Everyone is born, after the mother
‘crowns’…that is to say, the head of the newborn, begins to make its entry into
the world and literally is crowned by the mothers vaginal opening. This
comes after a child may pass through ‘the ring of fire’ which comes as the baby's head pushes on the perineum, and this
sometimes causes a tingling or burning sensation, this is often referred to as
the "ring of fire". (Here is where you first fall into ‘the
ring of fire, the ring of fire’….)
So, every child (born head first at
least) is crowned…what lies underneath that crown, is a spiritual being, who
will learn how to become human, and share the essence of that spirit in this
world. This is also Aries, the head of the chart, and where Uranus is now
travelling. This is all about the birth of our unique gift.
We celebrate this human, we see the
light that emanates from the eyes, as this new child looks out in wonder at the
strange new world. Inside of this new being, is a bright shiny light,
complete with its own guiding muse (if one has a female muse), or guardian
angel and if it is a male child than he has ‘genius’. Either way, it is
all the same.
That unique being, is here to supply
the world, with the light of the Divine, through the muse or genius. That
genius is the spark of difference, that unique aspect that only this child can
bring. The problem, is we have lost our way, we have lost our way and the
true way to ‘divine the truth’ of our being. We are to divine that soul
spark, and give that to the world, as we came here to give.
We celebrate
the mundane, the sameness, instead of the unearthing of the genius. Our herd
mentality, asks us to
maintain a low profile, in order to remain safe, within the
protective circle of the herd. Along the
way, we evolved past the point of herd protection, and some individuals,
listening to their muse, wondered off that path and out of the tribe, to show
us new thoughts, new ways and the road less traveled. They see the Emperor without clothes, the corporations
that are corrupt and the deception that steals the natural laws of a sovereign
people.
In our archaic past, that lingers on in our reptilian brain,
we knew that when one member was ‘picked off’ when they left the safety of the
circle, it was a threat to the survival of the entire tribe, that was now
dwindling in numbers. So that threat is
old, and deep-seated and real, but it is just not conscious…for all.
Most, have conformed to the rigors of society, and this
becomes a badge of honour. In its
course, the genius is tamped down, and attacked, ridiculed, excoriated for
being…’different’. This in turn, can
cause other tribal members to do the same.
In that process, the very flow from the Divine, the Holy Spiritual Fire,
is also tamped down and suffocated. The
entire tribe and village loses the magic that makes it thrive and remain
healthy.
I have experienced this first hand. I have tried to understand it all, thus it
has brought me to follow many roads, clues along the way to create my own path. I have done better and worse with this,
because the path to individuation is fraught with perils. (The story of Homer)
Once the individual has somehow managed to harness that
genius/muse, and believe in, nurture that genius out of hiding under the covers
of our humanness, he may be celebrated, as that light pours forth, we see G-d.
But, if one who is uncovering genius does so amongst those
who have not learned of their own spiritual fountain, and know how to pour
forth, than it becomes a threat, an alarm goes off in the others who are ’too
familiar’ (especially if you break yourself down to appear as a ‘peer’,
standing next to them, and they now only feel the nagging truth of their own
neglect. That they have in fact,
‘committed suicide’. It is also a link
that tingles the limbic system just enough to remind them of the threat that a
single tribesman may pose to the group, that of being picked off by the beast
outside of the safety of the tribe, diminishing the tribes numbers and so,
threatening the survival of the remaining members. Now, if you have not found success, or have
found the lofty and seldom won position of honour in this world, (or worse, the
illusion people now believe is success, which is the attaining of ‘things’…that
which turns to dust, since we came to give and not to get, as Michael Meade so
brilliantly states.) So, now not only
can you be a threat that is not made conscious, you become a warning…that if
this is what harnessing their gift means, they want no part of that kind of
pain, that doesn't seem to bring the reward that they are convinced must come
as a measure of success.
Pathos—suffering, disease, feeling, passion {-path, patho-, -pathy} as
the root of passion…is the willingness to suffer for one’s gift.
To this end, we see our society, struggling in the loss of
the true font of knowledge, the bliss from the cup of life, and the decay and
collapse begins to rage like a mad virus, once again in its opposite intention
and imbalance, threatening the survival of the tribe.
What we see instead, is a narcissistic attempt to find the
lost tribe, the lost soul, the chord that connects us and feeds us health and
inspiration, the kind of inspiration that saves the tribe.
(I will return to you like a Lion/Fire…the second birth of
the soul/muse/genie/genius into this world)
So, a damaged and sickly type emerges in our collective, a
false sense of ‘specialness we now call entitlement’.
It is hardly the pure spirit, the muse that enlightens,
enlivens and informs us…it becomes the sickly creature who wants to be viewed
as special, without having found that inner light at all. They are corrupted, without the guiding past,
and the concept of service.
We also see, an increase in suicides, because these souls,
are only committing the very act the spirit knows, is already trampling down
the vintage where the grapes of wrath are stored.
Now,
seeing the travesty in this world, Indeed, having the eyes to see what is
happening, that goes against humankind or this sweet earth, is hardly taking
away from your inner process or progress; rather it is concurrent.
One
cannot truly evolve which comes with vision and seeing the layers of the world
fall down as they do around the excavation of your own truth and gifts, and not
participate in its process. Because you
become so vital, that spark of being on fire, illuminates both the inner and
the outer worlds.
One
of the things that also goes on, is the illusion that must be so, to cull those
who are easily seduced into the superficial, catching them in the great net,
using the hooks so evident on Neptune’s symbol, just like a fish ‘hook’, and
they pull out those who cannot swim upstream to give birth to their own
muse/genius. It is as if the rock is
skipping on the top of the water in ‘false positivity’ and never allowing the
individual to go down, plumb the depths of their being and retrieve that black
pearl, that death, that Plutonian power.
It is Gandolph, powering his great staff down and saying ‘you shall not
pass’…though the Balrog’s fiery whip reaches back up with its magically long
extension and grabbing Gandolph the wizard, and taking him down into the
abyss. He goes down with the Balrog and
he captures his own dark heart, because he faces himself in the fires, that
then forge him even stronger, to hold the power of the truth, the light and the
way. He emerges even more omnipotent,
but not until he goes down and rescues that dark self. If you don’t face and rescue the daemona,
Greek for genius, it becomes a dark power over you. It is the shadow that haunts you under the
surface, and you never truly know your own power.
It
is the black Madonna, who in all her natural beauty, is not always sunny and
warm, she might be cloudy and grey or storm and start to rainin’. But in Her all, she is stunning, glorious and
life-giving and resplendent.
You
must give birth to this spiritual essence, through the burning ring of fire,
the mouth of the dragon. It will purify
you in
the process, and the fires of this must be hot enough to forge so strong
a steel, that it can hold, handle and manage this kind of heat and light. We are walking around on fire, and we are now
being seduced into a mirage that pretends that the only form of spiritual
truth, is of the sticky sweet positive version, that completely negates the
very beast one must face, in order to become a whole, spiritual incarnation of
the divine in a human form.
We
are now told to ‘focus on the positive’…but this is creating an imbalance in
the entire society with a large shadow looming and lurking, licking at our
psyche’s and looming in our minds, it is manifesting in polarity’s and schism’s
and the only people brave enough to step up to the plate to try and do
something about this, to manage the ‘evil’ by necessity must be a necessary
evil then.
This
last Pluto/Hades square to Uranus, will be at 15* of Capricorn and Aries,
respectively on March 17th.
Pluto as Hades, the God of this underworld we must traverse to rescue
our soul, our spark and our gift, is Balrog, and the gift is Uranus, the
special genii, or genius, muse that we are being forced to acknowledge through
these series of the magic 7 SEVEN squares that started on June
24th. 2012 at 8* of those signs. Those squares have backed us into that
90* angle/corner, confronting our dark mother/matters/material world, the fiery
inferno that may have you crippled and afraid to walk through that fire and
give birth to your soul. We are giving
birth to the world soul. You build using
the master mason’s tool of the square.
So,
for those who have been cursed and blessed with exact degrees of those cardinal
signs, all the more reason to prepare for your final turn and revealing into
this world. This world will
wrench and groan under the strain of our neglect, and are abandonment of the
dark mother. It is our duty, our very
calling to encompass the entire circle, finding our unique and individual gifts
now, and come out of the belly of the beast, just as Jonah and so many others.
We
have two more blood moons to go through in this birth canal, and Saturn/EL Lord
of the rings, master mason, the SA-turner of worlds and Chronos master of time,
forger of gravity to slow down our spirit, entering the kingdom of this earth,
this heart planet. He has been
travelling in Scorpio through most of this square, and now he is pushing that
birth matter through and into Sagittarius, but even this is too much to happen
all at once, so he will retrograde back starting three days before the last
square of Hades and Uranus, on March 14th. At 4* of Sagittarius, and
continue to pull back that
curtain/hymen reentering Scorpio (ruled by Pluto/Hades)
on June 15th. Travelling back to 28* until stationing direct again
on August 2nd. He will not
re-enter Sagittarius again until September 18th.
So,
all of the fixed signs have been significantly flattened, moved or forced to
confront the deep truths that are occulted in this syrupy falsehood of going
with the flow, or that we are always right where we need to be, without the
deeper truth of choices having consequences and this culls the big swimmers
from the rest of the school, only the Salmon who have the strength and have
matured will make it upstream to give birth to their young, their gift and that
divine fire.
We
simply must stop this infantile version of ignoring (as I always say, ignorance
holds the word ignore within it) the
powerful truth we see around us, give birth to something fiercely desirous to
save us, and that is the golden egg of our divine gifts. It will pour out of the dragon’s mouth, which
will be in Libra at 10*. We must forge
new relationships and make peace with our dark selves, our shadow side.
And
this alchemic birth, is being mid-wived by Mary Magdalene energy. There are many aspects of the goddess, but we
are all being exposed to the dark misdirection of that energy and the
manifestation, however this came about, of a very deranged version of this in
the form of the group calling itself ISIS, on the world stage.
There
are so many superficial aspects that are occluding the true artist, the true
gifts so desperately needed now, all the way into computerized versions of the
voice in so many singers who now use ‘auto tune’. We don’t need the synthetic, but the deeper
real feminine. She is not just the 12
year old girl with fake.. er…everything being thrust at us, looking much like a
young boy with purchased body parts. No,
she is lustful and vengeful and rich and deep and full of the world she fiercely
gives birth to over and over and she risks her life every time to do so.
We can no more ignore the truth than a child who covers their ‘eyes’ with their
hands, and thinks they have really disappeared.
So
now, we are double cursed in this very hard pass, with a superficial version of
spirituality masquerading as a whole truth, robbing us all of the need to be fully
empowered, to instead display what is nothing less than a Stepford Wife….a
computerized model void of soul and void of the matter, mother our star dust
animates.
When
Saturn/El the Lord of the Rings, the eye of Saurin moves out of Scorpio finally
and back into Sagittarius, we must be fully armed with the truth of our beings,
strong enough as women to be fully empowered for a fully evolved male.
This
is the tantra of our own being, the rising of the divine mother/wife to Her
divine complement as the divine masculine, and this alchemic chamber will give
birth at this time, to some very wizened and ready souls who have done the work
in the belly of the beast, to emerge through the painful process with gift in
hand, the treasure and reward of the journey of the hero.
WHAT
DID YOU COME HERE TO DO?
It
isn’t to make a copy of someone else who has found their passion, and gone
through the dark mother to bring that gift out.
If that is so, you have not found that which is uniquely you, and that
is suicide.
Haven’t
we had enough death already? Are you
ready for true life?
Then
spend these last few weeks going into the belly of the beast, and come back out
victorious, ready to share, to give the gift you came here to ignite the world
with. True genius that finds itself,
ignites that in others.
Are
you ready to set the world on fire? I
AM. I AM THAT I AM.
Suffer
or die.
Jesus
said, "If you bring forth what is within you, what you have will save you.
If you do not have that within you, what you do not have within you [will] kill
you. From the Gospel of Thomas.
"Prometheus
steals fire from the God’s, are you ready to steal the fire in your belly?
"One does not become enlightened by
imagining figures of light," said Jung, "but by making the darkness
conscious."
But this is such a time to be born, to be alive as the old
and new worlds collide on a daily basis, the chasm widens in every way, and we
choose which ice flow we belong on, the others drift slowly away, others
rupture along with earth’s mantle pressuring the plates of both the earth and
our very own skull’s too. 
