bear, especially for both the cardinal signs: Aries, Cancer, Libra and Capricorn,

but also the fixed signs: Taurus, Leo, Scorpio and Aquarius.  While the mutable signs deal with finding their true north star and purpose on the planet, as the lunar nodes are now dancing into the houses, with the north node (head of the dragon) at 28* of Gemini, and the south node (tail of the dragon at 28* Sagittarius, this will square Virgo and PIsces.


This does not mean everyone in those signs will have a hard time, some may feel the square creating a nice foundation to many years of hard work, but many will feel the burden, the cross, or that they feel ‘boxed in’ or will get the ‘CALLING’, especially the mutable signs.

Stuck between a rock and a hard place as the saying goes.

But all we need to do is look around at what is happening on the planet for confirmation of these difficult aspects, as we undergo this global ritual.

A ‘Crowning’ as we are birthed into new worlds, and ways we may have once thought were impossible or maybe never even considered at all.

But we are not alone, we have help, and we must all call upon that help now, tap into our divine source, and pray, pray, pray.

I remind you of the many experiences I have had, that proves God is indeed real, as are the heavenly spheres, angels, ‘Ang-El’s’ and also the concept of the Holy of Holies, which uses rounded lines, circles and ovals, to interweave and navigate into different realities and dimensions.

These are accessed through prayer, ritual and aligning with the heavens.

One can go to places in between best, by going to places and times that are ‘in between’, such as where water meets earth, or sky, at dawn, or dusk, in the cardinal directions, solstices, equinox, etc.

This is also true for dreamwork.  When the element, level, physical structures, etc., change, so to are you entering another space or aspect in your dream.

Don’t forget, we give birth with ‘water breaking’, ships are birthed into waters, water is a conduit.  While Neptune is large and in rulership at 20* PIsces, she is ruling the waters.  Is she happy or is she letting us know, we need cleansing?

Saturn is in rulership at 27* Capricorn (an earth sign) and he is returning to push back into Pluto/Hades ho is at 23* Capricorn and still fusing energy with Jupiter who is at 19* Capricorn and all three are retrograde, so reviewing and revealing, solidifying the energy they have activated on this spiral trip.
Mars at 19* of Aries, is also in rulership, so this is POWERFUL TIMES, FOR RULERS AND FOR CONSOLIDATING THAT POWER.  PAY ATTENTION, SO MUCH IS HAPPENING BEHIND THE SCENES AND THAT IS BLEEDING INTO THE PUBLIC VIEW.

Venus is at 26* Gemini forming an uncomfortable sesquisquare to the moon and a semisquare to the sun.  Challenging what we truly love and how we feel about our identity and family situations, can be strained, especially for Leo’s, Gemini’s and Aquarius’s.  Communications can become testy to put it mildly and tempers can flare, so try and have some ‘water’ to put the fires out, before they turn into WILDFIRES, which will also happen in the physical world on the planet, as she too, is being scorched over concern for both her children and her own physical well-being.

This is nothing compared to what we are going to experience this fall and winter.  Oh, do we need to call on our better angles now.
The new moon on August 18th, at 10:41 PM EDT, may have real anger erupt (no, we have not seen the worst of this, and it may even become a war being raged or provoked on the planet, as countries square off for positions of POWER.

When Mars is conjunct Eris and squaring Pluto and…well…this is enough for now.

 I have continuously added new prayers to my daily repetitions.

Today I will share this powerful novena with you:
POWERFUL NOVENA TO THE INFANT JESUS OF PRAGUE, WHEN YOU ARE IN URGENT NEED

O Jesus, who said, "Ask and you shall receive, seek and you shall find, knock and it will be opened to you", through the intercession of Mary, your most holy mother, I knock, I seek, I ask that my prayer be granted.

(Make your request)

O Jesus, who said, "all that you ask of the father in my name he will grant you", through the intercession of Mary, Your most holy mother, I humbly and urgently ask Your father in Your name that my prayer be granted.

(Make your request)

O Jesus, who said, "heaven and earth shall pass away, but my word shall not pass", through the intercession of Mary, your most holy mother, I feel confident that my prayer will be granted.

(Make your request)

Prayer of Thanksgiving for graces received from the Infant Jesus

I prostrate myself before your holy image, o most gracious infant Jesus, to offer you my most fervent thanks for the blessings you have bestowed on me. I shall incessantly praise your ineffable mercy and confess that you alone are my god, my helper, and my protector. Henceforth my entire confidence shall be placed in you! Everywhere I will proclaim aloud your mercy and generosity, so that your great love and the great deeds which you perform through this miraculous image may be acknowledged by all. May devotion to your most holy infancy increase more and more in the hearts of all Christians, and may all who experience your assistance persevere with me in showing unceasing gratitude to your most holy infancy, to which be praise and glory forever, amen.

(Every hour on the hour for 9-hrs on any given day. This prayer is to be said 9-hrs for one day and not 9 days.)

 

 


Monday, July 20, 2020

Emotional Upheaval As Luna Wrings Out The Truth July 20, New Moon In Cancer


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Emotional Trauma wells up in the dark side of the new moon on July 20th at 1:32PM EDT when she has caught up with the sun at 28*26’.
She has just finished squaring Mars who is at 12* Aries, (they squared yesterday the 19th just after 8:30 AM).  Since then she has gathered up the emotional residue that was not completely dealt with from her last new moon in Cancer eclipse on June 21st at 00* Cancer, so that started this ball rolling and before she squared Mars, she met up with Mercury who is at 8* Cancer, squaring Mars and having just stationed direct on the 13th at 5* Cancer and all of that is still tapping into that Capricorn stellium, with Saturn having retrograded now back to 28* of Capricorn, this makes for a powerful Tao Cross or T-Square. 
She is back to finish up what she started, always when planets are at 28* and especially 29*, we know something must be finished and learned.
What did not come up and get resolved with that last new moon in Cancer, is now here again, with a bigger cup full of that sadness.
Yup, some of us will feel as if we are up on the cross again, in agony.
Mothers concerned for their children and some of us sensitives, feeling the darkness pouring over the planet ‘in her dark time’ (why we start with the ‘dark side of the moon’, can you hear Pink Floyd?)  Yup, the evil energy is busy at work, conjuring up their gooey oil/elixir to pour over the planet.

I am shown the old paint logo from Sherwin Williams:
Never noticed before, that it looks like they are covering the earth in blood.
Anything to escape with their crimes and entrap us all.
Oh well, enough of all that joy!
Yes, I was deeply saddened today, but I am working through it, using the oils and lighting my candles and essential oil blends, Money Majik and Immune Up, to help push off the negative vibes.
But, like other cardinal signs, some of us are affected more acutely.  Some of us won’t feel this, they are not as sensitive.  Perhaps they have bought into a ‘we are being rescued’ narrative.  We must rescue ourselves.  I keep saying this…
So, for those: Cancers, Libra’s, Capricorn’s and Aries, you may feel this more strongly, or if you have aspects or planets in those signs, especially moon in Cancer people, or early degree Leo’s, this Bud’s for you.
A flower bud, to help you ease the anguish you may now feel.
Get your salts out, soak your feet at the very least, anoint yourselves, even if you don’t have our salts, just take a pinch and put it in the palm of your hand, add a little water and wipe that over your head, gently.
Mercury does not come out of his own shadow until next Sunday the 26th when he is at 14* Cancer.  The whole time, he is powerfully accessing the cardinal square, as is Mars on the hot handle.  All kinds of ‘blow ups’, ‘temper tantrums’ and ‘emotional outbursts’ can occur.  The planet herself is also going to be straining under the pressure that will blow up like a balloon.
Let us pray for calm and peaceful minds and hearts, light our candles in the rain for our prayers to be heard, as we move forward gingerly into the coming volatile times.
No one would rather be able to write, more peace, love and happiness than me, but I am only the messenger.
All we have to do is wake up to each other and love one another, get our priorities in order, and somehow be kind to one another.
The other salient point (of too many to list now) is that we see the numbers, 7-20-2020, repeating partnership and the power of spirit with two or more are gathered.  Do so, get together and pray with one another.  Please.
So, if you can, please do.  If you can help calm heated emotions, help to put that fire out.
Put on some music (muse-IC) and do your best to lift yours and other's spirits.
That is EXACTLY WHAT I AM GOING TO DO NOW, I started working early this morning and this is the last thing I need (NEED) to accomplish, so I am taking the afternoon off, after working hard all day for many days now, it is not the Lords day of rest, but it is the moon’s so it is fitting for me today on this new moon.
Especially since it is conjunct my own natal moon at the top of my chart which in large part, makes
me want to mother the world and cares so deeply, it is also part of what helps me have my finger on the pulse of the both the planet and her children.
Be well, thank you for riding with me on this journey and signing up with me, lol to help assuage the pain in people’s hearts, mind, and world.
Much love,
Glow and the Arc Crewhe 

Saturday, July 4, 2020

The Shadow Of The Earth's Smile On Lady Luna With Independence


The Shadow of the earth, glances upon Lady Luna as she waxes into fullness on July 5th at 12: 44AM, just after the festivities for the fourth turn past midnight.
Since the new moon (solar eclipse) on June 21st, when the sun and moon met up at the reset cycle of 00* Cancer, she has now travelled into opposition of the sun, at 13* Capricorn the Goat.  We see her taking the energy of the mother/moon/children/home as she eclipsed the sun in totality two weeks ago, and brings it forth into Capricorn the Goat, to energize that stellium line-up on the cliffs, the pyramids of power on the world stage.
Once again, we see a shake up of things, as the sun forms a sextile to Uranus who is at 10* Taurus and the moon forms a trine to the planet of sudden changes.
This comes just days after Mars ingress into his dominion of Aries on the 27th and Saturn has only recently found his way back to his dominion of Capricorn, as his retrograde brought him over the threshold on July 2nd.
These are both their ruler-ships. 
Mercury is still retrograde, having stationed on June 17th at 14* Cancer, we see that is only one   Agreements made will be exposing themselves for being ‘occulted’ with hidden agendas now exposed.
degree away of the sun’s position in the heavens now, as he stands across the skies eclipsing the moon with the earth’s shadow between the two, this is going to be drudging up a lot of old information, old cycles to be revisited and old friendships coming up for review.
Such as the agreement made by president Trump’s niece Mary, who now claims she signed a  nondisclosure agreement under false information presented regarding the wealth of Trump Sr.; saying it was based on fraud and was too broad to be enforced. 
We have, as I predicted months ago, the assertion that Putin has been paying bounties, to Taliban-linked militants for killing coalition forces (US military) in Afghanistan; as Putin’s own 13* Libra sun squares this eclipse at 13* Cancer/Capricorn, forming a Tao, or T-square with Putin holding the hot handles. 
What the actual truth is, we don’t really know yet, but we do know that Putin, the former KGB agent, vowed revenge as he has never forgiven the US for its intervention in the Russia/Afghan war, and our funding and arming of the mujahedeen.  This in no small part, brought about Perestroika, an exceedingly difficult time for Russia, bankrupting her and causing a lot of Russian’s to suffer.   At that time, Russia was still the USSR and this period initiated a shift in Russia’s economy and Communist system.  This was helped along by president Reagan’s urging Saudi Arabia’s lowering the price of oil, to make Russia suffer even further economically.
There are quite a few political points of view on what actually happened and how much Russia actually changed in its system of governance, but former KGB agent Putin nonetheless has been quoted many times, as vowing vengeance upon the American Capitalists who brought his beloved Russia to ruin.
Then we had the bombing of the Russian flight from Iran, which further enflamed Putin’s anger, blaming the US involvement and escalation in the middle east as the culprit, especially after the assassination of General Soleimani. US military killed Soleimani, head of Iran's Quds Force, the foreign arm of the IRGC, in the early hours of Friday, January 3, 2020, in an air raid near the cargo area of Baghdad International Airport.  We had forces in Iraq still, which meant we did this ‘while in country’, which is against the rules of NATO, Putin warned.
Anyway, these are just examples of the explosion of tension on the world stage, accelerated with the eclipse and Mars forming a T square, in the continuing destabilization and pandemic and pandemonium, initiated in January with the lineup of major planets in Capricorn the goat.
Now, we are once again, seeing and feeling the trigger and fomenting with this Cancer/Capricorn axis being highlighted with our ‘INNER LIGHTS’.
Venus has also recently gone direct on June 25th at 5* Gemini, bringing about a lot of communication about events and family gatherings as we celebrate in our different ways, the 4th of July and she managed to just brush into a trine to Saturn, so this will help form some stability in the process of change that we are all experiencing in so many ways.
Covid19 is reportedly surging and we are told the Corona has made some morphing process into swine flu and SARS, so we are learning new ways of communication and how and what we are willing to forego in our desire to experience those we love, after months of isolation and exclusion.
What we can see, is this is not going away overnight.  How we deal with this and what new plans come about is also the subject of much concern and disagreement.
As I have stated for years now, we are better if we learn to UNITE, rather than be divided as the
wealth of the world is being divided up and served to some, at the loss and risks of so many others.
Again, I implore people to look beyond binary thinking, we/they, only will become more divisive for the PEOPLE, with Pluto in Capricorn and Pluto having recently met up with Jupiter again on June 30th at 24* Capricorn.
Jupiter EXPANDS the energy of Pluto in Capricorn, POWER, who has it and who doesn’t, CONTROL (SATURN) OF THAT POWER, all being manipulated both on and off the world stage behind the scenes.
This is why I implore you to rise above duality and see the bigger picture, beyond TWO PARTY SYSTEMS, and to all of God’s children, the masses, that need only wake up to each other, and learn to love one another as Jesus and every other sage/teacher has taught us.
This is not about ‘STUFF’, but about the HEART.
Again, I am following the woman with the pitcher into HER home (Aquarius).
How about you?











Wednesday, June 17, 2020

Our Newly Found Inner Flame Lights The Way In The Cancer New Moon


New Moon, solar eclipse, June 21st, 2020 at 2:41AM, 00*21’ Cancer
Part of Body: Sixth rib
Sabian Symbol: Sailor ready to hoist a new flag to replace an old one.
The sun and moon at 00* Cancer, form an exact inconjunct to Saturn at 00* Aquarius, this means that there is movement forward that is uncomfortable, and that the old must be left behind, though it will create dissonance in the field, trying to hold on to ‘the way it was and always has been’.
That needs to give way to the new, without throwing away beneficial aspects of what the structure does to support the new creation.
Also known as the quincunx, the sun and moon want to start a new chapter as we can see by the Sabian symbol above.  Saturn, the OLD LAW, Lord of the Rings will have to give up or concede to create the balance that is out of order. So much has been lost, the past four years for those of us that are aware, are all about moving forward but NOT losing balance, just as I wrote months ago in; the ‘shift of the balance of powers’.
https://arcoftheancients.blogspot.com/2020/01/the-shift-of-balance-of-powers.html
Lady Luna, upon meeting up with our solar ambassador, steals a little light, occludes him and passes
that torch off to the Head of the Dragon, Rahu as he and his partner, Ketu have just moved out of the Cancer/Capricorn axis and will now wake up Gemini and Sagittarius, the mutable signs, along with Virgo and PIsces.
This is also at 00*, which is POWERFUL SYMBOLIZING CHANGE.
But it is ASLO in a CARDINAL SIGN.
Red, the first colour the eye can see.  It is a touch me colour.
The Cardinal signs signal a change of season, the four cardinal points of the zodiac wheel, spring/Aries, summer/Cancer, fall/Libra, winter/Capricorn, midnight, noon, north, south, east and west.

The moons nodes, Rahu and Ketu shifting from the Capricorn/Cancer axis into Gemini/Sagittarius, is also why, the last full moon in Gemini/Sagittarius, which squared Mars the war god, was also so powerful.  Can you hear the war drums or that horn blowing?  This is CHANGE.  Like it or not, and now that it is out of the cardinal axis, which STARTS THINGS, and lit up that fuse in the RED square of Capricorn, FIRE ON THE MOUNTAIN/VOLCANIC ENERGY, now what was seeded will GROW IN THIS NEW MOON.
This new moon is also just a few degrees away from the galactic center which is at 27* Sagittarius. That is an additional sign that this is going to be very powerful, as it taps into the Milky Way, MOTHER of creation and our source.
Cancer, the mother.  Moon Child.
The signs are all around us.
Mercury has stationed Retrograde on June 17th at 14* 43’ Cancer.  He will travel all the way back to 5* Cancer, when he stations direct on July 12th.
On June 22nd, he meets up with Lady Luna while he is still at 14* of Cancer, so this is a touchstone point, for anyone that has planets or points at that degree, of any of the cardinal signs.
This is communications coming back, as Mercury pulls back the curtain and unseals what was ‘Hermetically sealed’ before.
Ever try to open a bag of something that you are supposed to be able to open simply and it turns out to be a struggle?
As Mercury/Hermes peels back the layers, expect old acquaintances and thoughts about the ‘mother’, how to mother, and for those with children to have them come front and center in their lives, possibly bringing up regrets on how they raised their children.
No one is perfect.  None of us are, and we all have our faults.  Please remind yourselves of this, nor
was your own mother perfect, though for some that seems to be an easier relationship than others.
This also creates fertile ground to REBIRTH YOURSELVES.  For those who took the Inner Child Playshop, you might want to listen again.  Go through that ritual again.  Light your candles again.  Get out baby pictures and design your path forward.
When you go in and rescue that inner light, this is so prescient now, as we are living inside the Great USA fire eclipse, that began in August of 2017, the ‘middle’ doorway is December 14th and that will be another Total Solar Eclipse, visible in the US skies again, where this will be less visible for the US.  That doorway ends in April of 2024.
Now, what is happening around the world?
We have people marching for their freedoms and rights, to say that black lives matter.  I wish they would march in Flint, Michigan, where the water has STILL NOT BEEN MADE SAFE TO DRINK, that supplies much of the area that is predominantly black and poor.
They fixed the water long ago, for Chevy and Ford who complained it was ruining their cars.  Can you imagine?  That was the priority?
This was all set off when Officer Chauvin, put his boot/knee on
Lightening hits the Washington Monument, the signs.
Floyd’s neck and held him for 8:46 seconds.
Now, there are several salient things that jump out, the first of which is of course, the incredibly sad death of George Floyd.  The second thing is that for some reason, the time was MEASURED.  And we know the time of 8 minutes and 46 seconds.  Now, here is an interesting analogy that popped into my head.
Did you know that the first plane, hit the twin towers in NYC on 911 (IXXI) at 8:46 AM?  In Jewish Gematria, one of the meanings of 846 is, “Living God”.
I try to remind myself and others, that God is still very much here and ready to listen, we all can WALK WITH GOD, like Enoch or Ezekiel.  Though it may seem like we are abandoned, we are going through a doorway, as I have stated before, a mass ritual together, our CORONATIONS.
8+4+6= 18, which is the Moon Card in the Tarot.
When we add the 1+8=9 which is the Hermit card.
So, we see the both the moon, that will take a powerful position with this new moon, as she occludes
the sun, and the Hermit, and both of them are luminaries, the moon reflecting the sun and the hermit having done the work, ‘sequestering’ to find his INNER LIGHT.
What is in New York Harbor that is the iconic greeting/welcoming statue to all who enter though New York?  The statue of liberty, and she is holding a torch, for FREEDOM.
Washington’s Farewell address, tells us that the United States, is the Great Experiment.
Indeed.
She is Lady Liberty.  See her own ‘twin towers’ and the twin towers on the Moon card?
All of this, as the moon occludes the sun, (Identity/masculine aspect/patriarchy) and Mercury/Hermes retrograde motion, tells us to follow and respect the MOTHER, NURTURING, WISDOM and the hermit tells us we were to go inside and find our own inner light.  Hopefully, this period will have led people to do just that, rather than simply fight the flow of all this water.
This also serves as a great reminder to those who followed their INTUITION and knew enough to take that class, that was so necessary and the feedback, confirms this in the most wonderful ways, I am eternally grateful for having been inspired to do that workshop and yes, there will be more.
You can still get that workshop, it is still vital to participate even though it was tapping into Gemini, Venus retrograde motion RX 5* Gemini, stationing D 6/25/2020 at 5*Gemini, still has us learning to love our duality and integrating this and our darker/less comfortable aspects.
So, please try and take that class, for those who already paid and took the class, you can do it again, if you recorded that zoom, just remember it was FOR YOU, one ticket, one person’s entry, and if you feel someone else would benefit, send them to the link to purchase, thank you for honouring me in doing so, and honouring anyone you know will benefit.  (many would)
Now, let me remind you that it was officer ‘CHAUVIN’ who took that life.  The truth is, we simply must start to honour women/mothers and that energy on this planet now, rather than the long history of male dominance and its ugly extreme, CHAUVINISM. 
This is also killing this planet, and we all must find a way to integrate this energy, not to create another imbalance by making women more powerful than masculine energy, but the BALANCE, listen to Venus as she also pulls back the curtain and reminds us, we must learn to appreciate all that we are, and with Saturn RX 00* AQ, here too, we are given a ‘do over’, as EL pulls back the curtain and retreats back into his own territory of Capricorn, REVEALING the road we have led, what we have built our world upon and where we can improve.  The earth only has so much, we live in a finite world, but with infinite and eternal spirits/souls.  We are LEARNING TO LIVE IN 3D AS ETERNAL SOUL’S as spiritual beings, all with certain gifts or skills, for just THIS TIME.
Now, for those who have not navigated the ‘dark night of the soul’ or who may need to do this again, but avoid this embrace of the aspects they may not be so comfortable with, and who have not found that true north, inner light to guide them, officer Chauvin represents You.  You still want someone outside of yourself, to lead the way, an authority figure to discipline you.  (This is Saturn in your chart, EL, the Lord of the Rings) and in order to become a true disciple of God, you must learn to individuate and express your own unique identity, NOT THE GROUP MIND, of what the ‘broken system’ has you BREAKING YOURSELF TO IDENTIFY AND FIT IN, but the TRUE YOU.  Otherwise, this is a form of suicide.  You are not here to be anyone else, but YOU.
Embrace all of you.  You are no more sunny and warm all the time, than the earth, the MOTHER is.  This is not a license to behave badly towards others, just an acknowledgment of all that beautiful power, that you are too afraid to use.
It is normal, to be storming and raining sometimes.
The dark night of the soul teaches us to feel lost, without a rudder, without ‘authority’, as if God has abandoned us.  It forces us to find that inner light/calling, out of the dark land, the fertile soil of   (EL/AL-CHEM-Y).
Egypt, Chem/Khem or ‘ALCHEMY’.
Those who were more disgusted and felt the plight of Floyd, and ALL PEOPLE WHO ARE OPPRESSED, have done more of the work successfully, to integrate your own oppressed aspects.  For some, it is still too fresh and they don’t want to go backward, RETROGRADE, they don’t want to live in that pain, or even think of going through such a terrible time again, they are STILL RUNNING FROM THEIR PAST TOO.
So, we all have work to do.  These are cycles, just like the cycles of the planets, of the sun coming up every day as the earth turns, the seasons, and once this is integrated and acknowledged more fully, this new beginning is welcomed and utilized to its fullest potential.
Just as a new day, can bring peace and a fresh start, even when the previous day may have been a difficult one, and sleep is always such a wonderful healer.
There, God can whisper to us, lead us through our own subconscious, and again the more fully one has done the work, then you also begin to DREAM AWAKE/LUCID.  An unexamined dream is like an unopened letter from God, from our subconscious that is taking dictation from our higher self.
Make sure you have plenty of ArcAncient's Sleep Angel (c) to help you get a good night's sleep AND to help stimulate those dreams.
On December 2, 2019: Jupiter entered Capricorn to join Saturn and Pluto/Hades. When the planets are retrograde, they give us the opportunity to do just this, to review and examine the cross we came to bear, and once we do integrate that and accept, heal and appreciate those dark times, they become the gift to give to the world.
Right now, Jupiter is also RX 25* Capricorn, he has not been retrograde in Capricorn since May 8th through September of 2008, when he went from 22*Capricorn back through 12* Capricorn.  You can look at your own charts and see how this affected you, and that time frame, to realize the review you are making now, through that same territory.
Do you recall that in October of that year, we had an economic crash, where many people lost their homes?
There were huge bailouts for banks, as the common working man suffered often greatly, many people lost money that has not been recovered.
Well, we could very well see a repeat of this financial crisis during Jupiter’s retrograde now, and we already know that many banks, and huge corporations and CEO’s have been caught with their hands in the till, getting bail-outs again.
It is already more than $50 thousand dollars, for each person in the US.
To help facilitate your own dark night's journey, I suggest any of the works of St. John of the Cross, especially his examination of Psalm 23.

Jupiter will travel back to 17* Capricorn, before he stations direct on September 13th.   On July 14, He will oppose the sun at 22* Capricorn, while the sun is at 22* of Cancer.  So we can see, that Jupiter is repeating the retrograde in Capricorn in these degrees: 17*-22*.  (This is the clues for your own chart, and then looking at new territory for review, 22*,23*,24* & 25* Capricorn, hopefully you learned the lessons back then, so this will be a time when you can look back and give a sigh of relief, for the changes you integrated/made back then.)
First he will join up with Pluto/Hades again on the 30th, at 24* and they will both be squaring Eris (strife and discord), which is not a good aspect, this could portend trouble on the world stage, but with Pluto also making a sextile to Neptune at 20* PIsces, this can soften the edges of the cliffs the ship might be tossed upon, music, theatre and art can help, as well as essential oils of course. Hopefully we will find positive ways to transform into the new paradigm we are entering.  (We are transforming, there is NO GOING BACK, OUR WORLD WILL BE FOREVER CHANGED, it is only a matter of our participation to be the change you want to see in the world. Hint: you must get past the binary thinking we have been reduced to, creating new neuronal pathways and implementing those changes in actual, physical ways/structures. )
Jupiter does not station direct until September 12, 2020: at 17°24’ Capricorn, eluding his meet up with Saturn, until the end of the year.
This new moon is also leading up to the next full moon, lunar eclipse on July 5th, when the sun and the moon meet up at 13* Cancer.  Readers of this blog know, I have been talking about this period for an awfully long time.

Again, watch Putin emerge in a big way on the world stage, with his own sun at 13* Libra which squares the US natal sun at 13* Cancer, he is destined to have a hand in changing the US, and he swore to do so, long ago after Perestroika, the Afghan war, in which he has never forgiven or forgot, the US hand supplying arms against Russia.
Now, in this cycle of the Great US Eclipse, remember this fire pyramid (and I believe this has a lot to do with the pyramids on the dollar) this again, tells us what we all must do at this pivotal time.  PYRE A MID, FIRE IN THE MIDDLE.
Many of us believe that all darkness is an unholy darkness.  St. John of the Cross introduced us to the gift of a holy darkness, one that is given to some, as they delve deeper into their journey of faith, however, once you have done that deep diving, your soul evolves and you are strengthened, YOU BECOME THE LIBERTY OF SAFE HARBOUR for others.  Your vision expands when you no longer dismiss who you truly are and climb back up that mountain with your newly found gifts, through this self-examination. You realize that which turns to dust takes time, money, energy that could help you on your journey.
The work of St. John of the Cross has been described as “purgative contemplation,” (Purgatory) in which God specifically darkens a person’s will, intellect, and senses in order to test the authenticity of one’s love for God.
The spiritual novice may still be enjoying the ‘signs’ God gives us, the universe provides and when they evaporate along that path up the mountain, become fearful, this is when the Dark Night begins.
As far as how long that time might take, (we are all in a version of this through 2024) it is up to God, as St. John said: ‘we don’t know how long God intends or feels it is necessary to endure this crucible of darkness’. (cross/crux of the matter, Mars provided this cross starting in the last full moon cycle.)
 
Another great psychologist who has myriads of work on this, disintegration and
And then re-integration is Dobrowski.
The theory of positive disintegration (TPD) by Kazimierz Dąbrowski is a theory of personality development. Unlike mainstream psychology, Dąbrowski's theoretical framework views psychological tension and anxiety as necessary for growth.
I have been using cymatics as an example of this ‘breaking down’ since 1995, when I first started sharing the work I developed in one of my own ‘dark nights of the soul’ experiences, living in the barn without running water.
At that time, there was a visitor that blessed my experience when she stayed at the manor, and she asked me to share what was happening to me.
Dr. Staphanie, works with gifted children, and it was my good fortune to have been gifted this insightful woman, who turned me on to Dobrowski.
It was a magical, and yet frightening time for me in many ways.
Some of which I have shared via my blog and with some of you.
In cymatics, as the tone rises in pitch, the formations that are created, via sand, or some form of liquid, etc., breaks down and reforms again in a more intricate fashion.  Sacred geometric formations form living displays of just what can be happening, as we ourselves, go through positive disintegration and develop even more sacred doorways into our own higher self.
This is just such a time.
We have the ability, to get past ‘either/or’ scenario’s and create new dimensional doorways, as we fire our own new neuronal pathways and see both sides and find new ways to harmonize the two.  That is old coding.  (Go back and review all the new and full moon's with all the binary coding, and then adding the 2... literally a countdown.)
00* means we can create new codes and new paths, just as we did with Mars and Saturn at 00*
Aquarius and will again at the end of the year when Jupiter and Saturn meet up at 00* Aquarius too.
This is not to say, that all is lost, just that if you are still trying to live in the ‘old system’, and have not found new purpose and a life that is less dependent on ‘things that turn to dust. (a false sense of self) This period is sure to make you more aware in part, that you need to find security in the wilderness, as we create new worlds out of the destruction and chaos of the old worlds/systems/governments that are crumbling.  (This is represented by all the planets transiting through Capricorn, especially Pluto/Hades, and the aspects to them, along with the triggering aspects with the inner planets, new and full moon cycles.  The additional clue, is that Pluto/Hades is returning to its natal position in the US chart in 2022, and I have written plenty about that too.)  
To this we add that we are also in the ending of a longer cycle, the end of the Age of PIsces and entering the Age of Aquarius in 2026, though we certainly feel the shifts already at the foothills of this New Age.
Have your candles ready to light on Saturday, plant something that will bloom into tomorrow with your new dreams and visions.
We are boldly going where we have not gone before.



Thursday, June 4, 2020

Martialing The Strength To Untie The Square Knot Of The Gemini Tau


On June 5th at 3:12PM, we have the first of three eclipses, starting with this ‘bang’ of a T-square on Friday, and we already see the expression of her fullness happening all around us on the world stage.
Why?  Because Mars/Ares is on the handle in EXACT square (Mars is around 18 minutes ahead ‘leading the way’) but he is still truly a FUSE to this Molotov cocktail that is being set off while Mars is at 15*52’ of PIsces, and Lady Luna will be at 15* 34’ Sagittarius and our Solar Ambassador (the sun) is standing across from her at 15*34’ of Gemini. 
The sun is also getting some love from Venus who is with him at 12* Gemini, and this means she is ALSO SQUARING MARS.
This is a love and hate relationship, coming into full manifestation on our planet.  This can then set-off that antagonism in partners, who may take ‘the other side, or seem to be opposing our ‘feelings/nurturer/children’ and Mars wanting us to take action, squaring our IDENTITY, again, making us feel, ‘boxed in’ and trying to support something that at the moment, may ‘feel’…(FEEL) unsustainable.  Please know, the moon is fleeting, it triggers us but this is an eclipse so it will also infuse our world for the next 6 months, and Mars continues to dance with the sun and moon into the next 3 eclipses and the new moon at the end of June (as I have been forewarning) on June 21st at 00* Cancer that leads us into the full moon eclipse on July 5th at 13*, is going to be a major transit, as that 13* eclipse is dead on the USA natal sun.
So, this is all about what is going on in the US, that is setting the stage for the rest of the world, and certainly is on the lips of many everywhere.
What are we doing to take caré of our citizens?
And here we go with MAJOR NUMEROLOGY, the 5 being A CHANGE AGENT.
It is the 6th month, and that means that really, 6X5=30, so another timeline is being created here.
Neptune at 20* certainly can help in this respect, again we see that 5/10/20 narrative into the 30, which is EMOTIONALLY SENSATIVE, CHANGE.  It is tapping into the unseen world, getting in touch with our feelings of concern, love and care, because that only comes with development of an open heart.
Neptune on the other side, can make people HIDE, from the real transformation being offered.
While the moon, is at 15* Sagittarius (notice, again we are in the ‘middle’ straddling like Janus and a true Gemini, which way to go?) we want a higher power, we seek emotionally to be able to bond with a higher power and an alternative way to navigate through this insanity.  But with all that spiritual bypassing that has happened (sorry, I wish I didn’t have to bring this up, more than you don’t want to hear it) Because we can no longer just say: ‘bless it and let it go’ and if ever there was a spiritual hijacking phrase, that one is the kicker.
If you look at so-called spiritual leaders, the same ones that were pushing books and video’s now have to ‘come out’ and find a way to address the VERY OBVIOUS TIMES WE ARE NOW LIVING).
I wasn’t  as popular for the last 2 decades for those who wanted to be lied to.  ( Oh yes, I have my faithful’s who have known for a long time, I am often spot on with things, have told them names, dates, places in readings, and I hand them the truth without ‘seeding’ the outcome.  Reality is not always pleasant or easy.
Now, what I have been warning people about for two decades is coming to pass, including this very timeline, that as a messenger, I did my best to share so you were prepared.
It is not what I WANT, again, I am just the messenger.
That is all I am.
And I am telling you now, that what WE DO NOW, WHAT WE ARE SEEDING, MUST ACKNOWLEDGE FULLY, what is happening on this planet, in our own lives.
You cannot be ‘aware’ and dismiss things, the bigger the picture you allow your being to see and acknowledge, the MORE YOU HAVE ACTUALLY EXPANDED YOUR AWARENESS.
See ALL THE SIDES TO THE EQUATION, NOT JUST THE ONE YOU WISH FOR OR HOPE THAT EXISTS…FOR YOUR REALITY (THAT THEN IS AN ILLUSION BTW) TO CONTINUE.  Until you do, you ARE SLEEPING WIDE AWAKE.
There is NO NEW NORMAL.
THINGS ARE NOT GOING BACK TO THE WAY YOU WERE COMFORTABLE.
THEY ARE NOT.
MAYBE, MAYBE AFTER APRIL OF 2024, THE END OF THE GREAT USA FIRE ECLIPSE CYCLE, we might get back to civility.
But now?  Yeah, that is not going to happen.
So?  What do you do?  What do we do?
This lunar eclipse has the sun casting the earth’s shadow on the moon as she is waxing into fullness.  This will hide some of the emotional and maternal energy on the earth, and in the square to Mars and Neptune in PIsces and opposing Venus and the sun at the same time, this will be a tense energy, bringing things to a head.  This is a very male energy, anger, and all the rioting we see, people protesting, confusion abounding in what is really happening and who is starting what while the president has a full blown military marching down the streets of DC, knocking protestors out of the way with tear gas, rubber bullets, pepper spray, so much for freedom of speech and the right to redress congress/PEACEFUL protest.
This moon is blooming from the Gemini new moon on May 22nd that was at 2* and ASLO SQUARE TO MARS.  So, we see this has martial energy (Martial Law) written all over it.
Mercury just stepped into his shadow on June 2nd at 28* Aquarius and will be retrograde on June 17th at 12* PIsces, so this will have us retracing our steps and also adds to the confusion between what is real/truth and what is fabrication, whose story is accurate?  The truth lies somewhere in between, as we see the sun and moon at 15*, the center of the 30* house they both inhabit.
Venus is also retrograde at 12* Gemini which is exact square to Mercury retrograde at 12* on June 17th, this tells us we are really going to struggle with communication and what and who we love.  What does LOVE really mean anyway?  When it gets tough, do you run, do you change, and can you take a different look at things to see the other persons point of view?
We also have Jupiter Retrograde at 26* Capricorn, soon to come back and conjunct Pluto who is retrograde at 24* (still in square to Eris, strife and discord) and they will meet up exactly again on June 30th after the new moon.
Saturn retrograde at 01* Aquarius is also on his return trip to come close to joining Pluto again, but 
not quite, he only goes as far back as 25* Capricorn and will station direct on September 25th.
The GOOD NEWS, is that Uranus is now at 8* and no longer forming a square to Saturn, (not until the beginning of next year, and then….woah) but he is still in TAUrus, and that is just not a comfortable fit, it CAUSES CHANGES, earth changes, and adds to the overall discontented energy, though at least now that the two are no longer close enough to really antagonize each other, that does give us a breather.
This has all heated up for this full moon eclipse, a real square dance, and finding ones personal comfort space, all while the Corona Virus (viral energy that we cannot see, like breath, the breath that was taken from George Floyd by officer Chauvin (chauvinism) that has lit the pent up anger and energy up like a Christmas tree, or should I say 4th of July?
Since the Lunar eclipse the day after is going to be another boiling pot of hot water, that is set off from the June 21st New Moon at 00* Cancer, another reset!
By then, the energy will be diffusing, and it will be women who step up around that time to plead for a kinder, gentler way with each other.  Also expect women political leaders to step up and make their voices heard, while mothers everywhere, will begin to band together, realizing the common ground of losing a child and wanting a safer world.
So, it is up to us individually to create that peace, not to look away but to offer a gentler alternative to solutions while also attending to the feelings and need every child/human has to be nurtured and feel safe.
Can we do that?  Can we reach out to each other and become the US, rather than the divisiveness that is being STOKED AND PROVOKED?

YES, WE CAN.
Let’s light our candles and give thanks for the beautiful world we all want to live peacefully in, and a
kinder, gentler world that everyone of us deserves.

A couple of extra side notes I noticed: George Floyd was held down (murdered) by ex-officer Chauvin (Chauvinistic) for 8:46 seconds.  Interesting numerology as it is the exact time that the first plane hit the north building of the twin towers (Mary Magdalene is known for her twin towers) was at 8:46 AM.
                  8+4+6=18/9          
18 being the moon card with the two towers and 9 being the hermit/sequestering/covid/corona finding your inner light by going inside/internalizing/being a hermit.
The rocket that was launched on May 30th (Space X Falcon 9) at 3:22=322 or 3 X 2 =666
The astronauts on the Crew Dragon responded: "It is absolutely our honor to be part of this huge effort to put the United States back in the launch business. We'll talk to you from orbit, thank you."

Thursday, May 21, 2020

Integrating Duality Mirrored By Illusions In the Gemini New Moon

The new Moon in Gemini will occur on May 22, 2020 at 2* and 04’ of GEMINI THE TWINS at 1:38PM EDT, this is Enki and Enlil, Remus and Romulus, the twins of so many legends.  Gemini is also ruled by Mercury/Hermes and on May 15th, we celebrate the Feast of Mercuralia which was a Roman celebration that was also known as the ‘Festival of Mercury’.
I want to bring your attention to the numbers.  5/22/2020 2 degrees and 4 minutes.  2 x 5 = 10 and 10+ 10 = 20.  It is the 5th month X’s 22 days (which 2 X 2=4).  Again, we see all the CODING in this NEW MOON.  Gemini as pointed out is the TWINS.  Partnerships no matter which subtitle they fall under have their synchronicities and their oppositions, as well as their combined efforts to push forward and build.  (That is the 4/square) Lincoln’s famous address states: ‘4 score and 7 years ago’.)
Note: 4 score means 4x20, as score means a measurement of 20.
Mercury is the ‘merchant’ in the zodiac
Jesus says: "The Kingdom of the Father is like a man, a merchant, who has a burden and found a pearl. This merchant is a wise man: he sold the bundle and bought the pearl alone. You also seek his treasure which does not perish, which lasts, into which the moth does not enter to consume and the worm does not destroy."
This brings in the energy of the twins.  Double 2’s on the 22nd, piggybacking on all the other ‘coded’ numbers we are experiencing, last month the new moon fell on 4.22, so we have the sequence of 2’s and 4’s…help.  Partnerships, working with each other and of course the 444 is a well-known numerological sign for angels or spiritual help from the Highest Order.
In case you did not already know this, the business number that was ‘randomly’ given to me, has the last three digits: 444.
Two’s NEED EACH OTHER.  4 is also a building number, and it brings in the energy of Cancer/the moon which will bring powerful energies in again.
Brave souls have become frightened children, praying for help and guidance.
Our world as we once perceived it, is no longer the same world in so many ways.
So, we must prepare and give birth to that which has been within us all along, waiting for just this time.  We will create our new timeline, using this powerful transformation and that which we can build upon with the increase of the moon.
This new moon in Gemini, is also tapping into a powerful trine back to the lineup in Capricorn,
Jupiter, Pluto and Saturn, that started this whole SHIFT OF THE AGES and The Evolution of the World Soul, as I predicted back in this blog many times, but here is one from 2013: https://arcoftheancients.blogspot.com/2013/02/pluto-in-capricorn-evolution-of-world.html
We were made for just these times.  We simply must bring the light forward, find our inner light and shine that light upon the world to break through the darkness and confusion.
This is why I love using the ‘Essene’ essential oils so much, and have since the 80’s.  They are liquid light.  They are the captured light of the plants, fruits, trees, roots, etc.  So, they help you, entrain you to the light, your OWN INNER LIGHT.
As stated so exceptionally long ago, in posts trying to prepare us, ‘systemic’ collapse and pandemic were words prognosticating and forewarning this very time frame for all of us.  Though it went against the too often used ‘spiritual bypassing’ language that hijacked so many with false teachings or at best, partial truths.
I must share the truth as given to me.  It is far less popular at times than simply massaging someone’s ego, and not use the corrupted truths, which are used for just that reason, as well as profit, as in ‘false prophet’s’.
The truth for anyone truly seeking awakening, is not always easy or kind.
It does have a course.  It does have purpose.  It is necessary.
You cannot learn how courageous you are, without WALKING THROUGH FEAR until perhaps you FEAR NO MORE.
You cannot forge a strong soul that can handle the TRUE LOVE AND LIGHT OF THE CREATOR, without the PROCESS.  Without all the El-e-ments and alchemic preparation, much like distilling essential oils in a BAIN MARIE. (Reminder that the double-boiler is named after Mary Magdalene, the Patron Saint of Aromatherapy and Alchemy).  Chem, as we have stated in the past, is also Khem:
Khem was the native name for Egypt, it means “black” (darkness) and referred to the fertile, black soil of the Nile valley. Al/El is the God of the Old Testament/from Egypt. This then becomes the basis for the word, Alchemy.  For out of the fertile soil and darkness grows the healthy life, the garden of the soul.
This is what we want to tap into now.
When we translate the word 'symbol' literally, it is 'bringing together' or 'connecting': thus a symbol can connect what lies buried in our unconscious, a power that guides us knowingly or unknowingly and it is just this power that feeds our dreams too.  We want to bridge the visible with the invisible, which is not always easy to translate into words, but symbols can do this, archetypes do this, myths do this, music does this.
The following symbols represent Mary and Jesus (Sacred Marriage of the pairs of opposites)

The picture to the left, was taken from Mary Magdalene Bride in Exile, by Margaret Starbird.
This drawing can also be found in that book:

These images are found all over Europe and the Middle East and have long mythical traditions.
Essentially, the goddess is born out of the waters, (baptism) and of course, when a woman is about to give birth, her water breaks and we say, ‘she is crowing’.
Here is another picture:


The Mixoparthenos (Greek: Μιξοπάρθενος) was a Greek mythological figure, traditionally hailing from the Black Sea region where her image is seen frequent. The name means "half-maiden".

The form of the Mixoparthenos is distinctive - above the waist, a beautiful woman, but covered with scales from waist down, ending in a double snake-tail. Some versions have the Milyxoparthenos ending in a double fish-tail. Herodotus's Histories (4.9.2), Heracles marvels at a Mixoparthenos when he meets one, and mates with her, producing three sons, the youngest of which eventually became the founder of the Scythian nation.
The Starbucks logo depicts a Mixoparthenos, of the double fish-tailed variety.
With you [God] is Sophia [Lady Wisdom], she who knows your works, she who was present when you made the world; she understands what is pleasing in your eyes and what agrees with your commandments. (Wisdom 9:9)
The Hippocampus literally translates to: Sea Horse and this brings us to the Charioteer in the Tarot.  See in the image that he must hold the pairs of opposites, the male/female, yin/yang under control to get to his destination by 'reigning/reining/raining them in'.
This can also connote, the planet Neptune also known as Poseidon, who rules the seas and is credited for the invention or creation of the horse.
Neptune is still in her rulership in PIsces at 20* and is in exact square to both Mercury and Venus at 20* of Gemini during this new moon phase.  She can muddy the waters so to speak, and may create ILLUSIONS that you think you heard, or regarding what you think you love.  Be incredibly careful, as she can box you in, making you think you need to make decisions that you may not need to make.  Be careful of drinking and drugs during this time, information that may come out might not be the truth, best to wait and see.  This can also indicate an increase in overdoses or suicides.
And here we see that Venus and Mercury are conjunct, so Mercury is whispering sweet nothings into Venus’s ear and Venus can pretend she is enamored with him now.
Venus as we know, is also retrograde, making this quite the cauldron.
This does however make for the perfect time to tend to that inner child.  Bring her or him love, forgive yourselves.
While the sun and the moon, are getting together to start this new cycle, Mars is pushing into square at 6* of PIsces too, this can soften the edges, or dredge up the muck you thought was buried long ago, adding to our buried treasures we are finding now.
Saturn went retrograde on May 11th at 1* Aquarius and is still hovering on that degree forming a nice
trine of support to Lady Luna and our solar guide the sun.  This can lend a hand to both buying and selling a home, but she is retrograde and both the sun and moon are moving forward, so this is a short window of time to tap into, or for those home projects to get finished, as well as the opening of restaurants and businesses, but again, this may be elusive and short lived, as Saturn pulls back further and further and that gap widens you may feel like you just walked out onto ‘nothing’ and see the ground was never really there in the first place.  CAUTION.
Jupiter went retrograde on May 14th at 27* Capricorn so there is a wide trine of support and expansion that he is also playing with the Sun and moon.  Again, he is retrograde, and that gap will widen.
Uranus at 8* Taurus is in a sextile to Mars in PIsces, so this puts some erratic support to taking action.
All of this leads to cautionary times, but also a breather that is most welcome.
Mercury does not retrograde until June 18th.  But it may seem as though he is, because so many other planets are retrograde now and especially with Venus and Mars in Gemini now too.
The following table shows Mercury’s motion, not retrograde until June:
Shadow: 06/02/2020 29* Cancer
Retro Grade: 06/18/2020 12:58 AM EDT 14* Cancer
Direct: 07/12/2020 04:26 AM EDT 05*Cancer
Clears Shadow: 07/27/2020 14* Cancer
Janus: According to some, he was the custodian of the universe but, to all Romans, he was the god of the beginnings and the endings, presiding over every entrance and departure, and because every door and passageway looks in two directions, Janus was seen as two-faced or Janus bifrons -- the god who looked both ways. He was the gatekeeper; his symbols were a porter’s staff or virga and a set of keys. To illustrate his importance, his name was even mentioned before Jupiter in prayers. He protected the start of all activities. He inaugurated the seasons. The first day of each month was considered sacred to him but the first month of the year -- January -- which many in the present day consider named in his honor -- was actually named for Juno, queen of the gods. Early Romans coins featured his image, showing him as two-faced, one bearded and one clean-shaven. Later, during the Renaissance, this image of two faces would represent not only the past and future but also wisdom.

VENUS began her 40-day descent from view, she turned retrograde on May 12th at 21* of Gemini, and she does not move direct again until June 25th after she has travelled back to 5* Gemini.  So we see how this magnifies the energy of Mercury/Gemini in our timeframe.
The trajectory of the planet Venus is connected to the myth of Inanna.
As she descends we can also go deeper into our own psyche, into our underworld where Pluto/Hades is the ruler and he can be fearsome as we all know.  We face our deepest, darkest shadows and memory’s from the past, perhaps things we have done that we shackle ourselves to like prisoners, may once again rear their heads and make us feel ‘unworthy’.
But this journey into the darker aspects of our soul, of our being is necessary to integrate the
archetypes and symbols that hold us back, stealing our power.  This is INITIATION.
As we have been stating all along, structures, governments and corporations may fall and new ones rise, also we will see the SHADOWS that they hid too.
All of this can happen, during this PAN demic as the shadows are excavated.
The core of the earth may quake, as our own inner daemons are rattled from the depths of our being.
We are challenged to right our own ship, and find the plum line into the fertile earth within us and in our own roots, back into our lineage and where we come from, what our ancestors went through to bring you to this very moment.
On the world stage, all around us, we see collectively what we have individually created together.  It is up to each of us, to amalgamate and transmute our own darkness, making peace with the heaven’s and hells of our beliefs.
What we have not dealt with, as so much ‘spiritual bypassing’ has falsely taught, is to shove the negative down, to put on a smile and pretend you or I are in a place that has no darkness.  And now that has erupted onto the stage we see all around us.
The ‘negative energy’ story that has been pushed, as if we don’t have any darkness.  God made day and night, so we slip into the darkness and that is when we stop limiting who we are during dreamtime rather than when we are wide awake and project who we wish or think we should be.
This is precisely why I lived in the barn without running water, so many years ago.  To strip it all bare and find out who I was and why, without trying to be someone I thought I should be.
When we are through this period, we will find our deep gifts to give to the world, with less judgment.  Without calling someone the ‘other’.
As we decide whether to wear or not wear a mask.  Let us find our own inner masks and bare the true, unfiltered light.  That light will cast shadows, that is the way light works. Let’s really take our masks off!
Now, back to the astrology.  Mercury Also rules thieves and tricksters.  He is the heyoka in Native American traditions: The heyoka (heyókȟa, also spelled "haokah," "heyokha") is a kind of sacred clown in the culture of the Lakota people of the Great Plains of North America.
He is papa legba in Voodoo and he rules the ‘cross-roads’ that Robert Johnson went down to and according to story, he left the so-so guitar player/singer that he used to be, and after he made his ‘deal’ at the crossroads, became the legendary guitar player/songwriter and singer we all know.
Mercury is commonly identified with the Greek Hermes, the fleet-footed messenger of the gods.
Aventine Hill in Rome was dedicated in 495 BCE. There Mercury was associated with Maia, who became identified as his mother through her association with the Greek Maia, one of the Pleiades, who was the mother of Hermes by Zeus; likewise, because of that Greek connection, Mercury was considered the son of Jupiter. Both Mercury and Maia were honoured in the Mercuralia festival on May 15, the dedication day of Mercury’s temple on the Aventine.
Mercury associated with merchants as stated previously is sometimes represented as holding a purse, symbolic of his business functions. Mercury is often portrayed wearing winged sandals or a winged cap and carrying a caduceus (staff).  Remember Moses carried a staff, and he turned it into a ‘serpent’ (Pluto is the serpent) at Pharaohs’ Court and Pharaoh commanded his own ‘MAGICIANS’ to throw their ‘staff’s’ down and they did, they turned into snakes too, but Moses had the GREATER MAGIC and his snake/staff ate the others.
He is also associated with; Shepherds, Athletes, and Luck.
He is the Patron of: Invention, art, literature, trade, and travel.
Some myths state that he was the father of the half-goat, half-human PAN.
Do you see how closely related Mercury, the messenger god who can travel into the underworld where Pluto lives, especially during this timeframe, really is to Pluto and PAN?
Most scholars think that Hermes’ name derives from the Greek word herma, which means “a heap of
stones” or “cairn.” Cairns were a common sight in the Ancient world, serving as trail- or boundary-markers. (The crossroads) Some say that the first cairn was erected by the gods, when they cast all their stones in favor of Hermes, during his trial for slaying Argus Panoptes.
Hermes was the only Olympian capable of crossing the boundary between the living and the dead and carrying the souls of the dead in Hades. In time, he came to be known as “the conductor” or “the leader of souls.” People also called him “patron of travelers and thieves,” “shepherd of men,” “trickster,” and “Argus-slayer.”
Give birth to all these aspects, integrate your own duality during this new moon in Gemini, ruled by Mercury.
Pluto is forming a tough square to Eris right now.
Eris is now at 24*Ar16'11" as of 22 May 2020
Eris goddess of strife and discord and Pluto hanging out in exact square and retrograde too, can bring untimely events, when we add Uranus to the mix, and definitely can shake up the earth or possibly find us in saber rattling if not flat out war territory.
This can bring some ‘terrible winds’, especially in Gemini which heralds some of the most deadly tornadic activity and on May 5th, the head and tail of the dragon, Rahu and Ketu, also known as the moons/lunar nodes have moved out of the Capricorn/Cancer axis and entered Gemini/Sagittarius axis.

This will take some of the pressure off the cardinal signs, particularly Capricorn’s and Cancer’s obviously, as they have now been almost stripped clean, like an F5 Tornado went through their lives and psyche’s.
Activating and excavating their deepest selves, or the truth laid bare that remained.  They now have a clearer path, though Pluto, Jupiter and Saturn have not quite finished with them yet either.
So the mutable signs, Gemini, Sagittarius, and Virgo’s and PIsces will now go through their own activations.  This will be doubly powerful with this new moon activation and Venus retrograde in Gemini will really be rehashing old stuff, asking what do you truly love, what words build and which ones turn into SWORDS/WORDS that cut like a knife?  It may not even be possible to stop the bleeding from such poisonous cuts.  They can also cut out the tumor, the festering decay that rots the soul, when one does not take in their deepest darkest selves and love them too, integrating and admitting that darkness, to become the fuel for power, now you have taken the reins of the Charioteer.
Hang on.
We need to keep praying and hopefully, as you light your candles this new moon, see a peaceful timeline and your role in playing that peacemaker, as you make peace with your lost selves, buried far too long and waiting for you to ‘witness’ your own pain.
Get ready, all of this is leading up to the eclipse cycles, starting with the full moon on June 5th, when Lady Luna reaches 15* of Sagittarius and stands across from her paramour, the sun who will be at 15* of Gemini.  Oh the duality of it all.